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* Finally...its done~~! *

After..the late nights, reading lots n lots of journals..
After the scribbling of crappy notes on de papers...
After nearly slept at 5am evry single day...
After having a MAJOR breakdown...
After typing it all out..and realised that im totally OVERSHOT to de max!
After reading the thesis OVER n OVER again to delete de unwanted words
After all the Harrrd worrkk...........

Im FINALLY DONE~!!!!
Yay!!! Finished my THESIS with 5185 words!!! And Im pleased with the outcome...
I hope what I've put in...is GOOD enough. heheh
Now....Im jus left to hope and pray dat all will goes well....
WHeeeeee~!!!!
InsyaALLAH....lets pray...and also to my dearest buddiez...
I hope we ALL wld make it tru~!! insyaALLAH...

Like wat my parents alwys say....
" Adek susah sekarang...nanti lepas ni ade ganjaran nyer"...
Yesh!! Have done de harrrd work....so Im reali reali reali...hoping i will pull it tru..tgther with my buddiez!

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Be goin to school later to pass up the stuffs..and mit up with some of de gerls. wheee~!! cant wait.....its like OVER..no more school~! Hopefully...i passed all de exams...insyaALLAH...

Okiezz off now....

P.S: whats with blogger nw? i cant even post picz....n de words are sooo not Nice lah...

Okie.....Firstly, I've got 9 days to finish my thesis. haiz....very de fast!! Trying to do my CONCLUSION by Saturday....I hope! Been away from de chatting season....since wan to reali concentrate on Thesis dis few days...so Im "Grounded" again..BY MYSELF....to finish all dis by end of JULY!!! Pray for me~....and also to my buddies.....All de best~~!!! Last phase!!!

Nways, like I had said in my shoutout yestrday.....i am bruised! yes yes.....on my toe and my arm. Due to wat?? Due to i hit my foot on dis thingy near my mom's room. The impact so hard...dat i so-called sprain my big toe! heheeh...dat was de FIRST time...i feel like crying...and de first ting i did...was moving my toes. heheh...coz i scared it gt dislocated or smting. THough i cant reali move it fast...at least its NOT broken! phew! And due to dat...got bruise on dem..and de impact...of trying to NOT fall....eventually bruise my arm too. tsk tsk~! Dad help me to put ice water on my foot...and massage it a lil...Plus Ayg keep telling me to put ice...over n over again! hehehe...

Bruised toe

bruised arm

Lucky...its now quite ok....so...guess...be just slacking ard at homey. Maybe dis is de reason to stay home n NOT go out and DO my thesis! hehehe...Okies off now....

- Major Breakdown -

I know i should be doin my thesis now...just having a lil break b4 starting it back again. Haiz...been sleeping EXTREMELY late dis days...but like wat thy alwys say...If u wanna achieve smthing, u need to reali work for it. And dat is wat im doing...right now..and i guess dats wat my buddies are doin too.

Im left with 16 more days to finish up my Thesis...and I am jus TOOOOO stress out rite now. Im still half way done..my brains are nt fully functioning...Each sentence took me couple of HOURS to decide wat to write! And im stilll way behind. N nw...realise dat I have like...2000 words LEFT and still have MANY things to write about! 5000 words is JUST nt enough. haiz....

Guess...I have alwys been ranting abt hw i am stressed abt my thesis dis n dat. But i just couldnt help it...dis is jus a way for me to express all out. Im practically HAVING an emotional breakdown right now~ TOTALLY. Maybe due to tooo much stress. :'( Few more days to go....yet i have many things to be done. How pathetic i can be?....

P.S: thnks to those who alwys give me support as to ensure i can do it...I hope i can..I HAVE TO! haiz.....


Rite now....i jus wish...Ayg is here. SERIOUSLY... Im practically Draining....and Emotional imbalance! :'( (Waiting for his call.....)

* No Matter What.. *

- You may Not be de one who alwys express YOUR love each day
- You may not have plenty time to spend with me alwys
- You may be alwys busy with your work each week
- You may not fill me with luxurious gifts or pressies
- You may be de one who made me cry de most
- You may be de one who alwys make me mad at times

BUT

As ONE would say...NO BODY is prefect

And In MY eyes....YOU are Someone whom I really adore and LOVE all my life
NO ONE wld have a smooooth journey in the years of his/her relationship
BUT by the rocky roads dat we encountered those years...
Eventually Made US more stronger and Believing More in OUR love
NO ONE knows how we were in those years....
Trying to ensure OUR bond is NVR broken...
BUT LOVE btw US conquers it all...tgther with parents and GOD's blessings...insyaALLAH

You maybe jus a NORMAL guy in evryone's eyes
But to me...
YOU ARE THE ONE who filled me up with lots of laughters, joy, sadness and even anger!
You make me feel Im NEEDED by YOU...
You make me feel SPECIAL each day of my life...

