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Postpone it allll.....

Tmrw is de supposedly Wisdom tooth extraction day....BUT.....after much thinkings and all dat, Mom decided dat I shd just do it..after de grad day..which will be in middle Nov. Tink de dental admin...recognise my voice...coz i kept calling and calling...and finally set up de FINAL date which is on.....16th Nov. Yeah....so I reali have to have my full recovery without any disturbance....till hari raya haji and my bro's wedding. HAH~!

So....dis wk..eventualli will NOT be de stress week after all. hahaha....though at some pt, i do wish to do it asap...bt to tink dat..i need to collect de gown..to go sch back..and to attend de grad day...scared dat my swollen-ness wnt reduced by den. Da la..pipi tembam...lagi swollen..HABIS..Extremeee TEMBAM-ness la yar! hahahaah...tsk tsk~

Hmmm....Oh, besides dat I finally found a white top which i had nvr worn b4...since i dun usuali use white top. so..gonna wear dat on de grad day. Though its NOT entirely white...coz have some pink n blue patterns at de bottom area...but...guess...i will wear it ah. coz I cant find NICE white long sleeve top...which is cheap la...N nw de MAIN priority is LONG pants. yap yap...since my previous long pants had an IRON-STAIN der...coz me being dodol-ness....put de VERY hot iron on top of it...and nw got de IRON feature on my pants. hahahah..PANDAI.

I cant find my size also~!! tu la....big butt~! tsk tsk. hahahah.....N goin shopping with Ayg...Bagos. Lum ape ape...i jus look at de pants...he went..." Ni tak leh muat lah....tgk dari sini..tak ya try pun leh tahu..tak leh masuk" HAHAHAHAH~!!!! which is ya la true. n me action la..cam la kurus sgt leh muat de pants. hahahahahah.... :P

Tmrw...maybe goin to Jb with mom n dad. buy some stuffs for my bro's wedding thingy and also Farah diana catering n services...wil be coming to our place...so we cld pick de design n pelamin too~!! n me being sibuk2x..alwys. hahaha... Yestrday..start writing down de names on de cards. hahaha...Byk gitu sih. Bt nvm....$100 upah will be given to me...so OKla~! wheee~!!! hahaa....

Okies...off nw...toodles~!! Gonna cook nasi lemak already. :P

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Its NEARING

Evryting is nearing....graduation...anni...where de dates are Soooo close to each other. Guess now....ppl had known hw im sooo excited on the upcoming graduation ceremony dis November. Some tink its jus BIG deal out of it....but to me...its NOT. Its somthing i reali look forward to.....years b4. I reali reali REALLI wanting to wear dat graduation gown. Evrytime, i see ppl wearing dat....i told my parents..." Mak, Abah...adek pun nak pakai cam gitu ah".. Which had me determined to continue my studies. Each year...looking at ppl graduating..made me feel dat I HAVE TO GET DAT....

Its so called....kindergarten..gt to wear...den ending of school...i get to wear it too~! heheh...Some wont undrstd hw i feel.....its had been my ULTIMATE dream to wear dat...and having my parents there to c me take dat cert and all. N to celebrate it with my beautiful frens...its a DOUBLE BONUS.

Evryone in my life help me a lot....Suz n Mas who help me since my foundation years. I reali couldnt thanked u bth enough. SERIOUSLY. it was such a Hard period last time...since i started sch again after 2-3yrs...and doin a course which is totally NOT from my poly studies....(engineering to science) but I guess..since i love doin it..it makes a lil bit encouraging. Having great frens in school...makes me...happi to come to sch.

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Suz: My partner in crime....sat beside each otr...same lab grp...and she alwys der for me...teaching me UNTIL i reali understd wat she is teaching. A great motivator.....to me.someone who when serious....muka takleh angz~! hahahah....but... im glad ive met her....coz she had been a wonderfull fren and now my beloved BESTIE. Love you~!

