*Tiring days*

This week is a totally hectic week..been schoolin evry day! haiz... very tired...coz been sleeping at 4am..very blur...very sleepy. Jus cant wait for de exam period to end. The school is totaly crap. we dun even have a study break. Havin tests near our exams..mind you, its a module which its exam is to be taken nxt yr. We have abt 5 days between our last day of sch n our first exam. how crappy is dat. Im so scared nw....haiz...bt no no..cant be too kanchong...try to relax...

Off now...studying back again...

*Feeling which cant be forgotten*

Feelin down...feeling depressed
She feel so low...But yet..she try to be strong
She cant give up now
She wasnt feelin the best...
At times it happens when She jus feel like she was of no use
She cant give infos...she cant explain things
She dun mind...she knew she wasnt right
She couldnt say much..
Bt deep inside, she felt down
For there were times she was correct...bt yet..no one listen
Maybe its just her imagination
Maybe she is jus too sensitive
All she need is to have hope...
To be able to pull tru the difficulties
She is just stress...Though she alwys try to be strong
But there are things which she cant prevent...
Things which alwys kept appearing in her mind
Its jus low self confidence...
Although she alwys try to let it go...it stays in her...
Stays in her...for a very long time....
A time where she herself wont know...
She kept silent...a mmt where no one know how her heart reali feels.

*Study study*

Alrighty...i have no idea wats came over me today. hahah..cant seem to hear wat Suz n Mas were talking about most of de time. So blur today...Lecture was fine..broke a record that we go back abt 9.15pm. hahah...

Exam preparation is alright...started my PY. Its like a routine for me...like...at nite is the practical time...till 2am..den study til 4am. haiz...very tiring. Den morning study also. Bt i stil feel im movin so slow. Staying up late per normal today...guess wil be able to wake up my dad at 3.30am later..since hes goin to wk. Nothing much except dat im super busy wth school...assignmts...revisions! haiz...Oh! Be meeting wth Aliza tomorrow. Stil haven decide where to go...maybe jus hang out somewhere n talk talk as alwys.

Didnt realise that it was abt 2wks+ that i haven met up wth Ayang. heheh..actualli kinda great for me of NOT missing him ah..As wat MAS wd have known, exam period is a break time for us for awhile. heheh... Asked him to say he misses me...hahah..bt he dun wan. I knew he misses me...hahah..since its like..many times he asked me out bt i couldnt make it. Guess had to wait till either my bday...or after exams...dat is IF my missing mode is still off. hahah..Oh..and he bought a new phone..Xpress music thingy...gonna meddle2 wth it once i see him...

Alrightey...goin off nw..updates when there is thing to update. hehehhe..

*Exams coming*

ANNOUCEMENT:: Since exams are coming soon, I wont be updating my blog often...Sorri for any inconvinience. hahah I say it like as if I got so many readers ah. heheh..

Schdueles for DECEMBER
19 Dec: PY exam
20 Dec: Hari Raya Haji
21 Dec: CB exam (THE LAST PAPER!!)
22 - 26 Dec: Family Chalet!! (woohoo~~!!)

*Food Fiesta*

Went to Jezz house yestrday...so called the GERLZ party day-out with Jezz, Hani, TY, Fiza and Midah. First meal was chicken rice...hehe..love the chilli..Yummie! hahah..den also had the mango pudding wth diced fruit salad. Then got diced fruits..served on a tray..where, Hani, FIza and me were trying to pick up how much fruits we can. hahahah! Ty brought jelly while Hani n Fiza brought donuts. hahah..I was planning to grab de donuts u noe...bt was full so tak jadi. hahaha

*The Yummie FOODS!!!*

*Finally with de SPOONS..haha*

Then rest a while..den got choco cake where Jezz especially bake...hahah...supposed for Fizah oni la since her bday was on dec. hahah..and as for me...tak tau malu...tel dem dat..my bday also dec. (Ehem ehem...ONE day b4 TAUFIK's bday eh)..hehehe..so eventualli...thy sang bday songs for us. heheheh...THANKS GUYS!! Oh..de food duesnt stop der...We had chicken n potato cutlet..which was YUMMIE too!! but was super full ah..so cant take already. Eventualli jus poking and eating the Pormagenade on de tray..hahaha..

*Shots at Jezz room! Nice!*

Had fun time...wth dem..Taking pics...eating..chit chatting. Cool!! Then Hani n FIzah alwys trying to touch up evrytime want to take pics. hahah..Jess room was cool...since can sit near the window...wth a nice scenery. Best sey...N while meddling here n der...Fizah top was torn. hahaha.....I saw it when it got torn...hehehe..Wat la fizah. heheh..

