*My dearest..*

Ayang asked me out for dinner jus now...we went to Afghanistan and had our dinner ard that area. It was jus a nice...chatty dinner...which we had nvr did for quite some time. hehe..like it. Went to buy some stuffs after dat...Thn, we wandered around wth his bike....Riding here and there. Practically jus riding from Tamp to Pasir ris and back home. Reached home about 9+pm. Hmmm...had to spend de precious time..since we wont be seeing dis wkend and nxt wkend and de following wk...haiz...hopefully there are some days we are able to mit for a while.

We may have some misunderstandings
We may have some arguments
We may have some problems
BUT
Wateva it is........................
My heart will alwys be for you
& yours for me....
May we strive together within the years ahead
To achieve what we had alwys wanted during those days
Waiting for the time to come
In order to be with you forever...............

*The Gang outing*

Had been a long time since we had gone out together...Me, Mash n Izah. Met Mash first...Went to Suntec and Marina. Jus wandering ard. Headed to Sakura for our lunch and saw Aliza and her cousin, Shahidah. Thy were jus goin off...hehe. After lunch, did our window shopping. Nothing much to buy and nway, im on de budget. Mash treat me ice cream. hehe..thanks Mash! Told Izah to mit at Tamp bout 6..and ya..she did came at 6+pm. We reached earlier and waited for her...lucky got some stuffs to do...like taking pics. haha..wth Mash camera.


*Us with the Ice cream*

Izah came...walked ard TM...CS..per normal. Chit chat along de way. Went to OCK...bought grass jelly soya bean...Mash bought her honeydew smoothie. Mash n Izah were planning to drink hot choco...bt since 7-E was kinda far...it was cancelled. hehe..actuali Izah wanted to buy alone...


*Guess where were we*

Went to NTUC to buy my stuffs..Mash n Izah...were talking some American slang..haha. Laughing all de way. Crappy...hehe. After all de shopping, headed home. Izah tot of surfing de net at pavilion...so say our gdbyes, and even b4 we reached our 28 bus stop...Izah msg me dat de place was closed..haha. FYI, this is de second time...it happens to her. haha..

Had a fun day...be meeting again on Saturday at the park. Met up some of our X-TPSS seniors along the way too. Nway...yup...had fun!!!

P.S: Thanks Mash for the stuffs u gave from ur journey in America...Sweet smell!! I LIKE...haha...and the post card and de keychain..hhehe

*For u...Jus for u*

We may have quarreled
We may have argued
We may have fight

BUT

Within our hearts,
the love has never fade
Many things had happen,
The bad, the worst and the good

BUT

We managed to deal with it,
even when its hard
We are not perfect,
We may make mistakes

BUT

By these mistakes,
Our love is being tested
Do you still love me?
Am i stil loving you?

HOWEVER

It depends on us
To make this relationship last.......

P.S: Thanks Ayang for doin something which I did nt expected frm u. hehe...I was shocked..But u said, its ok....Its for me.. :o)

*Nothing to say*

Alright, watched Xmen3 wth Ayang yesterday. Was alright..bt didnt expect some of them to die actuali..however it did. I tot there shd be more action thingy...no previous Xmens too..like nightcrawler...and i wonder if Gambit does exist..like in the cartoon. I like Gambit. Nway...it was ok..

Today was practical lesson where we did chromatography. Was ok..Alvin was our volunteered leader...haha..nway..we wanted him to also. Got blitters on my foot...since i was wearing my new shoes. N plaster didnt even help a bit..Im goin to wear slippers tomorrow.

Planning to finish up my report by dis wk..if possible. So i can memorise wat to write on my test day. Presentation done..oni to be practiced. Alrighty..nothing much to say..bout my life dis days..and im lazy to write..hehe..til thn

*Bro's Bike...*


*Bro's New Bike*

Yesterday, headed to Kaki Bukit to take my bro's bike. Choose a new helmet for him too..hehe. Silver was alright since there is no red bike. So..ya. Nice. Spend few hours there..settle the documents and stuffs. My bro went to his frens BBq. Me n my parents went home...stopped by near my place to buy food and head home.

At night, My bro asked me to be his pillion...since he wanted to practice. Yup..and i did..though a bit scary bt i noe my bro can do it. haha..Was hanging on to his shirt...tightly..haha. Brought me ard...interchange..and carpark..and we headed home. FUN!! shd ask him to fetch me at Tamp whn i go home from school...at least can practice. hehe..