Mas: "Hi, My name is MAS"...haha...i will ALWYS rmbr dat. De petite gerl...who eats A LOT. REALLLI decent gerl...bt we managed to "open' her up now. hahaha...clever in de bunch..and alwys STRESS alot...dunno y alwys stress den make us even more stress. Alwys discuss abt de pratical lab report tru MSN....SOmeone i could talk to. My antr bestie.....muaxxx~!!

Hani aka pinkie fren: de one whom I met in Year 2...de one who basically had de same attitude...likes...and worried-ness as ME. yeah.....n i tot i was de onli one having such phobia... having escape route in mrt and crossing roads...and we jus LOVVEEE pink. someone whom im happi to hang out with....n doing lab work tgther...enjoying each otr company. N of coz....my bestie tooo..muakiez~!!

Emi: The kecoh gerl of de bunch....de light. If combine power with suz....jadi Hair-wire. hahahah... Like her company....alwys cheery and happi go lucky gerl. Love her when shes around. Miss you, dear. :)

Jezz n TY: de 2 ladies who alwys accompany my trip back to de east after school. hehehe....love de talks...and de chattings and de laughing mmts...we had. N alwys tease Jezz...everytime she looks outside de window. hahaha...great palz~!

Fizah: The gerl who alwys likes to sit in front of de class. pelajar contoh eh. hehehe...alwys fully concentrating wat the lecturer is talking abt. De gerl...who is de same AGE as me...and de one who likes to share her stories with me. A great pal toooo~

Midah: The one who alwys send us back to de mrt station...and we could squeeze 8 ppl in her car. hahaha....believe it or nt...yes we did. Very out-spoken lady...dun mess with her...coz she is a FIEERRCEE lady. hahahaha....a nice lady...who likes GREEENNN.....dats y...car also green. hehehe...

William: The ONLY guy in de bunch. de patient one...who can tolerate de gerls nonsense and crappiness. Indonesian guy bt diff wan to hear him talk indo la. sometimes.....talk in malay with him..ahaha..jus to hear him talk indo. a great company. :)

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my gp mates....miss de crappiness wking with u all...

Mas was oni in our grp..once awhile

my bestiesss

I LOVE YOU GUYSSSS

I am SOOOOO goin to miss you guys alot.....de school memories and all....de lab works...de practical report which we alwys do till 3-4am..especialy with u, SUZZIE. hahaha...de presentation preparation...which we mostly did at Mas's place. I m surely gonna miss all dat...though i DUN miss doing Exams. hahaha...Make me stress...study till 5am in de morning..hurry2 write my notes...

N to have my parents sleeping at de living room...jus to accompany me study de whole night...dats EXTREMELY sweet of dem....i couldnt thanked dem enough. N thy wld alwys say..." adek bljar rajin2x...tu jer yg mak dan abah nak"....and NOW....to have proved all de hard work i did....ALHAMDULLILAH...i have make dem proud. The money thy had help me with....de time...my dad alwys disturb me when im stdying...eee...GERAM TAU. hehehe..

My lovely brother of coz....de one who let me further my studies. He actuali wanted to further his too...bt seeing dat I reali wanted it so bad....he let me study. Cos...theres no way my family is able to afford both of us studying in Uni. so yap yap...thnks abang~!!! love u~!! :)

Also nt forgetting Ayg....who alwys der to hear my rants and complaints. N when i get easily pissed off, he jus remain calm...coz he knows he is dealing with an EXTREME stress gf. ahahaha..wat to do kan. Alwys motivating me...in evry exam..saying.." alar...u can do it punyer...u selalu say takut2...bt sure u can buat lah"...hahaha...He dun mind me NOT calling him often and NOT meetin him often. He had been der...all de way frm my poly and uni years....n he knows...STUDIES comes first FOr me. heheh...

Basically, i shall miss all dat..and will alwys be in my memories forever. :)

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Collection of graduation gown to be taken on 4th November with Suz n Hani.ooooo...bestnyer~!!! N we are planning to have breakfast on de convocation day. Serious ke ape ah??? Better be eh.....N make sure DUN BE LATE. hahaha...oh no..must go out at 7am like dat. tsk tsk....Nwys...cant wait for all to happen....