*Busy touching up*

*Fiza with the torn top...heheh*

*The galzzzzz*

Finally, we went back abt 6++pm. Had tap my card den realised dat i could have jus taken 28 at kembangan area...and stop in frnt of my house.. haiz...wasted! Tamp int was so wet..and me using the wrong footwear...make me walk SO SO SUPER slow..one step at a time. was so slippery dat i had to walk n holding on to de railing. hahah..Lucky nvr fall down..

Basically, had fun time wth de gerls and Thanks Jezz for inviting us. Eh...guys...me n Suz may be planing to go out during our last paper...so make urself free k. hahaha...

*TAUFIK AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!*

Finally the day has come...Met up wth my cuzzie, Aishah at Tamp. Walked around..since there is NOTHING at eastpoint. Headed to Simei abt 5pm...reached there abt 515pm. Then gotten msg frm Fizah..dat she is unable to come. (Ape la Fizah..hahah..Hani....like wat we said eh...the 1st n 2nd wifey jugak yg setia pergi eh)..heheh. There werent a lot of ppl at first. Walked ard...den finally, headed to the middle area. Saw Hani n her fren too...So we basically stand together.

*Us at TM b4 heading to EP*

*The EP area*

*The Fanzzzz*

Taufik is SO SO handsome!! and funny and cute!! hahaha... He sang about 4 songs!! I LIKE!! Managed to record it...weeeeee~~~!!! Then whn it comes to de autograph session...we rushed and sort of cut queue a lil ah..heheh..Hani n fren was jus few away behind us. Wanted dem to join in..bt scared de ppl behind us get angry..hahah.since we ourselves had cut queue. hehehe..Was nearly nearing the stage wen thy say..we werent allow to take pics since there were a lot of ppl...so thy need to hurry. I was like..HUH?!...eventually, we were at the stage...

*Taufik shots*

Asked the guy there to take a pic of us..bt he refused. So, we talked to taufik... "TAUFIK, boleh eh ambik gambar...satu je..kita pose"..after signing the album, he says "Ok..boleh boleh..mana nak tgk?" Thn jus snap a pic ourselves...wth him. Lucky it was a clear image.heheh..Taufik was like "Ok tak gambar tu??"...I was like...Ok ok...THANK YOU!! hehehe...I knew he wont mind if i say oh..take again..bt ya la..need to fast fast. hehehe..bt lucky can take wth him...

*Us with TAUFIK BATISAH!!*

*With the Autographed Albums!*

Found out he nvr write my name on de album...nvm, if there is any autogrph session again..i want to go!! hahaha...dis time, ask him to write my name. hehehe....Hani, nxt time ade lagi...we go eh. hahahah..Yesh!! Had a fun time basically....Thanks to my cuzzie too for accompanying me...hehehe..

P.S: More pictures will be uploaded in my photo album...and for the videos taken can be seen in http://www.youtube.com/yatiyati83

*Sneezy*

Been sneezing from morning..haiz..hp i wont get sick! No no! Oh, gotten an email frm the school library finally! I email dem, refused to pay the fine since i do not hve the book. Although the book has yet to be found, the manager of the library email me saying, the case is closed for thy trust me in returning the book. LIKE DUH! i wonder where the book had gone tru. Nway, its settled.

Realised that i wil nt have time to write de left over notes...so gonna basically highlight and do de points inside de book itself. Still tinking where to go for the last day of exams...need to discuss wth Suz...Tot of goin bowling...Weeeee~~~!!!

OKei.....goin to go off now, need to do a lil revision and running!!!

*Smiles all over*

Gotten TAUFIK's cd from bro...heheh...since he met with KAK IMA. I reali cant stop wishing you "THANKS A LOT!!"...I know u would be reading dis. hehehe...Muaks!! This time...gt many Taufik faces...got 4 postcards and a poster!!! Wooohooo~~!! Jus found out that Fizah is also a fan of Taufik. ehhehe..Sorri dear...reali din no bt dat...coz Hani yg alwys talk abt Taufik. heheh.. Be goin wth my cousin...was searching for ppl to come along. If i knew Fizah nak come...tak ya susah payah cari org eh. heheh..Fizah, if u nak come...tel me k...den can mit u der too!!

*The collection of TAUFIK's new album!!!*
He looks SO handsome!!!!

The rest of de wk...schooling. Tired!! Haiz.... Ayang wanted to mit jus nw bt too bad..i was schooling. But i guess, he shd jus rest at home..since he is sick...though it is nice for him to be missing me. hehehe...guess....wont be meeting him for anther 2 wks...since im gona be busy. Nvm, let him rest sepuas puasnye...

