*Finally....*

Yesh!! I finally had finish my MBY assignment..hehe..Had been staying like...till 5am..to do dat..and study as well. Now..i can jus conc on my studies. hehe..

Okie..actualli..jus now (Saturday) went to Cik Ton's house to help out wth my cousin's engagement which will be today. hehe..Help out to buat some hantaran thingy...and some othr stuffs..it was fun..laughing and crapping wth my aunts and my cousins. Went back abt 3am jus now. My aunt was like..asking us to overnite but since i realli need to finish up my assignmts..we had to go back. Be goin to their house early morning later...i tink another few more hrs?? heheh..

*Actions during the preparations*


*I helped to do this*


Reached home..and did my assignments since i need to pass it up on Mon..so hurry2..die die must finish by today since i pretty sure i will be tired tomorrow since be spending the day at my cousin's engagement. So..basicalli i jus finish my work..yay! n im stil wide awke..thanks to de supplement i ate evry exam period. It realli make me stay awake..and study de whole nite. Very good. heheh

Okie...to those ppl whom I had not been chatting wth for quite a long time..sorri ya. hehe..plus..i wont be switching on my comp..nxt few days..i tink..since all projects are finished. So..once im done wth exams..i WILL BE BACK..haha..okie..toodles.

* I Belong to Me*

Jus love this song from Jessica Simpson......

It's not that I don't wanna share my life with you baby
It's just that I'm the one I need to be true to baby
And I won't give up me to be part of you
It's not that I don't wanna have you in my life baby
It's just you gotta know that it's got to be right baby
Before I open up my heart to you

I don't need somebody to complete me
I complete myself
Nobody's got to belong to somebody else

I belong to me
don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

I gotta let you know before I let you in, baby
That who I am is not about who I am with, baby
That don't mean I don't wanna be here with you
I do

I don't need somebody to complete me
I want you to know
I'll give up my love but I'm not giving up my soul

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you're gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

Oh yea

Love don't mean changing who you are to be
Who somebody wants you to be
Nobody's got to belong to nobody

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection

I belong to me
I don't belong to you
My heart is my possession
I'll be my own reflection
I belong to me
I'm one not half of two
And if you gonna love me
You should know this baby
I belong to me

*Up so so late*

Alright..its like nearly 3am..and since im finishing some of my assignmts, im up late again. Had to wake my dad up anyway bout 3.30am since he had to go work. Ok..wat have i been doin past days???...wat else...Study3x. Besides goin to wedding invitation..and met Mash there (we are COUSINS..nway). heheh..Oh..met up with Ayang yesterday for dinner nearby my place.

Oh..bought myself Nokia5300..its actualli..my mom's money..n since i have not trade my old phone..im owing my mom still..will take few mths to pay her back though. hehe..bt i was happi wth de new phone..since its LOUD..and its specialised for MP3 thingy..so yup..and it was on promo during de wkends...bt i tink thy stil have it..till Christmas. And also..at last, Ayang is having de same phone as me too. hehe

Today is practical day (Tues)...tomorrow wil be de last day of school. Time DO fly fast...Hmm..many things to look forward to after exams..Going out wth Suz, Mas n Nad..as always after exam day itself..Chalet with parents,frens,relatives....Movie screening of ERAGON esp for MDIS ppl wth Mash n Izah (if i got de tix earlier).....Sentosa Family day wth My parents...and most of all HOLIDAY!!! although oni 1 wk. haha..had to make myself happi la huh.

Okie thn..stopping here...cont wth my stuffs...toodles...

*Exams coming up*

I have no idea which thing i shd do first...haiz...still got some assignments to be done..and im lost. Half way done my revision on MBY...but i realli hope i can rmbr wat ive learnt past few wks. Nothing much realli happen dis few days...or is there? I am not realli sure bout dat.. haha..

Oh..yesterday our coordinator came up to our class and ask if anyone of us wld be interested if the practical lessons were to be brought forward to a day programme..OF COZ!! i wanted..haha..its like..in de first place..we wanted a day prog. Nway, all those who were in my practical grp..are nt wking so...all of us..put our names in it. Yay!! i realli hp that thy cld make it to day prog..if thy cld even make de lectures to day prog..is EVEN better! bt i doubt so abt it...