I couldnt thanked GOD enough...for all these to happen. ALHAMDULILLAH...Amin~! :)

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In progress

Basically, dis few days....im jus slacking ad homey. Gonna be very busy dis wkend...which starts from Thurs all de way to SUnday....so Im totally going to be drained out. Nwys, Thurs...goin to JB with mom n dad...to take de wedding cards for my bro (cam kita nye wedding la pulak)...den be finding some otr stuffs for him also. hahaha... Den heading to my cuzzin's place on Friday. Helping on de stuffs needed to be done...Saturday is her nikah day..and of coz..Sunday de sanding day. wheee~!! and my relatives are all gonna wear PINK~! wheee~!!! best nyer!!

Besides dat, Im soo looking forward to the special day of Me n Ayg....which is like...few weeks ahead. My mini project had been doin OK....have some progress. Did de pics editting...cutting...pasting...i totally feel like im in an ARTS class. hahah... Nt too sure, wat Ayg is doin though...bt even if he couldnt make it...due to his busy-ness in his wk...im jus glad to celebrate it...with HIM nanti. Best~! Its a special year...for bth of us...and we bth jus couldnt wait for it. The special day...the plans for celebration...wheee....its all being prepared and wateva it is...im just glad and lucky to have him as my Special one. :)

love :)

Okies...jus a short entry...gonna continue with my pic editting back...toodles~!

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Normal routine

Hmmm...raya is ending soon. Time does fly fast. Nwys, dis wk....tot of meeting Suzzie n Mas...bt i was kinda busy myslf and dearest Suzzie..is happily going out with dearest FC. hahahah...maklumlah...FC ngah 1-week leave. hehehe..best gitu~! So..guess be meeting up next wk...besides the jalan raya dis coming Sunday. Since Dad is wking on dat day..so couldnt borrowed his car...so Ayg had to rent a car. Wheee~!! Surey best best...and since all of de MDIS clans able to make it...sure MORE KECOHZ~!!!

Dis morning, Ayg called me up to have breakfast with Him...since he came back from night shift. So...at 7 plus in de morning...still groggy2...woke up and get ready to mit him. Went to de coffeeshop opposite my house...and also did some groceries shop2...since i wanted to cook chap chai tday. Tot dat i WOULDNT need to go to de wet market..bt since i cant find one of de ingredients...Ayg brought me der. Told him.. "Sengaja kan...bawak kita kat sini"...tsk tsk. Nwys, he did de talking and all dat....He is de expert in going pasar and all....and Im there...basically doing Nothing. hehehe..... :P

De whole wkends will be PACKED~! straight all de way to November. The upcoming wkend (17/10 - 18/10)...is my Cousin's wedding...sure be busy2. N de wk after dat....Im goin to have my wisdom tooth extraction. Dats VERY scary...bt den again..i need to do it..since de otr tooth had been infected. haiz....so I will be so called "MC" for a week...and on early November..InsyaALLAH...if all goes well...its GRADUATION day. So...guys, pray for me yar....~! realli looking forward to dat.

N also..after dat, me n AYg...goin to celebrate our Anni. This year is like So called de SPECIAL YEAR. and WE bth cant wait to celebrate it...a lil bit special. N i have yet to start off my Mini project for dis anni. hahahah...nak buat tak terbuat buat. heheheh....Nvm...got one more mth to go.

Okies....gonna stop here......Sleepy lah..with nice weather...wheee...~~

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Jalan raya with frenzzz

Yestrday..went out with de TPSS peepz for jalan raya. Lucky I managed to join them...n it was a wonderful day spend. Abah let me borrowed the car...and as alwys Ayg was de one who drove it..coz I were to drive it...nampak gaya...dunno when can reach la huh. ehehe.. Wasnt feeling realli well ysrtday..since jus recover from fever...and was more into asthma. but lucky...de whole day...managed to maintain dat. hehehe.....