Yeah! be goin to Jezz house on Sunday. Eating time!! Yay!! No briyani..hahaha....i tink im de oni one person who dun eat briyani..curry..and dalca... hahah. Okie..till den...need to write my notes down...Ooops...shd nt say I finish already...Mas, I HAVEN finished writing my notes...hehehe..reali...heheh

*TAUFIK is coming!!!*



Woohoo!! Taufik Batisah is coming to de EAST side!!!! Yay!! Having his autograph session!! So this will be my 2nd auto session with him. Now, need to find ppl to come along!! Hani, we must go ok!! Goin to let him sign de album "Teman Istimewa"!! Thanks to my bro's gf (KAK IMA)!!! hahah...she bought me the album!! Muaks!! Luve ya!! hahaha..sponsored by Her..heheh..THANK YOUuuuuu!!

So schduele for this saturday: 17 November 2007 (6.00pm) East point Mall...

P.s: SUPER CANT WAIT!!!

*Daily days*

School was alright...was laughing all de way..and it was the first time dat we actualli get to go home early...for a Pathology class. oh...plus...hope Suz is alright...It maybe a test for her to maintain it. Nway, i jus realise that there is abt a month left to de exams! Haiz....plannin to start revision by nxt wk. Guess, it wld be a happy mth for Ayang so dat i wont be seeing him often. heheh..since he reali is saving up money. BUT i reali hp we can at least go out on my bday. Wee~~~ and hp he will get well soon too.

Oh, yestrday had a call frm DUNNO WHO. she wanted to talk to my dad bt since he was sleeping so she wanted to talk to my mom but my mom was nt der. Asked me who i m...and told her im their daughter. Kept asking her...who is she..n she nver answer. Tink jus because my voice sounded like a small kid (dats de frequent comment i wld get)...she treat me like so rude. Told me to inform my parents and call her ad this number. I was like...ah ah..den she say.."YOU GO TAKE A PEN AH...TULIS TULIS...WRITE AT A PAPER THE NUMBER.." I was like...YA LA I KNOW LA. Bt of coz, i dun bother to take it dwn...since after i say...i know, she immediately put down de phone. Crap...and rude la. Nvr even tel her name and where she come frm. I wanted to jus say...HELLO, IM 24...so dun tink im a small kid la. But it was too late...since she hang up. Wateva........

*Saturday schooolz*

Went to school...for a wkshp. Haiz...lazy to go. Lucky finished at abt 3.40pm. den headed to canteen to settle our poster thingy. Its nearly done! good! jus need some editings. Finished abt 630pm. Was super hungry...lucky Mas's dad send us to de Mrt station.

*In Mas's Dad car with Spongebob*

Me n Suz den headed to Airport...to eat POPEYE!! yummie! hahah...jus lOVE de coleslaw. Was so tired and hungry...couldnt wait to eat. Lucky managed to get a table fast. Chit chat awhile...walked ard airport...den we headed homey. It was abt 9+pm. Was having a slide headache...My bus came first. hehehe....Mas, nxt time den can join us eat POPEYE's eh. hehe...

*The tired and hungry faces*

*Us with de YUMMIE food*

*The viewing bay*

*When is de time to restiesss??*

Finally, had done my part for de poster thingy. So be compiling wth de otrs and hopefully able to finalised and finished it at least by dis wk. Great... Life is busy as alwys, cant wait for de holidays! Wee~~~ Besties! Nothing great happenned in school...hahah...except de conversation I had wth Suz n Mas..regarding de kuali thingy. hhehehe..Funny...hope Suzzy is gonna be fine tomorrow. heheh..lets c how it goes...

Izah asked whether she could borrowed my dad's car wth me driving it...in order to transport Kelvin's pc to her house. Told her had to wait for de free day of my dad, me and Ayang. So Ayang can drive de car. IM SO NOT goin to drive all de way to Jurong and back to Tamp. hahah..So guess thy have to wait den. Couldnt wait for de family chalet!!! reali2x cant wait...with all my cousins and aunties already planning wat to do and play games for the wk...how fun can dat be???!! Yesh!!

Ayang decided not to meet up with me frequently...due to money saving and otr stuffs! haiz...guess have to sacrifice for dat...nway, its for our future also. BORING!! Guess have to keep myself busy...and not missing him GREATLY..which i tink it would oni last few days. hahah...Nvm den...

Okie...goin off nw...sleepy already....updates when i got anything to even talk abt...

*Anniversary Day*

*Love him Lots!!*

Yesh...we finally celebrated our belated anni. heheh..Met Ayang downstairs first. Gave him his pressie...which as alwys he torn it like no body business. hah! tink he had a whole time to read wat i wrote for him...and looking at our old pics. Den it was his turn, he gave me a surprise where he just got me our photo in a card holder. i was laughin like crazy...coz at de phone he make it sound dat he was doin a major proj..and to c dat...i was like...eh..cant possibly u jus cut de photo n put in de holder rite. heheh..Bt finally, he took a paper bag frm his bike and gave to me. OoOO..nice! Open it and it was a design plate where he pasted many stickers. hehehe..For him to do dat jus for me...it was SO sweeet!!...heheh...