Your Presence alwys make me feel soooo IN LOVE with YOU....
Your Voice each day...alwys enlighten me...tgther with ur crappiness n nonsensical jokes

YOU ARE INDEED MY SPECIAL ONE...
AND AS I have alwys said earlier.... I'M LUCKY to HAVE YOU as MY LOVER
AND NOW being YOUR fiance...MAKES MY LOVE GROWS EVEN DEEPER...

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, SUHANDI..... :)

* Advanced Ayang Bday *

Love...

Went out with Ayg at noon....fetched me...and headed to his place to return de tunz stuffs. Den headed off to CHAI CHEE seafood restaurant for lunch! Treat Ayg eat!!! Ordered many many foods....Chicken rice, Butter prawn, chap chye and Sotong OAT (my fav). hahaha.... forgotten dat Ayg dun eat such combination...hahaha...so he dun reali like de Oat thingy. heheh..Sori dear...hahah lupa lah. Nwys...did had a VERY VERY full meal!

Den we went off to TOA PAYOH...walked ard. Ayg bought new shoes...nice. After dat, headed to Bugis...since he wanted to buy a t-shirt. So yap yap..lucky found it..though de otr one is out of stock. Again, we walked walked ard....den since my parents wanted me to buy dinner, headed off to GEYLANG next. There, Ayg bought me a new top! wheee~!! haahhaah.....cam my bday la pulak. hahah...lain orang nye bday, lain org yg belanja. hehehe...

Den its time to HEAD HOMEY!!! wheee~!! realli had a wonderful time with HIM today...Oh!! He was de one introducing de "AYANG AYANGKU" Song...hahah.. told me dat ....dis song is for Me..and was kinda shcked dat thy actualli HAVE a song like dat! N of coz, He likes it since got his FAV singer der...AHMAD DHANI...hahahah.... Okie... dun mind me..getting too excited abt dat. heheh.. Just dat..its like...funny...and cool...dat de nick we alwys called each otr actualli have ITS own song,. hahahahah... :P

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The Lyrics to de SONG....

Ayang-ayangku
Ayang-ayangku
Kaulah anganku
Kaulah hayalku

Sudah saatnya untuk aku nyatakan
Apa yang kini ada dihatiku
Benih-benih cinta yang kini jadi cinta
Tak mungkin lagi disembunyikan saja

Terserah nanti apa jawabmu
Yang penting aku sudah katakan
Tapi terlalu bila kamu tak menerima
Bila diingat lama penantianku

Ayang-ayangku
Ayang-ayangku
Kau buatku melayang
Kau buatku di mabuk kepayang

Sudah saatnya untuk aku nyatakan
Apa yang kini ada di hatiku
Benih-benih cinta yang kini jadi cinta
Tak mungkin lagi disembunyikan saja

Terserah nanti apa jawabmu
Yang penting aku sudah nyatakan
Tapi terlalu bila kamu tak menerima
Bila diingat lama penantianku

Ayang-ayangku
Ayang-ayangku
Kau buatku melayang
Kau buatku di mabuk kepayang

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P.S: Dat SPECIAL occasion which happen past few wks ...DID reali make ME love u even MORE. De Special LOVE bond between US Grow even Deeper...and Im glad dis FEELING is creeping into me...each day of my life.." MY LOVE FOR U....REALLY GROWS SOOO MUCH!!" :)

* Rush rush *

Thesis progress is VEERRY little...hahah..My draft practically Sucks to de max lah...dat i have to change almost evrything. haiz....so scared dat i am unable to finish it. Realli cut down on de games in FB and Have nt been reali chatting...except with SUZZIE. hahaha..

Oh...Am sooo happie...coz get to celebrate Ayg's bday earlier!! Since he maybe on reservist on de 11th...we decided to mit up dis coming sunday...plus having dad's car is a BONUS. hehehe.. Oh, also dropping by at his place to take de tunz stuffs. Wheee!! N guess wat?? I have not even buy him anything..N-O-N-E! hahaha... Told me nt to buy him anything plus I dun even know wat to buy for him already lah.heheh...So..im just gonna treat Him to CHAI CHEE RESTAURANT for lil makan2x. yay!! heheh..coz told him, I dun wan to eat at BREEKS or SWENSENS or PIZZA HUT! (mcm kita nya bday lak...) hahah! yay!! cant wait....

Tday...VERY VERY de tired...plus raining makes me even more sleepy den eva! slept de whole day...and waste de precious time AGAIN! haiz...heheh..nwys, mom asked me to cook macaroni grg today. So..yap yap..cooked dat jus nw. Now....wait for parents to come homey..and having dinner togther..YUMMIE!!

Okies..off now.....