* Finally a lil rest *

Okies...after the submission of thesis draft ystrday..at least nw i can rest a lil. Goin to do my notes soon..in few days time. Haiz...boring module. Finally...get to happily FB-ing. ehehe...

Hmmm....Hadnt been meeting Ayang for quite some time..nearly 3weeks! yap...and Im proud of myself...coz my missing mode is stil controllable. heheh..guess im too busy with sch wk...which eventually reduce my MISSING mode. heheh...But at de same time, i still wish..we could mit up soon!

Tmrw..be meeting Mash since she wants to go IKEA...As for today, i dunno if im following my parents to send stuffs frm my aunt's old shop to de new shop at Pasir Ris fishing pond! heheh..cool! so nw..i can go and singgah der..and eat ARNOLDS! wheee~!! hahaha...

Okies..off nw..nothing much to write...

* Its half way done *

Okies...Finally I submitted my Thesis draft!! yay!! though I only did nearly a lil bit...from its required words. HAHA....So now...I have yet to find more journals for read ups...But at same time, able to start doin my NOTES...after sooooo long of NOT doing anything on this module. Haiz... tired. Hope my supp able to notify me some of de stuffs which i should change and de main thing is..I hope i had been doin somthing NOT out of de topic. so ya...Hopefully... hmmmm

Oh, also had finally booked the chalet for de class bbq!! yay!! was super scared if de chalet NOT yet booked...since de first wk of MAY is no longer available...and ours is at de end of MAY! wheee~!! so cant wait for dat! its like de CLASS graduation thingy...best!!

Besides dat...at least, nw i can rest a lil...and once exam finished...I have to gear up for de thesis back for 2 whole mths! phew~ hope i can able to finish it up. yap yap...Okies off now...Be FB-ing. hahah

* Special *

Its a special moment...
A special moment where they din expect it to happen
The love which brought them together....
From strangers to lovers..
They thanked GOD for the special moment
For their love never fades along these years

It grows....each day...
Patience in them had made them grow stronger...
With family's and GOD blessings...
Thy managed to pull tru it all..

Their love will be united one day...
For that day..will be a memorable day..for them
Though it may be a simple and sweet one...
But it will remain in their mind..foreva...
InsyaALLAH... :)

* New *

Ystrday...went to Jb with family and my aunt's family. yap yap! best~!...heheh..Headed to Kotoraya first...walk2...shop2x a lil...and had our lunch. Den went to Angsana..lucky..we were not lost! eheh...but when on de way to the Perling area...we got lost. hehe..lucky we managed to find the place. and LUCKY the shop closed at 10pm! hahah..so yap yap...bought MANY stuffs der..de preparation of my cuzzin's and bro's wedding. cam borong lak kat sana. heheh...Guess will be heading there...quite a number of times...especially..when de day is nearing. wheee~~!! I tink im de one who did MOST of de choosing for my bro's wedding. heheh.. :P

Lunch at Kotaraya

At kotaraya

Eventually headed homey at 12am! after sending my aunt's family homey. Best! Aishah..lain kali..MAKE SURE u takde pa pe last min thingy k..so can join me and de rest to Jb. hahah...

Dinner b4 heading Homey

Ok..today did de BG assignmts....and guess wat..i tink my BRAIN cells ARE working today. hahah..so i practically..so called done with dat. Though need to check out with suzzie n mas...if i did was right..or just basically WRONG! hahah..

Now...continue back with thesis AGAIN. hu hu~!

* Early morning *

Okies...im like wide awake from 6.30am and i cant sleep back....so ended up surfing the net. Guess be waiting till 8am...so at least i can wake Ayang up for work. heheh... Okie....my thesis progression?..hmmm...is quite ok...though i have MANY things to add in...bt like i told Suzzie...i dun tink i can finish up de abstract and conclusions...so ya. haiz...slow poke.

Be goin to JB with family and cuzzins tmrw. Aishah, if u are reading this...nanti kak ati confirm with u de time k...once i ask Wak odin. heheh..Hmmm...so i guess tmrw...I will be OUT de whole day. Have yet to do the individual assignment..which i knw NUTS about. haiz...double haizzz.....

