*Missing him...*

Am really missing him a lot...Though we had met on Monday, it was jus a short meeting. Hes at Johor now..for 2 days. And its even worst dat it is holiday time and i am not able to mit him. :o( saddening. not hearing hs voice for de whole day is very weird to me..its like im lacking of something. theres a blank space in my heart. im so into him..im so missing him. i dun even know when im goin to mit him. he has alwys been calling me and at the stage where he hadnt called me..make me feel very restless.

It may seem exagerating but then...its jus me. this missing thing will always happen once in a long time...where u are eager to meet dat special one..bt it always turn out dat you arent able to mit him..due to some stuffs..which even make it worst..so im really hoping he will have a safe journey back home. hope to mit him soon...Love you dearly...

*Lovely words...*

Im like stuck with the storybook of Chicken Soup for de Teenage Soul. Ya..i may not be a teenage bt i have a heart of a teenage..hahah..YEAH RITE!..try reading up yesterday..was quite nice. Mash introduce dis to me long time ago..bt i didnt read..tot it was jus some short story but it turns out to be nice one.. "MASH...I WAN TO BORROW UR CHICKEN SOUP YA!!"..thanks. alrite, as i was reading it...i find a quotation which i find it..ya..VEry very true indeed..so here i would like to share wth you guys...

"Relationships - of all kinds
Are like sand held in your hand
Held loosely with an open hand, the sand remains where it is
The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on,
the sand trickles through your finger.
You may hold on to some of it,
but most will be spilled.

A relationship is like dat.
Held loosely, with respect and freedom for the other person,
it is likely to remain intact.
But hold too tightly, too possessively,
and the relationship slips away and is lost......"

*First week of school*

Had a fine week though its kinda hard to wake up at 7am evryday to go to school. Gotten myself 4 asssignments and 2 presentations to do..as always. Got to have our own group of frens for presentation. Lecturers are quite ok..except dis man..who is in his late 60's..i tink..although he is nice..but we dun understand wat he was talkin abt..DAT is so SCARY..since its involving Chemistry. haiz...y do we have such lecturers??


*Picture taken during Class*

Took pictures during our "Torture" day..where we had to do PHYSICS for like 6 hours!! dats terrible..we were so..Tired. ended up takin pic in de classroom..wth our lecturer in..haha. *dat always happen* Great its holiday for 3 days..dats a long time..better than nothing. Did one of my assignment..HOORAY!..though its due like in 2 wks time..kiasu..u can say me. till thn..i better rest well..before school starts...

*4 more days to go*

Few more days and im back to school..time DO travel fast. Went out wth Izah n Mash for a while yesterday...It was a last minute outin and nway it was onli at Tamp. Will be goin out to Orchard today..wth Aliza. and outing again on Friday wth Yanling..seems like this whole week is a busy wk for me..OUTING WEEK. hahah..after dat...busy wth some otr stuffs.

Im so bored..i dunno wat good movie to watch??...Got this ticket voucher and had to use it by this month. Not exactly a voucher..bought it for 7 bucks..so its worth it if i were to watch movies on weekends. wan to watch KING KONG But...i knoe it would be a sad ending..KING KONG died..ya..based on de old2 stories of king kong. tot most ppl would noe..bt haha...nope..i was wrong. Izah..didnt noe..and she was sad..dat king kong died..haha..of coz..her "frens"..Bt then...even i dun wan to watch..SO SAD!! i jus cant watch any animals in de movies...n if they were to die..i will surely cry...GUARANTEE..

lalalallalalal.....i tink..i will stop here...update soon...

*Different ppl...different character*

Jealousy is the common thing among couples. If it is in the normal range, it shld be ok..bt at times, ppl tend to get jealous even on a simple thing. Like..if she were to talk or chat wth her frens, he would get jealous and would sound very irritated even if she was talking to her frens.. Oh my! dis kind of jealousy do tend to be bad...i mean, cant ppl talk to de opposite sex? Sometimes its funny for thm to get jealous since thy dun even noe who they are like..haha. Trust shld come first.. i mean.. u cant possibly be in a relationship if there are no trust at all. Some even dun allow de partners to go out wth frens...is dat good??..hey..its like..ur social life is being restricted to de MAX.

Some even wont allow de partners to wear this n dat...it depends. Bt there are some who discouraged him/her to wear slippers. heheh..weird bt its does exist. not for special occasion bt for all occasions. hmm...it depends on individuality.

No wonder, ppl tends to stick in being single..not dat thy are not being loved or choosy..bt the fact is...can thy actualli find some one who is very understanding and trustworthy??...having a gf/bf is nice if ur life is not restricted badly..bt then...being single is not as bad. Frens are always around when u need accompaniment. and to tell u the truth...even when u broke up with someone..de ones who will alwys be ard you...are YOUR FRIENDS....

*Chalet...Celebrating....*

Day1

First day of chalet, fetch Izah and we headed to de chalet after buying some extra stuffs for de chalet. Didnt do anything much since was tired by then. My parents bought me choco cake...YUMMY! Had a small bbq..since only my dad's frens came. So jus had de bbq session to ourselves. Got "sabo" by my bro n izah...first with charcoal on MY FACE!...n my choco cake..Didnt expect dat coming..haha! spend the night playing WORMS3D and TEKKEN...with izah n bro..laughed all de way till 3am..and its heading for de nxt day...