Hope...he will ride carefully...and safely!!! Abang..nanti kita naik motor lagi eh!! yay!!

*With Nad n Suz*

Met up wth Nad bout 2+pm. She had to wait for me though..i was having a bad tudung day..my finger got poked by my own pin. haiz..Nad had to wait for me..for a long time. hehe..sori Nad!! Ok..jus wander ard at Tamp first..grab a bite ad OCK..thn continue walking. Bought tix for Sunday movie too..XMEN!! so need nt need to queue up on dat day..sure got many ppl. Got the last row too..hehe..cant wait!! Sat outside TM for a while...wasting our time in order to wait for Suz too.


*Popeye's Food!!*

Took the bus to airport though i tot it wld be slower BUT it wasnt. haha..Headed to Jollybean..sat for a while. Few minutes later, Suz came to Popeye. So at last..evryone is here except Mas..who is unable to come. Kinda....since its like it has alwys been de 4 of us..and Nad is like had been a long time not meeting her. But wat to do rite??...Nway..Bought our food..Got an extra serving of fries..hehe..Met wth Marliana, my ex-secondary classmte.


*The crazy gang*

We had a crazy conversation...laughing here and there...like de old days..Miss dat..esp whn Suz n Nad combine forces...haha! Love it...Bought Suz dis candle thingy since she likes candle..and Nad bought her EMILY bag..u shd see her face...SO HAPPI and SHOCKED!! haha..actuali got dat on my phone..haha. great to c she like it..heheh. By the time we go home...Nad's sis's bf...send us back. Thanks there once again!! hahaha...


*Heading Homey....awww*

Realli had a fun time...laughing and crapping a lot. Love it!! Miss it a lot......Till then...i guess we need to wait if all are pretty free....Which i also dunno when...But i hope..we can hang out alwys...Lets jus hope n c......

*Wkend coming up*

Its 1.56am..evryone is like sleeping except me. Finished up my stuffs / assignmts. I tink i better sleep soon. Will be meeting Nad and Suz today at Popeyes!! yay...i realli hope dat the coleslaw is there..and NOT out of stock..like dat day. Basically to mit up wth Nad and so called celebrate Suz's bday too. Mas..unable to come though..since she need to study..nway..i dun tink she even need to study..haha..coz she will alwys get higher marks than us.

School was alright yesterday..though it ended late..not surprised. Asked my dad to fetch me at bus stop..hehe..I wonder if my dad is working...maybe i asked my bro to come down. haha..IF he actualli is awake by that time. My dad seems to knoe evrytime i nearly reached Tamp..since he will alwys msg me to wake up..scared i overslept in de train. hehe...MAGIC??

Yesh!! Meeting Ayang..and watched movie..been a long time since we eva go out n watch movie. Yippee!! Oh..nxt wk will be the starting of practical lessons. I have yet to iron my Lab coat..hehe..or maybe there is no need to iron since its goin to crumple anywy in my bag. So...ya..wonder how practicals be...lucky same grp as Suz.

Alritey..goin to sleep..soon after i did a few research..Till then...Toodles...

*Clumsy day?...I suppose so*

Yesterday was clumsy day for me. First of all, I nearly fell in the train. I alwys had a hard time balancing myself...so whn the train stop..i was trying to get my balance..and the train was full of ppl..so i cant grab onto something. I jerk to de back..stepping on a lady's shoe...and my slipper went off. haha!! My foot was behind leaving my slipper in front..Lucky it was my stop nway..so i went out..trying to act like nothing happen. haha.

Secondly, in class...I was stiring my Milo wth the stirer...thn i was like..so doink doink. Go and press the stirer to squeeze it in my cup..and before i knoe it....The stirer came flying out of my cup and fall at Suz's area. Result?? My book was full of milo droplets...and Suz's book too. hehe..Sori Suz!! haha...Lucky can clean up all dat..haha. Lucky the journey back home was pretty fine.