I cant wait to finish this thesis draft...So i can conc on my current module! so....be waiting and waiting for dat time to appear. hahaha....Oh..ystrday out of a sudden...i was tinking about somthing random...

__________________________

Guess diff ppl have diff characters...but sometimes i myself cant understd why ppl likes to show off and boast abt themslves..."Nauzubillahminzalik"....Though I alwys remind myself NOT to do dat....which i Hope i nvr do dat...w/o me noticing it. heheh...nways..just find it weird..Why dun thy jus be normal...y do thy act like as if..evryting is soooo Nice n perfect? Maybe its the "WAAAHHH"..."Bestnyeeerrr"...."LUCKY YOUUU"....words that thy wan to hear.

Guess its just their way...as long as thy dun bother whats in my life...Im pretty happy..and cant be bothered abt all the BOASTING ard. heheh.. Though Im happy with my life rite now...a NORMAL average life...Like wat ppl alwys say..As long as u are happy..DATS fine. heheh...

* Hoping *

So many things to hope for....
Yet it all remains in GOD's hands....
If its meant to be...then its meant to be

But
We shall not lost hope...
GOD is testing us all.....
To be someone...patient and strong...

Therefore...
We can still Hope for the Best....
And InsyaALLAH...GOD will grant it for us.. :)

* BRAIN tired *

Im super TIRED...brain is Shrinking and I am still awake at 2.30am just to do my thesis! haiz...very tiring!! and I have yet to cover MANY more..and believe me..its STILL a lot! Haiz... Heard some of dem had finished theirs. Make me EVEN more stress out!! I wonder...if THEY had DONE de WHOLE thing or jus to reach de minimum words of 2500. Okies...

Not goin to school tmrw aka today..coz i wan to conc in finishin the Draft. Haiz..De oni resting day will be on Saturday...since had a FAMILY day to Escape..and my MDIS clan will be der!! heheh..de 7 of us. whee~~!! relax a lil.

STRESS!!!! DATS ME!!!

I wan to SLEEEPPPP!!!!

Okies...Tired...need to continue back....toodles~

* Lazy dayzz *

Today...just felt like eating mee udon soup. My fav! hahah...So in early morning, ask my Dad if he can fetch me frm home...wen he come back frm wk...to send me to de market. hah...MARKET eh...Nawwww.....its SUPERMARKET. hahaha...Ntuc nearby. Those who knws me...sure knw I BARELY go to markets. heheh..

Nways..Dad woke me up at 8 plus am!! and i was still asleep..and he was alraedy downstairs. So...very de kalang kabot...siap and all....and rush down. heheh..Bought de stuffs...and when reach home...SLEEP again.

Finally...cooked at Noon....since Dad is already hungry and he had to go work in de evening..hehh..so had to cook first. Now...eat already...im feeling sooo sleepy AGAIN. hahaha... must wake up!! and cont with my thesis..BORING!!~

Mee udon!!!

Okies...off now...

* It continues *

Okies...I know..i shd be doin my thesis rite now..BUT den again...guess i need a lil time off for awhile. Tday..was as alwys de REST AT HOMEY day. Was all alone at home..tot of doin my thesis in de day...BUT i was engrossed in otr things..such as......Watching shows online! haha...plus the fact that it was raining heavily..makes me even more sleepy. Ended up..sleep for 3 hrs! yap2x...

So now..im like wide awake at this hour..which is 2++am...and continue doing my thesis. Okie...de progression...is pretty Ok now...de BEGINNING reali was a BAD one..i tel you! haiz....so im stil progressing lil by lil. Did few tables...and I even make full use of my picture editting skill. HAHAH! at least...it is PUT in GOOD use now. hahah!

Okies..guess..wont be sleeping earli tnite...with me still fresh. hehe..Best! Okies...off now. heheh...Oh, I was practically laughing to myself..when i commented on Snoopy's shoutout. hehehe. :P ...guess...im getting crappy day by day...ho ho~! Okies...off and away....

* Shopping~ *

Went to Shikin's wedding at Bedok...din realise dat it was NEarby my aunt's place. hahah...Elias fetched Ayang and me..den we headed there. THANKS ELIAS!! (if u are reading dis). Okies...headed there...met some of Ayang's frens....kinda wait for de rain to lessen down a lil too.