Oh..den Dad kirim me McDonalds burger...and guess wat..after i bought it..and headed to de car...i nearly fell and sprain my ankle~!! HAHAHAAH.....and Ayg tot wat was dat BIG LOUD SOUND hitting the car...which was actualli ME lah ya...heheheh...a lil terpeleset sikit. heheh..lucky no one saw dat..MEMALUKAN!!! hahahaha..

raya 2009

de guys....

de gerlzz.... nice.. :)

Basically...de day....Overall journey and great company...does enlighten me. sweetzzz~!!! Thnks guys!!!

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Okies...The next jalan raya will be on dis coming SUNDAY...and we be wearing PINK~! yeah!! heheeh....dis time, Ayg rent a car....so we be heading away...to de Otr side of spore...frm yishun..wdlands..chua chu kang..Holland close. Im pretty sure..we ARE goin to sesat. N me being a "crappy" navigator...it duesnt help. heheheh..nvm, Ayg can drive..and i jus keep a look out. hehehe...

Soooo cant wait..and PINKIE fren is coming tooo!!! best best...and TOMYAM is waiting for me..at Suz's place!! wheeee~!!! hehehe......so be counting de days till den.

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Hope tmrw...able to mit Ayg~! hehheeh.....IF he not tired from his wk. Hoping!!! One month from tday...is exactly going to be our special day which brought us tgther...Best best~!! Sooo cant wait for dat tooo~!!! Love him to bitzzzz~!!!

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Jalan raya continuation

Okies...ystrday, went to de woodlands area...visit my uncles there. Bro drove de car since ABAH had to work. WAited for him to come back frm wk...and OFF we go. wheee~!! Fetch my aunts too.....den headed der. Enjoyable yet...there is something missing..coz i was wishing my ABAH to be der. Guess......dats hw i wld feel when ABAH is not ard...when we attend any family thingy. hu hu~

de anak-anak sedaras are way taller den de makcik (wearing red). hahahahah

But tday! Both my parents will be coming~! yay~! N im pestering Cik Aya to join us too. hahaha...leh gitu eh. Dunno what baju gonna wear tday...Nwys, be heading off...maybe at 3 or something...let ABAH sleep first since he jus back frm wk.

Im missing Ayang so bad now~~!! heehh....din even realise dat we hadnt met up for abt 2wks. heheh.. since bth are busy with de jaln raya outings and him tired frm wk. This wk...his MORNING shift...so hopefully able to go out...if not...guess i have to wait for 3rd October during de jalan raya with de TPSS. hehee......Oh...talking abt jalan raya with de secondary sch peeps...i found out dis pic taken in dunno which year la hah...bt dats de year where evryone were so called still in ctc with most of de TPSS pals. n i Look SOOOOOO crappy lah~! cam makcik sey~! TOTALLY~ hahahahah....

Okiez......off now...wanna play SORORITY LIFE....ok..im stuck with dat already. heheh.. :P

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Hari Raya Weekends

Raya was enjoyable....plus de fact dat Dad managed to take off on de 1st day. Went to my granny's place and aunt's place where evryone gather der....and de last house is my aunt beside my mom's family. HAd a great time...hanging out with de cussinz...and eventually, we headed home at 4am on 1st raya~! heheh..after i did Henna on my cuzzin. 2nd trial. hehehe...i wanted to draw henna on my ankle though. hahaha....maybe doin it..dunno when lah...

love dis one. hehehe

Abg trying to jump..frm de back. hehe

the pattern...drawn by me. (de red red thingy on her hand...is my so called guidance b4 putting de henna...hahah...kata first timer kan. hehehe)

De 2nd day raya...headed to my otr aunt's place at bedok. Din go to lots of places though...ended up slacking at Cik eton's house after dat...till 1am.

De weekends are like...SOOOO tiring. phew~!....therefore, im jus resting at home..de past few days. tired lah. Dis saturday, will be heading to de North area...Wdlands n Yishun...and since Dad is wking, bro will be driving us der. Boring la...ABAH takde. Den on sunday, heading to Ayg's place and Kak ima's place with mom n dad...and maybe go to dad's frens house too.Basically, im FULLY packed on de weekends~! bt cant wait for all to happen...best best best~!!