*MASH...is back*

Alright...Mash has safely reached Singapore dis morning. Called me abt 830am bt i was so sleepy to ans her call..which even make me dream of her msging me "LEERRR" in de hp. Dun ask me why...bt haha..crappy dream. Called her back abt noon...chit chat abt stuffs happening at America and stuffs in Spore. Lots of things to talk actualli...maybe shd mit up soon. Can blabber lots n lots of stuffs. I myself was kinda shocked that she came back today..haha..cant rmbr when she actuall goin to be back. hehe..

MJ...got to enter school back doin her higher Nitec...CONGRATS there!! once again. Been worried de past few wks..of either getting or not getting to school back. All de best in ur studies dear...and make sure u study well..since Education is imp..u noe dat, dun u. hehe..and de best thing of all is SCHOOLING is the BEST!!! i love schooling...

Speaking of schoolin...today i AM schooling. must remind my mom to tape me CSI later. All works had been done. I have no idea wat to wear today...hmmm. Nway...stop here since i have to cook something for my dad..hehehe.. someting which i alwys cook (Mash..u shd noe wat is it rite?? hahah...wth salt)..ok..toodles....

*Finish..intend to*

My aim..is to finish up my powerpoint presentation by dis wk before i started doin my otr assignmts...Kiasu i can say...bt Jus to prepare myself although the presentation is like anothr 1 mth. I knoe that once the practicals start..i will have no time to do my ppt...so better start off and finish it early. Nearly finishing.. Im not sure if its too long bt..have yet to find out after all are ready.

Nothing much happening today...jus staring the comp most of the day. Watched my fav cartoon, AS TOLD BY GINGER...the sad thing..her bf broke up wth her and she was so depressed..she got even more sick..after the appendix operation. heheh...i jus love to watch dat show. Cook ikan bakar and fried cabbage..haha..YUMMY!! Long time nvr did de cooking since im schoolin at night. Tomorrow..schooling. BORING lecturer again...or i can say..all de lects are boring. hehe..MEAN...

Better off now...need to settle up my stuffs back. Great...im so into this ppt dat i have not finish my notes writing for Cell & tissues. Tink do it later...or tomorrow morning then. Heading off....

*Da vinci code*

Tot of cancellin the movie outing wth izah but ended up...we watched it.. haha. I had to queue my way to GV tamp..from the Spinelli...By the time i managed to actualli reached the inner GV, Izah came. We got the first fourth row..which was alright..at least...it wasnt neck aching. hehe. The story line was complicated i can say...bt it is kinda interesting. I mean u need to c the thing and not miss each scene or u will not knoe wat is happening. hehe.. Headed home bout 9+pm...and once again..I saw Fauzi Laili at Tamp int. Not a big huha over him...i prefer Syed Azmir.

Wont be goin out later...jus stay at home...Help my mom cook laksa. haha! i was realli craving for one actualli. n yup...satisifed! Study and revise later at nigt while watching Tanggang at TV2. I noe its weird studying n watching Tv bt dat has alwys been my habit...i cant study in silence!! hehee...weird bt true. alright...be updatin wth stuffs...in future.

*Lesson end VERY late*

Had A lecture yesterday...it was alright since it was kinda revision for us. Our lecturer was kinda in a slow pace...that someone eventualli ask her whther we can take a break. N one of thm even tel her straight that she is teaching very slow. Haiz..at least my old class didnt even say dat way...(btw, its de lecturer who dun like my old class during foundation). So, after break...ya..she was teaching super fast..luckily its something dat i had known. Hope she dun have dat old impression in this new class or we will be DOOMED!! Class ended exactly 10pm...which was expected. So..rush for the shuttle bus..de train..and asked my dad to fetch me at my house bus stop at abt 1120pm..hehe...pampered gerl huh...haha..its very deserted down here at nite..so i need SOMEONE to accompany me.

One thing happen in de train jus now too. alright i was sitting at de second seat from de door. Thn got this auntie sat beside me...ok fine. The guy near the door stand up and i chge my place since i noe..de auntie was wth this lady (maybe her daughter). Without waiting any second...she pat the seat (which i sat b4)...dozen of times wth her hand and paper!!! hello...it seems like my seat is like SUPER hot dat she need to do dat many times. N not even a thank you is said. Not dat i wanted it anyway..jus dat..dun do such a thing which make ppl see like...ooo...dat seat realli is HOT...becoz of me! CRAPPy!!! N fyi...i only sat on dat seat like for 2 stations.....