*Him looking at our old pics*

*The thing he surprise me with*

*The colorful designs!! LOVE it!*

*Us with de pressies*

Went to Bedok...to eat...Had nasi ayam and chap chai..Him havin nasi grg kerang. Den walked ard....went to afghanistan. Tot of goin to de beach bt it was super hot dat we had to cancel it. heheh..Basically, had a nice time outing....went home quite early abt 6pm+. Jus as i step off frm de bike...saw my parents dwnstairs since thy goin out for dinner. So....I JOINED dem. heheh...Ayang went homey..me went to Afghanistan wth parents. Walked ard...ate dinner...get free clothes..as alwys. hehehe...bought some otr stuffs too. Nice!

*The Yummy foods*

OKie...basically dats abt it...gona sleep soon...tired! Oh! gonna start out my exercise back..tomorrw....aim to loose like 5kg again! Wee~~~ besties!!

*Class restless*

Class was super boring! was feelin restless like so badly. SUz wasnt ard...so me n mas were tryin to entertain ourselves. hahah! dat pathetic. hehehe..Was tired at de same time. Bought pineapples for cooking tomorrow. Tot of cooking kuah lemak nenas udang. But duno if my family wan to eat it or nt. Not cooking for AYang tomorrow, since he wanted to eat outside....so yup.

Our poster meeting chnged to saturday...which is good since i cant attend if its tomrw. Cant wait to celebrate our belated ANNI...haven even wrap de pressie. will take a pic of it again..b4 de wrappin. Planning to spend our time at de beach...jus memerizing our old times. hahah! bt den i bet he will be dozing off. Requested a pink flower...hahah! request some more ah...bt dunno if im goin to get it. doubt so. hahah..nvm...

Sms the RIA radio...wishing Ayang some stuffs since it was an hr of love msgs. hahah..FOr once, he managed to hear it. heheh.>WAS so happi bout it...Nice nice! Okie la...me goin off nw, im so sleepy....Glad dat i finish my CB and PY notes! phew! nw conc on de HPP den...haiz...very tired to do. Okie...updates soon....

*Our 8th Anniversary*

Firstly, wanna wish HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to ME AND AYANG!! hehehe..Time is so fast. I still remember the day when i first saw him, de day we talked on de phone with de help of our fren, de day he send me back fm school during the O's, de day we finally make it official and special. I stil rmbr the words....

It wasnt easy to maintain such relatnship...we were still teenagers..and we had encounter various challenges...goin to diff schools, him goin to NS and finally now working. But eventually, we managed to pull tru it all. Im jus glad to have someone who is REALLY understanding, trusting me and loyal to me. I was scared to enter bt im glad it happens wth HIM.

Too many things happen to us...de bad n good ones. But we alwys try to settle it..Remembered those times when he made me sad..VERY sad dat he asked me to wait some where so he could buy me flower. hehehe.. He jus know how to soften my heart and make me happy. i thanked GOD for meeting me wth Him. Now its jus a matter to maintain it..though there are tings for me to improve.

People alwys asked..how can I stay on in a relatnship dis long...Its jus a matter of 2 people who understds and respect each othr. Give and take.. Its more than jus LOVE. It depends on the lover to either make it strong or let it go. As for me, im happi to have someone who is trying to make out the best of the reltnship....I LOVE YOU, AYANG...I alwys Do!!

*Stressing out and away*

Been so long that I last update my blog. Was busy wth my school works, assignmts and basically evryting. Haiz...Today havin a test which i dun even no what wil come out..i dun even no if the practical ans are even correct. Having a crappy lecturer reali make u freaked out. I tink evryone can be like her...jus sit down and when ppl ask..she wil say "Jus do". wateva la...Im so blank n blur nw. Plus the library thingy reali irritates me! Thy kept tellin me to search de book ad my home whereby i have return it in de bookdrop. CRAP...I wonder wher de book had gone to...haiz..wat eva it is..I DUN WAN TO PAY FOR IT since its nt even my fault. double crapz...

Goin to Mas place tomorrw after sch...ya..im schoolin on Sat afternoon tomrw. Haiz...Plus suz and mas goin to make brownies..so YAY! Hope able to finish as much as we can for the LUPUS poster thingy. Oh! I had finished doin the thingy for the upcoming anniversary. nice! hahah.. jus need to wrap it up. Ayang told me he did something for me also since i am doin somthing for him. Wonder wat is it..Hmmm... Dun tink be celebrating it on de day itself. Haiz..BORING!!

Im so tired and stressed....Haven finished doin my notes!! Haiz..im so lacking behind. Okie..off i go nw....update whn im free...nxt time..