Headed for SHop2x

Then headed off...to Vivo...by train..since Ayang was tired and sleepy...so we took public transport tday. While walking at Vivo...my shoes were KILLING me! ya! practically killing soo much! heheh..complain n complain n complain. hehehe...Went to Ayang's aimed shops...since he tot of buying some tops...at Lonsdale n Ripcurl. But....too bad..Nothing catches de eye. Oh, i even bought thin socks...tot of making my feet better..with de shoes...BUT...it became even worst. HAHAH!

Finally...headed to Harbourfront centre..and LUCKILY...theres a sale there! hahah...n Ayang had to buy me new sandals...or else...i wil be limping all de way! ish! heheh....FINALLY!! and yap...comfy in de end! hahaha...Den we had earli dinner at banquet....was craving de fish tomyam noodle. YUMMY!!

The New sandals..chosen by HIM for meeee

Yummy NOODLES!! i like!!

Happi2x

Den....Ayang wanted to go Raffles city shopping centre....so headed there...went to de Quiksilver..Roxy shop. N there was a small area...where thy selling off...at 50% discount! heheh..n I managed to get NEW flip flops! heheh.. Im sooo In LOVE with ROXY brand! heheh... so...of coz...I bought myself dat flip flops...while Ayang bought a new top. heheh.. hapi2x!! Went to ANIMAL shop too...and Im soo liking de Cap lah..thnks to Ayang! ish! *hint* *hint* Ayang! heheh.. :P

Headed homey after dat....reached Tamp abt 9++pm...took bus homey. Ayang had to take bus too..after sending me homey. heheh..Oh! Im sooooo TEMPTED to buy new top....bag....cap! heheh....Nvm...save money..den can buy MORE!!! yay!!

Loving ROXY

My new Flip Flops!!

Off and away...tired and sleepy...No THESIS write up tonite.. :x

* Loosing it ALL *

Im loosing IT.....Loosing wat?! Loosing wgt la huh...haha... (dun tink all de crappy2 stuffs ya!). heheh... Okies...Up to date:

Weight loss: 1.6kg
Waist circumference loss: 5.5 inches

HAHAH!! okie..maybe its NOT a REALI major loss...bt den..Im happi with it. Though my BMI is 27.7 which states that IM STILL OVERWEIGHT!! hu hu~~!! Bt den nvm...determine n MORE determine.

Was scanning tru some of de artists pic..den i realise..there was one artist frm msia...normally known as MEK. She actuali lost wgt...from 103kg to 48kg!!!!! yarh!!! But den..she DUN eat rice. Yap yap... N for me....i dun mind..NOT eating rice...bt den I NEED to eat!hahaha...i cant resist food u knw! hehehe.... Nwys....it may take a lil more time to loose...bt im pretty sure..I CAN DO IT! hahah....

The left pic is when she reduced some wgt
The right pic is HER Before wgt loss!!

The RECENT PICTURE OF HER!!! Lawar kan!!!
Muka also lain sikit...PREETTYY!!!

* Things left unspoken *

Guess...some things SHOULD be just left unspoken...
For you wont know what You have said could result into...
Nothing could prepared you to go through such stuffs...
It just happened so quick...
Even if you were NOT to blame...
But it makes you feel you are at fault since it happen
Directly after words had been spoken...
At times, u just need to be careful.....

To My MDIS palz!!! Wish you guys all de best in doing your THESIS ya!! We can do this!!!

Okies...out~!

* yesh indeed *


oooo....I just realised...i LOST 4.5 inches on my tummy area!! hahah... I guess due to de cream application evry day..wth de tummy binder DOES help A LOT! hahah....yap yap...Mom asked me to measure...and i was like...ah..reali ah...its DAT! hahah..coz i rmbred....i used to have a REALI boncit tummy...though..i knw Im still boncit nw..But at least...its reducing. HAHAH...sooo super duper happi!!

Today..din exercise..and i ate only 1 supplement pill. Guess....tmrw will start exercise back. heheh...this is reali A MOTIVATION!! to reali reduce my weight!!! hahaha...hapi hapi!!! :P

* More Oil *

Okies...Fizah msg me in de morning to inform regarding our supp who had jus email us the feedback of our sub topics. Thanks FIZAH!! yap yap...Supp apologized for replying the email late since she had to do some stuffs in the uni itself. Nwys, lucky my subtopics were alright....so jus need to improvise it a lil. phew~! So now..im at my full gear...to read up as much journals as I can..and start typing all out by next wk! haiz.....

