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Missing

Guess the emo mood is here back again. heeee....Hadnt been talking to Ayg so much lately especially since he had been wking quite late dis days..and wen its evening shift..it jus got worst. hu hu...By the time, hes back...I will be soundly asleep. Hah! guess my sleeping time is ad 12am eva since im wking. ho ho~ cant wait to mit him up dis wkend. N hah...he is shrinking yet again. Da kurusssss....gd thing is..i like him kurus..bad thing is...he is stress A LOT..so no no gd. Miss you, love... :)

Oh, got to know dat our flat will be ready by earli 2013..much earlier den de initial date of late 2013/early 2014.. wheeee~ coolness...faster get keys..I HOPE. Nwys, shall c how it goes in few years to come. Tak sabar gue...hahahah

Work had been pretty much ok....not much thing though since my supp says dat..she scared dat once she teach me more indepth..i will be leaving de comp since had been goin for intrvws and all. Though some of u may tink dat I have already got a perm job...actuali its nt reali confirmed yet. Just got a call frm de HR as to whether I stil wan THAT job...and had to do some salary adjustment n all b4 i cld go der to sign de papers. Soooo...as long as I have not yet sign any papers...shall not say I have gotten any new jobs yet. Gona keep numb abt dat...Hope They call me up soon....after dey discuss de salary! Nak bagi salary pon susah...hu hu~ Shall not enclose all de infos yet...bt once confirmed...will surely share it in here. But ALHAMDULLILAH....for ALLAH to give dis gd news to me. Syukur tak terkata.

K.....gonna sleep soon...besk wk wk...Abah nt sending to de interchange so need to go out early. hu hu..okies off now..

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Updates Updatesssss

And so it has been 2 weeks since I started working temp again. How? Hmm..it was OK. The people n env is much better den the previous wkplace though. Since our dept is having a shifting process...so basically din do much. Help to clear de stuffs and packing most of de time. N nw since we had shifted to de new building..its back to unpacking n kemasing yet again. Though some of de staffs der so called took adv of u..snce u are a TEMP..and ask u to panjat here n der..cary dis n dat. BUt..knowing me..i jus do wat i can..wen i caNT do....i jus buat lambat2. hahahaha....

Not oni dat, jus found out dat wen u wk in HR...its gonna be VERY difficult to change ur job to our dept even wen ur a TEMP! No wonder...de resume i pass to my supp...was like stagnant. No updates on dat. Eventualli she said dat..once u wk in HR...u knw ppl salary..bla3...confidentially exposed. SOoooo...dat way..u cant go to otr dept coz dey need to c Hw much u are expose to that confidentialy area. Haiz.....policy policy policy..I shdnt even take dis job if i knw i cant enter KKH in de bidang I wan. Even told my supp..like dis...wasted my chance lar. Coz its so called 'Kelong' to dem if dey take their own HR staff. Nwys, Nvm lar...if ade rezeki kat sini..ade..if nt, shal c otr place. hehehe

Nwys, was soo glad dat Im gonna have 2 intrviews coming soon. Alhamdullilah. The funny part was...those two intrview calls came after i scribble on my paper....asking ALLAH..when someone will cal me up for an intrvw. Like seriously....i scribbled and all....talking to myslf...only HE can hear dat. N within minutes...i got a call frm THEM. hah! I hope...i cd get de job...liking de jobscope and all. N ALLAH knows wats best for me..so shall wait up for dat. :)

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And sooo hari raya has come..since last wk. More jalan raya to gooo...Tday n Tmrw will be family jalan raya outing. wheee~ Best banget~! And so as most of u guys have known...Im gonna be an AUNT soon. Alhamdullilah!! Its been very very long to kip dat secret frm de aunts and all...wanna give surprise to dem. N so...it is!!! Though sme may nt yet knw. hahahah..wheee~!!! Pray for all to be running smooothly. N Im gonna be an AUNT end of dis year or early nxt year. We shall c. So happi for abg n Kak Ima. ;D

de daddy n mommy to be :)

Wokays....signing off...Happy berjalan raya to u peeps~ :)

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Selamat Hari Raya

And so...Hari raya comes once again. This year...it was reali somthing diff for me. I reali have no mood to jalan raya n all...No grdparents to go to. The loss reali hits me dis year. No new baju kurungs dis year...except de one Ayg bought for me. Its like...de feeling is not der. But den, it was slowly being 'cured' wen we went to one of my aunt house. Not a whole company gatherin but it was nice one. Hanging out with de cuzzins, uncles n aunts. KECOHS~! N dis sunday will be MORE kecohs with de gathering again. Best~ :D

Oh, n also so its been a VERY long time dat I kept dis to myslf. hahah~! N so........finally some of my aunts knw dat Kak Ima is preggie~!!! hahahaa.....N im gonna be an auntie sooon!! So what shd I ask HiM to call me arh? hehehe.... Cik 'ATI' or Cik 'ADEK'? hahahah....Seriously waiting for dis time to come...coz al alg, Only my besties knw abt dis. heheh..Wheee..SURPRISEEEEEEEEEEEE~!!

Oh no...I tink Im gonna finished up my BANGKIT CHEESE~! hahaha..evry time, eat many2. Oh no!!! HO HO~~OKies, cant wait for de jalan rayas...with cuzzins...and fwens. whee~!!!

Wokay...da nak tidor. Byeeeeeeeeeeee

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Unexpected yet again

2 days ago...went for an interview...but it was shift work. As I din wan it...it was obvious i din get it...coz dey kept asking me on why i din wan to take de night shift. At dat point, I jus felt like i wan to take it...but tinking of de night shifts make me tink twice. And so...de result of it, dey couldnt take me in. Went home...was feeling ok...bt eventually dunno why...de sad and devastated feeling came along. Suddenly, it hits de breaking point...totally break down wen was talking to my DAD...til He told me Not to tink of it. At dat point, I was talking to myslf...and begging to ALLAH..as to help me up...coz I reali in need of a job. It was sooo sad...dat I couldnt even hear ppl say abt jobs to me.But Im glad ppl ard me...gave me support n all..and I was yet back to normal again.

And so....Friday came, got a call.....from KKH...a temp job. ALhamdullilah. I was kinda 50-50 abt dat...bt mom told me to jus take it. And so i did. And was even more surprised dat I was asked to start my work on dis coming Monday...for 2 mths. I dint even went for interview..and i dun rmbr wen i submitted my resume. but wateva it is....I reali feel soo blessed...SYUKUR tak terhingga. Alhamdullilah. There is alwys something surprising awaiting for us...and Im glad it did now. Terima kasih, ya ALLAH. So...its morning days back again, :D

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HAd been cleaning up my room de past few days. Throwing unwanted notes and books and some old2 stuffs. Saw my old diaries...hah! Read up evry single one of dem...hah..which eventually i threw one of dem away...as I do not wish to read back..abt old crushes and stuffs, though i did kept one of de pages..where It was de starting of de SPECS couple. hehehe...nice~

And great...de room had been cleaned up...BUT..have yet to clean my wardrobe. Soooo many bajus need to be given away...Ho ho..tak boleh pakai lagi dey. GEMOK already. heheh...So clean2 up....de rest b4 raya!! one more wk to go!!

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Tomorrow...is JB day for me~!! Be goin with Mom n Dad and Ayg. This time..Borong de drinks session....and buy otr home stuffs. Best best...plus its Saturday...and de shops will close VERY late. So wheee~!! Lets go shopping!! More tudungs coming up!! woo hoo~!! hehehe :D