Upcoming plans:
1. 26/09 - Heading to Wdlands, Marsiling, Yishun....
2. 27/09 - Goin to Ayg's place, Kak ima's place and maybe dad's frens place
3. 03/10 - Jln raya with Ayg's frens aka my secondary sch seniors
4. 10/10 - My family gathering openhouse
5. 11/10 - Jln Raya with de MDIS clanz
6. 17-18/10 - Cousin's wedding

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Tmrw...heading to town with Suzzie...since she need to buy something there. Okies...besides dat, I will jus continue " selling grapes online"....heheh....

Oh~! Talking abt dat, yestrday I had a SHOCK of my life. Haiz....it was abt 2am...and one of my frens tag me in de FB..and thinking it was jus a NORMAL tag, i open it up...and GUESS WAT??? it was a pic of (P - hop hop). i shall nt say dat word....tink u wld knw wat i mean rite?....scary. and YAR....it was big la....terpampang der! like..staring at me...and when i wanted to close de window..GUESS WAT happen next??!!! My comp HANG~!!! and i cant even close it...and it eventually "stares" at me in awhile...and dat while seems FOREVA to me. haiz....i didnt look at de monitor...and i quickly...close de windows..FINALLY~!....off de comp. N due to dat, i COULDNT sleep...yes...i was scared lah! n my mind kept tinking of de pic! haiz...... MENYESAL SUNGGUH go n see de tag lah. it took me like an hour...where i began to be very sleepy dat i went to sleep. Untag de pic..de next day. *faints*

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Henna Myself

Tried doing henna by myself with de help of my mom....heheh...was surveying designs...heheh..simple ones...and eventually we managed to do it. hahaha...result: Ok ok...looks nice to me lah. hahahaha..... nvm....practise2 makes perfect....

de outcome...

Nwys, now im like alone...while my parents headed off to geylang. me skip de geylang outing...very tired lah. hehehe...okies....off now..wanna watch tv...

Btw, to all my MUSLIM frens....i wanna wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA~!!!! Maaf zahir dan batin~!!! Maafkan kan saya yer....kalau ade terkasar bahasa or eva hurt any of ur feelings...Enjoy peepz~!!! :)

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1 more day to raya~!!

1 more day...of fasting and we will all celebrate HARI RAYA~! hehehe..best best~!

Last Wednesday...was also my last day iftar outside with my frens...and to end up it with de MDIS CLANZ. Headed down to Warung lele restaurant...for a $10 buffet...No extra charges. Best~!! 7 of us...actually had a BIG feast lah....hahaha....table full of FOODS~!!! N we kept adding and adding more foods. hahaha...bt we managed to finish it all~!! except for 2 smal ayams...and ikan bilis~!! hahahaha.... But most enjoyable was to be able to spend time with my lovely gerls. Crappiness and nonsense as alwys. hehehehe..... Next up: Karaoke and raya outing k~!!! hehehe...KECOHZZZ~!!!

de spread of fooooodddd

Those who came~!!
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Mom took leave tday....and Me will be doing de honey cornflakes later. Dunno if we be going Geylang tday....coz Im sooooo wanting to BUY the KEBAB~!!! hahahaha.... Besides dat, pestering my MOM to start sewing my tudung tday~!!! hahaha.... coz wanna make " TUDUNG SITI NURHALIZA"....and we have already have A LOT of tudungs bought in JB...and left to be sew~!!! So wateva it is....Mom has to sew by tday~!! hehehehehe......

