*New Shift..BORING *

Today...had to break my DIET mode..since dad bought lontong and mom ordered satay. Oooo...soo MANY fats!!! Realli need to exercise back after my exam. DATS for sure!! Tday...just as alwys...read up de notes over n over. Got to know that there is a revision aka tutorial class today....but since its a last min thingy and bcoz i have MANYYYY things to finish....give it a miss to dat.

Haiz....at some pt, i jus feel sooo low...I hope Im able to do it. haiz.....the LOW feeling is getting into me..and dats SOOOO not good especially..when exam is coming SOOON!

Be studying today...till morning as usual. Boring..tired....

Oh, gotten to know that AYang's work is having some new shifts. BORING. That he is supposed to work like...2 shifts in one day! example: work morning...finish at 3 den have to continue till 10pm. guess..now..NO MORE meeting on wkdays (not dat we mit up evry wkdays though BUT still...)..hu hu~ At the same time, Its good as in...more OT income is coming in..but den...Less meet ups. ho ho...dats SOOOO bad. But den...i guess....More sacrifices needed. hehe...If i can endure him doing shift wks now (meeting once in evry 2 wks)...i tink i may be able to handle this...heheh.. SO will jus look forward to wkends...which depends if he is tired or nt. heheh..But wateva it is...I know he is wking hard not only for him...but for US...so cant be selfish...must tink of His tiredness as well. Yap yap..think positive, yati. heheh...Okies...endure endure... :)

Its FUELLING up time

OKies...FINALLY...i had finished...FINISHED wat??....Finished my NOTES! wheee~!! hahah...Was supposed to finish it by last wed...but due to my SLACKNESS and all..its been pushed to today. SUNDAY..aka MONDAY Morning, i gues. heheh...Was a lil bored...since No one was in the net though. hehe.. OF COZ...wat m i tink..everyone is studying. Tot Ayang was ONLINE..bt since i saw his status like AWAY...for sooooo long, I knew he must be sleeping while his lappie ON.. and yap, i WAS correct! heheh..N i was like basically, talking to myself. ho ho~

Nways, Be skipping some of de topics though..and concentrate on the otrs. I reali hope i can do dis thingy. So by tmrw onwards, i will gear up my energy to STUDY till de end!!! wheee~!!! As in NO surfing de net...since all infos are already in my notes..so Much more easier. Haiz...i stil tinking im slacking...reali. But nvm, dis is de LAST phase...must aim to do better!! though, im aiming for a PASS...in dis BORING module! Biotechnology n Genomes... (BORING GILER!).

I cant wait for all this to end!!! My bro's computer table is IN A MAJOR MESS!!! all covered with my books n all...and my room is also in A MESS~!!! haiz...Once done, had to clear allll up! Okies...gonna go off now...SLeeping time...

To my MDIS Buddies!!!! WE CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! InsyaALLAH......ALL de best k!!! muaks!!! heheh...toodles~!

* Missing *

Im missing You so bad...
Though I knew we would nt be meeting each otr so soon...
Im in my STRESS period right now...
I just wanted to be LEFT alone...

I made a "Pissed off" and Boring Voice when You called me...
I sounded like I couldnt be bothered with ANYTHING ELSE
BUT
You still talked to me...and try to make me feel better...
You maintain ur words as to ensure I will nt be even more pissed...
Your calm voice made me feel...a lil bit cooler...

You called me up to check on me...
When I msg you dat I miss you soo bad...
I knew You were very busy at work...
But You took a lil few mins to hear me out...

Im so blessed right now...
To have YOU as my Love...
You are always there for me when I am reali in need...
You alwys give me encouragement..evrytime Im down...

Im Glad.... WE ARE MADE FOR EACH OTHER (InsyaALLAH)

*No MOOD*

Today is just a MOODY day for me...Reali Dun have de MOOD. Dun wish to be nagged about at...blabber to at..and wateva it is. So, im practically...just gonna be SILENT...dun feel like talking at all. If u guys are tinking dat im moody because of some r/s problem (which MOST ppl would tot of)...its NOT. There is nothing to do with otr half of mine at all...

Maybe its de STRESS mmt...where I want to be LEFT ALONE..and NOT be disturbed. Its de TIME of de mth where single and small things PISSED me off TERRIBLY. haiz... All due to de fact of Stress of thinking that I couldnt finished my revision. Its de LAST phase and YET..im feeling SOOOO drained up. Didnt even study de past 2 days...and i have wasted ALLL that time.

Shall stop here....

P.S:

-- Suzzie, sorrie..wont be able to chat with u today yar. will catch up with u tmrw.... :)
-- Ayang, Sorrie....if I sounded PISSED and BING wheneva u called me... I know U undrstd me SOO well..SORIE....

* Finally Missing Mode Reduction *

Hehe....Today, Practically did my notes again...Im TRYING die die..to finish it by 13th...den by den...u wont be seeing me in de NET alredy...since I will be FULLY conc on my NOTES revision. SOOO...hopefuly..and i reali HOPPEEE...it can be done.

Wasnt reali in a "happy" mode earli morning....but after some talkings and all...Guess, all was fine. heheh..guess...its jus due to petty stuffs...Okie..when i tink abt it back..heheh..Crappie i knw...BUT wat to do..im jus a normal GERL..heheh.. (I know u are SMILING widely, AYANG..tsk! )...heheh.. :P

Met up wth AYANG finally today!! yarh..de last time i met him as 18th april. heheh..so dat makes abt 2wks plus..hehe...But since bth of us are Busy with our own stuffs...i dun mind abt it anyway. Those who knws me..would surely Know...hw i REALI prevent such meet ups especially in EXAM mth. so yar....guess...wont be meeting him for a couple of wks again. hehehe...

Since Ayang just came back frm wk..and was kinda tired, we decided to jus hang out near my place. Went to ISTANBUL...for our earli dinner. Chit chat abt stuffs...oooo...cant wait for exams and all to be over!! heeh...Best! Den...did a lil shopping of daily needs and foods. heheh..Basically, had a nice time..although its just a simple dinner at a coffee shop...but its VERY precious to spend it all with ur LOVED...especialy...when its been a LOOONG time, we met.

I LOVE YOU, AYANG...... :)