*Missing him...*

Am really missing him a lot...Though we had met on Monday, it was jus a short meeting. Hes at Johor now..for 2 days. And its even worst dat it is holiday time and i am not able to mit him. :o( saddening. not hearing hs voice for de whole day is very weird to me..its like im lacking of something. theres a blank space in my heart. im so into him..im so missing him. i dun even know when im goin to mit him. he has alwys been calling me and at the stage where he hadnt called me..make me feel very restless.

It may seem exagerating but then...its jus me. this missing thing will always happen once in a long time...where u are eager to meet dat special one..bt it always turn out dat you arent able to mit him..due to some stuffs..which even make it worst..so im really hoping he will have a safe journey back home. hope to mit him soon...Love you dearly...

*Lovely words...*

Im like stuck with the storybook of Chicken Soup for de Teenage Soul. Ya..i may not be a teenage bt i have a heart of a teenage..hahah..YEAH RITE!..try reading up yesterday..was quite nice. Mash introduce dis to me long time ago..bt i didnt read..tot it was jus some short story but it turns out to be nice one.. "MASH...I WAN TO BORROW UR CHICKEN SOUP YA!!"..thanks. alrite, as i was reading it...i find a quotation which i find it..ya..VEry very true indeed..so here i would like to share wth you guys...

"Relationships - of all kinds
Are like sand held in your hand
Held loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is
The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on,
the sand trickles through your finger.
You may hold on to some of it,
but most will be spilled.

A relationship is like dat.
Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person,
it is likely to remain intact.
But hold too tightly, too possessively,
and the relationship slips away and is lost......"

*First week of school*

Had a fine week though its kinda hard to wake up at 7am evryday to go to school. Gotten myself 4 asssignments and 2 presentations to do..as always. Got to have our own group of frens for presentation. Lecturers are quite ok..except dis man..who is in his late 60's..i tink..although he is nice..but we dun understand wat he was talkin abt..DAT is so SCARY..since its involving Chemistry. haiz...y do we have such lecturers??


*Picture taken during Class*

Took pictures during our "Torture" day..where we had to do PHYSICS for like 6 hours!! dats terrible..we were so..Tired. ended up takin pic in de classroom..wth our lecturer in..haha. *dat always happen* Great its holiday for 3 days..dats a long time..better than nothing. Did one of my assignment..HOORAY!..though its due like in 2 wks time..kiasu..u can say me. till thn..i better rest well..before school starts...

*4 more days to go*

Few more days and im back to school..time DO travel fast. Went out wth Izah n Mash for a while yesterday...It was a last minute outin and nway it was onli at Tamp. Will be goin out to Orchard today..wth Aliza. and outing again on Friday wth Yanling..seems like this whole week is a busy wk for me..OUTING WEEK. hahah..after dat...busy wth some otr stuffs.

Im so bored..i dunno wat good movie to watch??...Got this ticket voucher and had to use it by this month. Not exactly a voucher..bought it for 7 bucks..so its worth it if i were to watch movies on weekends. wan to watch KING KONG But...i knoe it would be a sad ending..KING KONG died..ya..based on de old2 stories of king kong. tot most ppl would noe..bt haha...nope..i was wrong. Izah..didnt noe..and she was sad..dat king kong died..haha..of coz..her "frens"..Bt then...even i dun wan to watch..SO SAD!! i jus cant watch any animals in de movies...n if they were to die..i will surely cry...GUARANTEE..

lalalallalalal.....i tink..i will stop here...update soon...

*Different ppl...different character*

Jealousy is the common thing among couples. If it is in the normal range, it shld be ok..bt at times, ppl tend to get jealous even on a simple thing. Like..if she were to talk or chat wth her frens, he would get jealous and would sound very irritated even if she was talking to her frens.. Oh my! dis kind of jealousy do tend to be bad...i mean, cant ppl talk to de opposite sex? Sometimes its funny for thm to get jealous since thy dun even noe who they are like..haha. Trust shld come first.. i mean.. u cant possibly be in a relationship if there are no trust at all. Some even dun allow de partners to go out wth frens...is dat good??..hey..its like..ur social life is being restricted to de MAX.

Some even wont allow de partners to wear this n dat...it depends. Bt there are some who discouraged him/her to wear slippers. heheh..weird bt its does exist. not for special occasion bt for all occasions. hmm...it depends on individuality.

No wonder, ppl tends to stick in being single..not dat thy are not being loved or choosy..bt the fact is...can thy actualli find some one who is very understanding and trustworthy??...having a gf/bf is nice if ur life is not restricted badly..bt then...being single is not as bad. Frens are always around when u need accompaniment. and to tell u the truth...even when u broke up with someone..de ones who will alwys be ard you...are YOUR FRIENDS....

*Chalet...Celebrating....*

Day1

First day of chalet, fetch Izah and we headed to de chalet after buying some extra stuffs for de chalet. Didnt do anything much since was tired by then. My parents bought me choco cake...YUMMY! Had a small bbq..since only my dad's frens came. So jus had de bbq session to ourselves. Got "sabo" by my bro n izah...first with charcoal on MY FACE!...n my choco cake..Didnt expect dat coming..haha! spend the night playing WORMS3D and TEKKEN...with izah n bro..laughed all de way till 3am..and its heading for de nxt day...