Haiz...I dun tink be watching DA VINCI CODE>..de cinemas ARE packed!!! i tink have to wait some otr day thn...Till thn...be updating some stuffs..if i got de time.

*Long Term relationship*

What is the public thinking of long term?
U no longer need to c ur partner often?
Ur love is not dat strong like de 1st time?
U dun bother wat ur partner is doin?
U dun need much attention?

Dats the perception
BUT all are wrong......
Whats de purpose of having a partner
BUT ur love towards him is fading away?
Long term means NOTHING..
Its de amount of yrs BUT the true meaning
IS alwys within u and ur partner.
Do u still love him?
Do u care for him?

The Longer it is...the tighter the bond is...
BUT all depends on both sides.
We need love...We need attention.
Nothing Changes..
EVEN if the YEARS are compiling.

There is no difference btw
SHORT term & LONG term...
IT ALL DEPENDS ON YOU...
to make the LOVE alive or fade.........

*Outing wth de 2 Kakaks*

Had a lunch date wth Kak Nora at Far East Puncak. I was trying to find my way to far east actualli..haha..call my frens...and all. I mean..i noe where it is..but i dunno how to get there..haha. BUT i managed to eventualli find it. Am i a foreigner or wat?? haha.. Ate Honey Dew Noodles...Kak Nora treat..as alwys. hehe.. Met up wth Kak Ima thn we all headed to Kak Nora's company..where she is selling organic stuffs. Cool... Hang out for a while and we got ourselves a GOLD BAR..its not DAt gold bar...its a name of a soap. hehe


*Kak Nora's company..One of the Partners!*


*Kak Nora and Me*

Thn..walked ard wth Kak Ima...Went shopping at Robinson. hehe..Lots of ppl there. Bought some stuffs too. Kak Ima was realli into SHOPPING..hehe..me?...has to budget..haha. Saw 2 polite kids also...n i mean..its hard to c kids nowdays saying sory or thank you. hehe..nice. Stop by at JL sale..hehe. Saw a nice top..but luckily Kak Ima ask me to try it on...It fits on me BUT the hand pattern makes me look like Im havin a BIG muscle. haha...at least i wld nt be thinkin whther i shd buy it or not ya. hehe..


*Me and Kak Ima*

Had a Great time...The weird thing..i wasnt even having any asthma..which was quite surprising since we walked a long way. hehe...Met up wth my long time no c fren...and My bro's gf...whom i treat her like my big sis though she is smaller than me in size..haha!! We shd go out often!! Had a fun time...

*Printing probs!!*

Alright...firstly my printer is able to print but the words came out to be more lines. Alright...NOW....there isnt anything printed out!! Great....shd have ask Suz to print de whole thing yesterday. Lucky i still got my cover page i did dat day...so im goin to photocopy one miserable paper becos...it is a bit crumpled. Haiz...of all de days...my printer is having probs. I reali hope...my mom is getting a new printer..asap...coz..i cant possibly ask my frens to print it out for me evry single time.

Goin to do my presentation later at night or in de evening. Its jus dat...evry morning...i dun have de mood to study...night person...i can stay up to study...bt if i have nothing to do...i sleep very early. Be meeting Kak Nora for lunch tomorrow..and maybe Kak Rahimah too after dat. Thn on Sat..be goin swimming with Izah...and watching Da Vinci Code. Nxt Fri..celebrating Suz bday..at Popeye!! and meeting wth Nad. N the following SUnday...be watchin XMEN3 wth Ayang!! Got a lot of stuffs planned for de week......alrighty..off now..need to revise my work.

*Us...Day out*

Ayang called to mit me today..which was quite surprising since he was sick yesterday. hehe. I headed to Paya Lebar alone..since I wanted to eat spaghetti at Singpost and he had jus came back frm work. So...headed to Blossoms to eat the spaghetti....It was kinda cosy area...not much ppl...But the food IS a lot..for a spaghetti. Usuali..those i bought..cost me 5 bucks bt it was little. Here...$3.50..spaghetti and tea/coffee...additional 50cents for cold drinks..which was quite worth it. My craving...was gone then..haha


*The Spagetthi....YUMMY!!!*

Went to some bike shops since my bro wanted to buy a bike. Survey around. Headed to Tampines Prime..since Ayang want to change to another hp..which i had lost count dis is the how many hp..he has now!! Haiz...dis time...dun care...chge anthr hp...and SWENSENS it will be. hehe..Wanted to buy slippers...But too bad..dun have my size! Bought a small bouquet of ribbon flowers for my mom to be given tommorrow...had to hide it in my bag jus now.