Ystrday...was a "Giddy" day for me. I basically throw out..what Ive eaten...and its SOOO not good for me. ended up eating biscuits and milo..and a lil french fries...which i fried for my parents. heheh.. LUCKY..no wgt gain. :P

Tday...i REALI have NO idea wat to cook!! I feel like eating udon soup...bt no ingredients...so i gues..simple dish today..FRIED RICE and AYAM GORENG KICAP. wheee~~!! Okie....nothing much to write...since Im jus busy reading journals all day long...heheh...

Cant wait to mit AYANG on Sunday!! i guess...its jus a NORM for me...to mit him...like...a lil more den 1 wk...bt nvm...now VERY de busy..NO time to tink..of missing him badly. HAhaha! :P

* Remembering HIM *

Okies...I dunno why...bt jus felt like writing a post about AYANG. hehe..for those who dun like reading MUSHY2 stuffs...its ok..u guys can Passed this post ya. heheh...


Hmm...I dunno.when i looked back at the old pics of HIM...it reminds me..Those days. de days where we were soo in LOVE with each otr (not dat we din love each other nw). heheh.. Jus dat, I guess...its de Beginning of our LOVE moment and evryting seems soo well fitted. I used to be afraid to be in a r/s due to ppl ard me..having so much breaking ups and I used to tink whther i wld be like dem. but ALHAMDULLILAH....all went fine for us.

Evry couple has their own pros n cons...For me, AYang is such an adorable guy..someone who dun get jealous easily..understanding...respect..loving family bonding and LOYAL. Although we had been togther eva since we were teens...he NVR prevent me frm doing my stuffs...meeting frens..and all dat. Its like..he respect my decision though there are times when he disagree with me. :P He had been so supportive....tru my poly years...my working periods...and NOW. I thanked GOD...i found HIM.

There may be times we argue and fight...but Im glad HE also did his part in making de r/s much more stronger den eva. He may NOT show me HIS LOVE and MUSHYNESS to me in public or most of de time (though i knw some guys DO dat)...bt when he did..I knew he IS very sincere..and awww....it melts my heart. He may NOT be de guy who gives expensive stuffs to his gf and all dat...bt evry single thing he did which is yet soo simple to me...reali makes me feel sooo precious...since I knw he had done his best to make me feel happy.

Im proud to have him..To have someone who is SOOO hardworking...just to save up for our future. De determination in achieving wat he wants...reali make me adore him very much. He cares me so much...so much dat He cant see me cry. And if I DID cry...He just knew how to make me feel so calm... just at de right mmt.

Im Glad to Have him...
to have someone who is So in LOVE with me
as much as I am to him.
Someone who may Not be RICH...
bt someone who is willing to do an extra mile
jus to achieve de best for both of us.
Someone who just simply adores me
and Love me for the rest of our lives...
InsyaALLAH..

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, AYANG!!!

* Cintamu *

So loving this song..by my FAVOURITE singer, SITI NURHALIZA!!! hehehe.. dedicated to my love, AYANG!! hehehe...muaks!!! soooo cant wait to mit him in few hrs time...heheh..loving loving!!

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Bercahaya hidupku
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Sehingga segalanya seperti pelangi
Kau sambutlah rinduku
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Buatku

Kini ku temui
Insan yang ku sayangi
Sentiasa di sisi
Bagai bintang yang berseri

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Cinta kepadamu

Bercahaya hidupku
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Kau sambutlah rinduku
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Tak bisa ku rasa segala rahsia
Kau pesona cinta yang membawa
Bahagia

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Ku pasti setia seteguh kasihmu
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* Happy Me *

Oooo..okie..today...was supposed to meet suzzie and mas at Jurong East Mrt since we were heading to IMM...BUT our dearest fren, SUZZIE actuali went to Jurong Point..without even realising SHE was at de WRONG location. dodol to de max!!! *hit forehead*. HAHAHA...ended up...me n mas headed to JP. No wonder..she had reached early...coz totally at de WRONG place. PANDAI eh suzzie! hahah

Den headed to School wth dem...to mit Dr Mani...talk abt some stuffs..hehe...plus some chit chats as well. It was nice..talking and chit chat abt all de current issues and stuffs! hahah...