Tmrw will be a busy day....helping Mom to cook de raya foods. Im not dat PRO enough to be cooking de raya foods though...hahaha...so its in Mom's hands. I oni knw hw to cook de ayam masak merah...tu pun...must see recipe and ask mom COUPLE of times. hahahah...sooooo....im NOT cooking. yay~!! Get to eat lemang, ayam masak merah, sambal grg pengantin and lemak lodeh~!!!! if gt dis...im FINE. coz i dun eat de rendang, serunding, kari and kuah kacang. hahaha... yeah i knw im WEIRD..ppl all look forward to rendang n serunding...but Im NOT. hehehe.... :P

Have yet to iron my raya clothes...tink be wearing PURPLE on de 1st day~!! Best...able to mit my couzzins.....miss dem lots. N im praying dat my dad is able to take off on de 1st day raya...PPPLLLEEASSEE~!!! hu hu~!! Boring la kalau ABAH kerja...wait kena balik cepat2. Hari raya outings with frens are so called confirmed already....so basically im TOTALLY packed with de schdueles...as in de wkends. :)

Okies...gtg...wanna start doing my cornflakes soon. hehehe...

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Loss of my dearest good friend....

Lim Yann Ling.....

OUR LAST OUTING togther at de end of last year....

My dearest buddy...whom I known in Year 2 of my poly years. A lovely gal...someone whom has de same mindset as me. Studied tgther.... Alwys come to my place during exam period as to be "tutored" by me. All de way from JURONG to TAMPINES. We basically hang out with each other..MOST of de time.

After poly years...we are de only 2 who keep in ctc as in seeing each othr like...at most 3 times a year. And EACH time we met, we bth wld SURELY have presents for each otr...its like a ROUTINE for us to do dat. Doesnt matter wat pressies...bt it so called...ALWYS there to be exchanged. AND our meeting place will ALWYS be in CITY HALL. And she alwys took leave wheneva we meet up.

Both of us..alwys "argue" as to decide who to treat who. But like wat i have said earlier...SHE is de ONE who kept treating me...OVER n OVER again. Made a promise to treat her once i graduate...but its sad nt to achieve it now. Was supposedly to mit her NEXT month...HER BIRTHDAY MONTH. De mth where I wanted to so called treat her...since i finished sch though NOT officially graduated yet.

Only knew Her sickness in 2004....de year after we graduated frm POLY. From den on...alwys been asking her...hw she is and all dat. SHE IS A STRONG GERL.....sTRONG to fight de CANCER in her. But in GOD's will.....there wld be a time, where she couldnt hold on to it. ONE week after being warded...she had LEFT us all.

But IM VERY GLAD to be able to mit her for de last time...She cried on de last day i met her TODAY. though she cant talk to response to us....tears appear when she knew i was der. Its like....Im reali glad to see her......DE LAST TIME.

I knew...it may be de best for her....den to endure her pain all dis while. GOD KNOWS BEST. I will miss you so much, YANN LING.....I will miss de time we spend with each othr...shopping...hanging out....talking abt each othr lives....and all de MEMORIES we had. YOU are such a GOOD FREN and MY BUDDY ALWYS....

MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE....

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Baking Day

Tday...my bro wanted to eat lasagne....So..me n him semngt pinjam my dad's car to go to TAMP GIANT. told him IM not taking his bike...coz I dun wan to carry de things while on de way back..since his bike box sure cant fit all dat we buy. hehehe...N lucky for us..we MADE de right choice...or else..i also dunno hw we goin to carry all de stuffs. hehehe...

Reached homey and start making de lasagne...Bro help me with some stuffs...N he was SOOO into de cheese dat he basically DROWN de lasagne with cheese~!! Both cheddar n mozzarella. hahahah.... Lucky Dad are able to wait for awhile for de lasagne...to bring to wk.

lasagne....b4 baking

de outcome...yummie~!! (Now have to wait for buka~!!!)

So now..its ready..bt we have abt 1 hr plus to wait for us to EAT it~!! hehehe...tday is basically de COOKING DAY of me n my bro~! hehehe.... Dad gone to wk..and Mom is sick...so left de siblings to do de wk. heheheh...Nice~! :)

(Been a long time i eva cook with my bro.......i like~!!!)

Jus now...den received a call frm my primary sch mate.....asking if Im free on de 10th october...since thy had rent a BUS....and most of de frens couldnt make it...so its like...since there are LOt of space in de bus...tot if I am able to come too. But couldnt make it...since having my family gathering on dat day.