* Birthday Cake 1 & cutting session*


* The Saboing...Part 1 and 2*

Day2

Had rice n sardine for our breakfast. Went for a swim..about 10am..till 12pm. Some observation on de sea n guess wat we saw...jellyfish...haha...not dat much..no wonder..my arms were kinda itchy. Mash, alifah n aliza came about 4pm..and we went cycling. went for a swim again...fun! with them...floating and trying to swim..haha! Jus as we reached de chalet, my bro n dad are getting ready for bbq.


*Those who came...*



*Birthday cake 2 and another cutting session!*

I bathe first...thn evryone started to ask me to come out faster. fine...i came out of de toilet without any thinking...n i got HIT!! hit..by them..with flour...hahaha..hey..i jus changed u noe..haha. totally covered white...and luckily..i brought some extra clothes..shd have known dat coming..hahah. so had to take bath again..n thy had to wait. heheh...My guy bought another cake..so we had some cutting and sharing of cake. n tot dat de saboing had finished...NO...it continues.. Thy brought some spray cans...and spray all over me..haha..luckily its not de sticky one..or else...toilet..here i come again.heheh.



* Saboing Part 3 & 4*

Continue with de bbq...and all. Waited for my cousins bt thy didnt come...i dunno y. :( nway..was so sleepy and i slept early..after de tidying up.

Day 3

Took a dip in de sea...early in de morning. Ordered pizza hut, me n izah went to Mcdonalds..to check ATM and at the same time bought some food there. WAlking all de way..and had our lunch. Basically we jus rest de whole day..woke up abt 5pm and we played PS2...Had a small bbq..and watched tv..since no one was coming. Had a early sleep and de nxt day is the leaving day.. so sad...it was SO fast!


* The Pressies..BEFORE & AFTER*

Had a wonderful time at de chalet and want to thank those who came (My buddies, my guy n my Bro's frens) and lighten up de moment. not forgetting the saboing...and de presents. Thank you so much!! if i were to make a chalet again on my bday..i will make sure that i would bring lots n lots of clothings..hahah!!

P.s: More Pics available in MY FOTOPAGES

*Heading for a relaxing wkends*

Will be goin to chalet later..Staying there for 4 days. Another wk and im heading for sch back. Seems so pathetic...1 week off..bt haha..i will make a full of it..before i start schooling again. N guess wat..my exams will be on February...SO FAST! i jus finish my exams..n few mths im back in examination hall.

Might go kayaking..depends on my pocket money. IM BROKE! I wan to kayak!! im pretty sure that i will be cycling on sunday with my cousins. so..kayak on saturday n cycling on sunday. Nxt wk..meeting my otr frens..hmm..maybe once or twice. of else i will be so tired de whole week if i were to go out evry single day.

Alright...better stop here. i will update abt the chalet thingy once i get back...C YA!!

*It's OVER!!!*

Hang out wth Mas and Suz since Nad was rushing away to her camp thingy. "She is always busy"..hehe. Finished de last exams..having a one wk holiday! Went to Orchard, took pictures..i was searching for this long bead necklace...ya n as u can guess some can be quite X. Nway, we basically jus wonder around. We stopped by at Mc..since i wanted ice cream n thy was so happy whn thy see milkshakes..took their money..choosing which flavour thy wanted..bt ended up...IT WAS UNAVAILABLE! pity them... hehe


* The Gang...*

Suz was planing to do cross stiching..her First time! so..she was both anxious and...blur. picked out a simple one..since she had to finish dat by dis wk..*wonder if she can do it*..guess she can if she really concentrate on it..like many hours. haha. did it for a gift for her bf..ehem2x. ok..so we sat at Long John..and helped her to start off wth the stiching. I tink..we can eat and sleep..n suz will oni be doin like...few boxes.hahah..stay there for a while..basically was resting..after a long walk.


* The Stiching Process...*


* The BIG Frame*

Got a surprise though...Suz bought me a Merci choco and muffin (which she accidentally flatten it in her bag)..haha. wasnt expecting dat one coming..Mas also got that..like duh..hers is de belated bday n mine was de advanced bday (DEC babies)..Thank you, Suz!


*The giver and de taker*


And guess wat? it was so called my first time that..whn we go out to walk2, we drop by at de library..haha..all becoz of...MAS! she wanted to borrow some books so had to follow to de lib..haha. Overall had a Fun time bt..it have been evn more better wth Nad around..Nxt time, must go out again!! before sch starts...


*The BIG hand..& The Library*

*Evrything is pretty fine*

Left 2 more papers to go..chemistry n biology. I screw my physics!...yah..i changed de ans last mins and it was a 6 mark ques..which i m guaranteed dat i will loose dat precious 6 marks. haiz..jus hope de rest of de paper..i did alright. hmmm..i jus dun like physics..ya even though its like o'level paper..bt still..i nvr like physics.

Will continue study later..ooo..i jus cant wait for dis to end. planned to celebrate my fren's bday after exams on dis wed. im happy jus hanging out wth my new pals, we can jus shoot at each other without anyone being offended. its like...thy are so open minded about a lot of stuffs so kinda fun hanging out wth thm in sch. release all de stress..haha.

2 days after exams..n i will be goin for CHALET!! yay!! cant wait for that too...meeting my best buddies, izah..mash..aliza..n of coz my guy. haiz...even though i alwys c their faces..haha...its jus fun with them. its like..fun..haha..no words to describe. alright, i better out now...continue to study!..will update here as frequently as i can..