Not meeting Ayang dis wkends..boring!! N i was like..planning where to go already. Nvm... 2 more days of school....and study wk..n EXAMS!!! This is so stressing....alwys happen evry exam period. okie thn...blogging again...once i have time to even do it..haha..Toodles.

*Walking Walking*

Okie...be goin out later..with Suz and Fizah to Em's openhouse...at where?? Ard Jurong area...YES!! VERY VERY "NEAR"..haha.. Have to go out abt 1130am..since need to reach Lakeside by 1230...bt i tink im goin to be late..hehe..Not wearing baju kurung today..since im goin to be alone..walking frm Tamp and takin de train..its nearly de end of raya..and nxt im goin to ride at Ayang's bike...so finally...be wearing dis "cheongsam" looking top..and jeans. Tot of wearing pants bt..de top is not too long to cover my butt. hahah (mind u..de pants are tight..hehe)...so had to stick wth jeans then.

Be meeting Ayang at his wkplace after coming back frm Em's place. Thn...maybe go somewhere first..walk walk..before goin to Kak Nora's openhouse...and then Aliza's house. yay!! heheh... cant wait to mit Ayang wth his new haircut..NEAT and SMART!!! hehe..

Haiz...exams are coming...started studying MBY already..although its at 8dec...bt then..early preparation is best..haha...if i can even rmbr wat i learnt earlier. heheh...Exams coming...no goin out much...restrain myself frm goin out. heheh...Aidah is enthusiastic in goin to de chalet..that she wanted to overnite wth my family alone..since her family wil be coming de next day. hhehe..ya la..since u guys had finish exams...me jus wan to start.

Okie..cant wait for de chalet...bt CAN wait for my exams..haha..okie..toodles!!

*Freaking PISSED off!!*

Haiz...today was my practical day...all went ok..alright..per normal. Thn during the practical, found out that our previous practical 1 was not counted at all...ya ...NOT COUNTED as in..no marks are taken in..although i did quite well...so how was it..to feel like dat?? Terrible!! haiz...all de time researching evry nite...all jus for nothing..ABSOLUTE nothing..fine..nw had to jus to de same ting as for my otr practs..

The next thing was...gotten our DPS assignmts..and as per normal..we had gotten ourself DEMORALIZING comments frm our lecturer. She can actualli fill up all de blanks on de white paper till ur paper will be full of her RED pen markings. N i realli mean it...NO JOKE. The worst thing is...she can say different thing..and when we did like wat she asked us to do...de nxt ting in ur comments are..."You are out of point...bla3x"...its like HELLO...YOU R DE ONE WHO TOLD US TO DO DAT..crap. Thn...my conclusions...she commented like...its more like summary than conclusion..haiz..i realli dun undrstd wat she want!!! actualli none of us undrstd her...BUT she is SO SO biase that we cld c how she treat this classmate of us. haiz...its like..evrythng she did was good...and those who hang ard her..will also surely get high marks..WAT KIND OF LECTURER IS DAT, RITE??? nonsense...

Haiz..today is like...a crappy day for me..totally a big crap. No point also to be bothered abt dis for so long...coz it wont chge at all..Jus hope Bradford Uni tend to mark our papers correctly and NOT blindly...giving higher marks to their fav. Ok...dats all...Nway, Ayang cut his hair..AT LAST!!! haha...for once...its goin to be neat and smart..YAY!!

*Many things happen*

4 Nov (Saturday)

Firstly, HAPPY 7th ANNIVERSARY to US!!! hahaa..alright...it had been a wonderful 7 years wth u..There may be ups and downs...but we managed to push thru all the barriers. Thanks for being someone who is very understanding and loving towards me. I realli appreciate that.....its been a journey ever since i was jus a teenager...till i am an adult. I wish we could alwys be together...can fated to be with one another. Im happi to have u around...and will alwys LOVE u with all my heart.

Okie...haha..few mmts of being a lil emo. Had an openhouse on Sat..Quite a number of ppl came..my MDIS frens: Suz, Mas, Fizah...My SEc frens: Nad, (Mash n Izah --> Common faces..haha)...My pri fren: Aliza......Kak NOra n Family...Not forgetting Ayang and some TPSS sch mates. Besides all that..mostly are my relatives and family's frens..It was kinda tiring but was fun. hehe..took pics..laughing..and i still did my jelly which i alwys do like every year. My open house was officially close like abt 1+am..since Midah n Aidah family..was de last one (we had alwys been de last at eir house too). Dad sent thm home after dat.