Oh, btw...i jus found out...there's dis link...or website..which TOTALLY caters for GUT journals and all about GUT!!! sooo happy...coz most of de journals der are sooo related to my thesis topic!! wheee~~!!!

Oooo...tmrw..AYANG is NOT doin OT...so he is able to mit me!! yay!! after 12 days of NO meet ups...im finally meeting HIm!!! yay!! Though ya...to some..haiya...its just NO big deal..bt for me..it is! hahah..being so emo de past days...and NOW im able to mit him!! though its jus to go out for early dinner..bt im jus plain happi coz i can mit him!!! Oh, and also..coincidently...it is our 9yrs 4mths anni~~!! hahah...nways, nvm...we dun celebrate monthly thingy..bt no harm wishing ur own anni, rite? heheh... :P

* Shop *

Today...woke up late. Weight myself...and VERY DE HAPPY!! u can see my progress at the left corner area...haha...i even put a countdown regarding the progression i made. heheh.. yay!!! My normal routine is de same.

Nways, was scanning tru Ayang's fren pic..and found his old pic when he was in Sec 5 during our nite class. hahah..reali miss those days...Thy will be sitting ard dat area..whereas me n my frens sat at the back area. hehe.....LOVE his face dulu2...heheh...by de way..de pic was taken in de library. hehe... oooo..rmbred de day..where we went to de night class together de 1st time and de LAST time since it was de LAST night class. hehe.. de day where he ask if he can hold my hand..and we walked to sch hand in hand...together. sweet! heheh..zaman2 kental.. i was just 16yrs old and him 17yrs old. heheh..

Like his pic!! muaks!!

Okies...besides dat, im going shopping with mom n dad later at COmpasspoint. haha..actually NOT shopping shopping lah. hehe.. accompany mom to Body Shop...and den we be shopping groceries..since i wanted to buy biscuits n fruits...so i can munch at night. yay!!! hahah...healthy living la katakan. hahah... okies..off nw...

* Emo mood gone by *

Hehe...finally...i managed to release my EMO mood. FInally! Hehe...Im soooo EMOTIONAL!!! hu hu~~!!! Been like...sooooo upset and all past few days... BUT eventually, Im glad all is over. I dunno...out of a sudden..after de talk and all...i feel so calm. Coz i was asking for GOD to calm me down...and think in a positive way of the given test. Alhamdullilah....it works..

Guess..when someone misses someone sooo bad...it can lead to VERY extremely unwanted incidents. BUT im glad HE is sweet enough to be patient with my tantrums and all. Im sooo glad. I knew...He had been working very hard for savings and all...being doing OT almost evryday..tired..sick most of de time. And all dat..jus to make sure...it is enough for our future. Im proud of HIM...

Though there are times where I needed him soo bad...bt he wasnt der in frnt of me...He is still der...answering my calls and listening to my complaints. Im glad.....its all OVER...glad dat I din feel miserable like days b4..no arguments...just feeling miserable...But yap! Im back to de HAPPY me again! :)

Hehe...guess...it wld be a surprise for him to see me..loosing wgt! heheh....up to date.. : 1.2kg lost in 6 days!!! wheeee~~!!! happie happie!!

*Nasi Minyak *

As what ppl alwys had been asking me.."Yati, bila nak makan nasi minyak?"....heheh.....sooooo my answer to dat is.....................Jus now...heheh.. :P yap yap...hahah...just followed my parents to jemputan..and since im dieting..jus took one senduk of nasi plus mee hoon grg. heheh.. so yap yap..nice. My aunt did notice a lil change in my body..which is GOOD! hehe...lagi semangat nak reduce weight. heheh...

Ystrday nite was SUPER hungry...ended up ate an apple and 3/4 of popiah basah. hahah...n it doesnt help..when dearest SUZZIE told dat her mom is cooking ayam!! hahah..nwys, my kitchen got nothing...so nvm...no temptation though. heheh....

OKies.....its raining..and its de best time to sleep~~~