*At McD*

Walked ard TM...buy OCK...and ate at McD. Had a nice day today....tot wouldnt meet Ayang dis wk...but heheh...we did eventualli. I love dat...I love de outing...Overall...I jus love to be by Ayang's side...hehe..LOVE YA!!!!

*Chilling out*

Went out wth my primary sch buddy...who else if not Aliza. Haha..long time nvr mit eva since both had started schooling. Ate at Popeye..since our main motive is to jus slack ard and watch de outdoor movie at Downtown. Alright...i was so into eating the coleslaw at Popeye...BUT...it was unavailable...haiz!! Of all de days!! Even the fries...was jus a normal one..not the Cajun fries. Nway...did enjoyed the rest of the food though. hehe.

Took a bus to Pasir ris...lucky we got off at the right bus stop. Bought lots of stuffs like as if we goin for some picnic at night. Bought some snacks...Old Chung Kee...Mcdonalds..and bubble tea. hahah...Once we reached Downtown..tot there was no movie but it was actualli located at the DeMarquee..which was good...cleaner and u need not bring any mat like de ones we did during it was held at the carpark. Watch Pink Panther...haha..quite funny esp..de "HAMBURGER" thingy. haha...

Aliza Bf, Zahid...send us back..saw my bro at the bus stop and he also sibuk2...want to ride wth us..haha..like duh..since he is going de same house as me. haha..Thanks Za!! and Zahid too..hehe..Had fun...DO remember bout our wedding outing ya (oopps..not OUR weddings..Fren's Wedding visiting)..hehe..and contct me whn both of us are free to go out!!! c ya...!!!

*Kittens gone!! SO SADDENING!!*

Last Sunday...there is one cat family which came over to my corridor and slept at this so called door. There were 4 kittens...SO CUTE!!! and de mom n de dad was there too. Since i was not able to take care of the kittens...i fed them cat food evry morning. Mimi as usual....got jealous when she saw a cat standing at our door...keep hissing at de stray cat that I need to put Mimi away. Evry night...the cat family wld be relaxing outside...the kittens are very clever. Evrytime when thy see..ppl are coming, thy quickly hide inside the cupboard. heheh..

But today....i cant seem to c them all...all are gone!! Im so sad...where did thy go??? Im realli hoping those whoeva might have taken the kittens wld take care of them..its very depressing whn u dun no where thy are. Haiz...no more...looking over to de kittens and play wth thm...saddening...VERY saddening... :'(

*Healthy routine??*

Izah asked me out today...haha..outing to the swimming pool. Yup...early in the morning n yet the swimming complex was full of ppl...basically those having some swimming lessons. Swam about 3 hours...The good thing was...i wasnt having asthma for the whole day..maybe due to the swim?? nway...it was fun and tiring. Tot of goin to Seoul Garden...bt Izah was having some tummy ache...so we postponed it..hehe. Ate at Food culture...Talk2...thn headed home.

Ayang is planning to jog behind my house evry wkends...and yup2...might be following him..like duh! its jus behind my house...Ayang keen in getting back to shape before he is called back for reserviz thingy. Alrighty!! Park...here i come!!! I hope......hahaha

*Eating sessions*

Went out wth Ayang yesterday after 2 wks not meeting him..actualli it seems like we been meeting once in evry 2 wks now...Nway, dats not de main point. We went to East point to eat at BREEKS..Ayang treated me. The person who serve us is so so polite...like it. Ate de half spring chicken wth BBQ sauce. Gave Ayang some of the parts which I dun like. Mostly ate the drumstick side. Then...walked ard for a while before we headed to Parkway.


*The food!!*

Wanted to eat ice cream...bt Ayang was too full..hehe. We thn went to Geylang since I wanted to buy SITI NURHALIZA's cd..hehe. Got stranded at City plaza becoz it was raining. After few mins at KFC, we thn decided to ride off. Last location...Tampines. Ayang bought nasi briyani ad Prime. I went to Shop n Save to buy some mosquito coil and snacks...GUESS WAT?? bought it...pay for it and the cashier did not put it inside my bag. N all along i tot i was carrying the coil thingy. Haiz...lucky it was not dat ex.