*MDIS frens*


*Those who came*

5 Nov (Sunday)

Went raya outing wth Ayang, Mash n Izah. Headed to Izah's place abt 12pm...thn went to Mash's house. We managed to finish abt 7 houses since some of thm were not at home. So..after Mash..Ayang...Ayang's fren..Suz...Mas...Haleem..Izah. Yup...we actualli got lost while on de way to Mas's house..mis lots of EXITS..and we actualli spend like an hour driving ard...looking for de road sign..haiz..haha..MAS..it was realli a long trip. haha. We finally reached there..It was a eating trip too..haha..every house..there was food..de food list was:

Mash house : Bee Hoon Goreng
Ayang : Mee goreng and Rojak Buah
Suz : Fried Spagetthi and Fried Chicken
Ayang's fren: Lontong and Kuah Merah
Mas: Roti Kirai, sambal sotong and curry
Haleem: Fried Seafood Noodle (Very pepperish)
Izah : haha...none.. (it was alright since we were too full by then..lucky no food)...hehe


*The Orange Couple*


*The 4 pals*

HAd a fun trip...esp with all de crappiness in de car..haha. Mash and Ayang were sometimes debating abt which road to go..n me n izah...we wre like..huh?? we dunno..wats goin on..haha. Send Mash home by 10+pm....thn headed homey. Gave Ayang our anniversary pressie..and guess wat?? we both actualli bought each other a photo frame...how coincidence..haha..thanks AYANG!!!

Okie..cant wait to go jln raya again wth Ayang on 11Nov...since be goin to Kak Nora's house and Aliza's. On 12 NOv....be going out wth my parents to some of my uncles and aunts house. Alrighty..stopping here...toodles

*Sleeeeeepppppyyy*

Okie..its 3+ in de morning..n im still awake..reason?? Im doin my practical report since nxt few days i will be totally busy. Haiz..dis is tiring. Had to wake up my dad soon since he need to go to work. Tomorrow wil be a busy day..i gues..since sat is the openhouse. Had to do jelly again...ahhaha..and Izah will surely aiming for dat de whole day when she is ad my house. Mash, dis yr..aku tak leh ambik kau frm ur house..heheh..kena la kau dtg rumah aku sendiri..since my first guest be comin at 12.30pm...so nak kena prepare prepare.

I have had my mom altered my baju kebaya which im goin to wear on SUn..YIPEE!!! lots of houses planned...sure NO collection. haha..heading to Mash house first..as alwys..thn Ayang's..thn goin to de West area..before heading back to East. This time..hope we wont get lost. Ayang is driving...im scanning de journey..Mash de streetdirectory..and Izah jus there to slack ard. hehehe..CANT WAIT!!!

Haiz...exams are coming up soon!!! this is very scary...realli scary. Yes..i have yet to finish up my abstract..intro..and conclusions!!! yay n im done...oni for dis few days. Oh..Ayang's pressie is still in process of making..I dunno..bt i hope it turns out nice. hahaha..Nway..he also dun mind..if its not dat nice..its de tot dat counts. hehe...Okiela...me wan to sleep already..very sleeepppyy..toodles..

*So it was cancelled*

Okie..wat was cancelled? The NTUC peeps outing...Due to?? Not a lot of ppl are coming. Haiz..actuali was hoping for it to run well bt it seems like evryone had their stuffs to do in de very last min..so ya... N..since my Sec frens too..are not free due to last min planning..ended up...NO jln raya. Nway..its ok..since i had at least 1 day of jln raya wth Ayang n buddies. So jus looking forward to dat...To my NTUC peeps: Maybe some otr day..some one plan to go out jus to hang out,k.

Nway...yesterday gotten back my practical log book..i did quite good. :) was kinda happi bout it. haha..thn brought some choco cookies to school...finished at a short time..haha..Besides dat, school was still de same. Main aim...to do my DPS practical report at least by dis wk since im like...hmmm...1/4 done..hahah..since i noe i will burn my wkends..for de raya thingy.

Oh..finally had an idea wat to so called make for Anniversary pressie...Since i have a plain frame..goin to do a collage of us..and sticking some beads decoration as well as seashells which he had collected for me..last yr (i tink)..heheh..tink shd be nice..whn evryting is done..heheh..its ok..for me to write in here since he WONT read it anyway..haha..Okie..till..then..toodles..