*Siti's NEW album!!*

Ayang sent me home after went to Afghanistan. Had a wonderful time...hehe..Ayang jus cut his hair...look handsome!! hehe...of coz lah...which gf dun admire and adore eir bf. heheh....LOVE IT!!

*Bloghopping*

Yesterday..was blog hopping and I saw an entry bout some fat girl having a skinny bf...and the person who wrote it felt disgusted. Why is that so?? I wonder. Cant some fat gerl have a bf who is skinny and handsome?? Is dat too disgusting?? GOD is fair...U cant possibly have all de handsome and pretty ones pairing wth one another. How abt the rest?? Doesnt mean you are such a slim, nice figure person....you tend to find it disgusting having those kind of couple. NOT all ppl are looking for good and beautiful features. Anyway...its up to individual to note down their opinion.....Let it be then.

Voting out soon...I hope there wont be too many ppl..which i doubt so. Nway...voting is SECRET..so im not goin to say it out here...haha.

Gotten another assignments...Poster and oral presentation. Im tinking whether I either do Dengue or H5N1...Hmm...most probably, I will take in Dengue. Haiz...evrything now..we had to do it ourselves so no group presentation anymore. Shd start finding info now...

*Love is Blind??*

Love is Blind??...dats what ppl alwys say.
Yup, I guess...it IS blind.
What is the main factor for a good relationship?? LOVE alone??
I guess not.......................
Trust and Understanding ARE the main factors.
What is the meaning of LOVE..if u dun have trust??
Some even cant leave the partner for few hours.
Dun thy knoe dat ppl have their own life??
Its a Pity whn these ppl dun realise dat....
Its like a cage..a prison...u have NO life!
Its either them or ur frens....
What a question?!....do thy even need to ask dat??
Ppl DO have mistakes...BUT if it is continuous
Can u still call dat a mistake??
Ppl have work...ppl have classes...
Its NOT cheating...Its NOT lying...
BUT do thy understand?? NO! Absolutely NO!
What can ppl do to get their trust??
Sit at home and call them 24/7??
Dun hang out wth their frens??
Its TORTURE!!! Dun thy even hav feelings??

Even though its hard and stressing for ppl
BUT to say is easier than done
Its hard to let go of them...
BUT does it do any good to u??
Can ppl be happy in the future...
Living wth such individuals??
Its up to them to figure it out....
You are jus there to advise..
The rest is up to them.........................

*Assume??*

Why do lecturers always assume dat we knoe evrything??..I jus have NO idea! Yesterday's class...was pretty much...boring. I tink this term class will be a boring one..since the lecturers seems to be talking to themselves. She was going very fast and I had the hard time taking down the notes. Eventually, I tink she knows she actually DID teach us very fast...but she told us dat she is jus goin tru the main points whereby the rest, we had to read it ourselves. Assuming that it would be boring if she were to state out all the stuffs. Haiz...

Need to finish up my assignment today so i can pass it up tomorrow. Yes!! Finally we decided to eat at Breeks! cant wait!!...so long nvr eat there. Today is my bro's bday...BUT i dun have anything for him...hehe. Not working...No money to buy him pressies...REASONS!!..hehe. Nway, he also dun mind abt dat...Happy Bday, ABANG!!! dah old old old....

*Sick and Tired*

Im feeling sick now...having a fever but yet I need to go to school. Yesterday lecture was SO SO BORING!! Basically the lecturer was making jokes which was not even funny but some of them did laughed. Maybe we are jus too bored to even bother about laughing. Need to do note preparation later...before i go to school. Make 4 more frens too...hehe...The rest have yet to be known. We also managed to catch wth the shuttle bus...bt at first we didnt knoe whether its supposed to be our bus..since it was dark. But...it was the bus which is goin to the MRT...so we board it. Chit chat wth Suz... for a while...Missed up abt 3 trains. Many things to talk abt...hehe. Hope today...im at least be alright...I CANT MISS a lesson..dats for sure.


*The Gang*

Planning wth Ayang where to go...either Breeks or Saprinos pizza. I realli Have NO IDEA!!..maybe i shd ask izah or aliza to eat at Seoul Garden..hehe. Nothing to update much here....jus the ordinary life of me.....