* Birthday Cake 1 & cutting session*


* The Saboing...Part 1 and 2*

Day2

Had rice n sardine for our breakfast. Went for a swim..about 10am..till 12pm. Some observation on de sea n guess wat we saw...jellyfish...haha...not dat much..no wonder..my arms were kinda itchy. Mash, alifah n aliza came about 4pm..and we went cycling. went for a swim again...fun! with them...floating and trying to swim..haha! Jus as we reached de chalet, my bro n dad are getting ready for bbq.


*Those who came...*



*Birthday cake 2 and another cutting session!*

I bathe first...thn evryone started to ask me to come out faster. fine...i came out of de toilet without any thinking...n i got HIT!! hit..by them..with flour...hahaha..hey..i jus changed u noe..haha. totally covered white...and luckily..i brought some extra clothes..shd have known dat coming..hahah. so had to take bath again..n thy had to wait. heheh...My guy bought another cake..so we had some cutting and sharing of cake. n tot dat de saboing had finished...NO...it continues.. Thy brought some spray cans...and spray all over me..haha..luckily its not de sticky one..or else...toilet..here i come again.heheh.



* Saboing Part 3 & 4*

Continue with de bbq...and all. Waited for my cousins bt thy didnt come...i dunno y. :( nway..was so sleepy and i slept early..after de tidying up.

Day 3

Took a dip in de sea...early in de morning. Ordered pizza hut, me n izah went to Mcdonalds..to check ATM and at the same time bought some food there. WAlking all de way..and had our lunch. Basically we jus rest de whole day..woke up abt 5pm and we played PS2...Had a small bbq..and watched tv..since no one was coming. Had a early sleep and de nxt day is the leaving day.. so sad...it was SO fast!


* The Pressies..BEFORE & AFTER*

Had a wonderful time at de chalet and want to thank those who came (My buddies, my guy n my Bro's frens) and lighten up de moment. not forgetting the saboing...and de presents. Thank you so much!! if i were to make a chalet again on my bday..i will make sure that i would bring lots n lots of clothings..hahah!!

P.s: More Pics available in MY FOTOPAGES

*Heading for a relaxing wkends*

Will be goin to chalet later..Staying there for 4 days. Another wk and im heading for sch back. Seems so pathetic...1 week off..bt haha..i will make a full of it..before i start schooling again. N guess wat..my exams will be on February...SO FAST! i jus finish my exams..n few mths im back in examination hall.

Might go kayaking..depends on my pocket money. IM BROKE! I wan to kayak!! im pretty sure that i will be cycling on sunday with my cousins. so..kayak on saturday n cycling on sunday. Nxt wk..meeting my otr frens..hmm..maybe once or twice. of else i will be so tired de whole week if i were to go out evry single day.

Alright...better stop here. i will update abt the chalet thingy once i get back...C YA!!

*It's OVER!!!*

Hang out wth Mas and Suz since Nad was rushing away to her camp thingy. "She is always busy"..hehe. Finished de last exams..having a one wk holiday! Went to Orchard, took pictures..i was searching for this long bead necklace...ya n as u can guess some can be quite X. Nway, we basically jus wonder around. We stopped by at Mc..since i wanted ice cream n thy was so happy whn thy see milkshakes..took their money..choosing which flavour thy wanted..bt ended up...IT WAS UNAVAILABLE! pity them... hehe


* The Gang...*

Suz was planing to do cross stiching..her First time! so..she was both anxious and...blur. picked out a simple one..since she had to finish dat by dis wk..*wonder if she can do it*..guess she can if she really concentrate on it..like many hours. haha. did it for a gift for her bf..ehem2x. ok..so we sat at Long John..and helped her to start off wth the stiching. I tink..we can eat and sleep..n suz will oni be doin like...few boxes.hahah..stay there for a while..basically was resting..after a long walk.


* The Stiching Process...*


* The BIG Frame*

Got a surprise though...Suz bought me a Merci choco and muffin (which she accidentally flatten it in her bag)..haha. wasnt expecting dat one coming..Mas also got that..like duh..hers is de belated bday n mine was de advanced bday (DEC babies)..Thank you, Suz!


*The giver and de taker*


And guess wat? it was so called my first time that..whn we go out to walk2, we drop by at de library..haha..all becoz of...MAS! she wanted to borrow some books so had to follow to de lib..haha. Overall had a Fun time bt..it have been evn more better wth Nad around..Nxt time, must go out again!! before sch starts...


*The BIG hand..& The Library*

*Evrything is pretty fine*

Left 2 more papers to go..chemistry n biology. I screw my physics!...yah..i changed de ans last mins and it was a 6 mark ques..which i m guaranteed dat i will loose dat precious 6 marks. haiz..jus hope de rest of de paper..i did alright. hmmm..i jus dun like physics..ya even though its like o'level paper..bt still..i nvr like physics.

Will continue study later..ooo..i jus cant wait for dis to end. planned to celebrate my fren's bday after exams on dis wed. im happy jus hanging out wth my new pals, we can jus shoot at each other without anyone being offended. its like...thy are so open minded about a lot of stuffs so kinda fun hanging out wth thm in sch. release all de stress..haha.

2 days after exams..n i will be goin for CHALET!! yay!! cant wait for that too...meeting my best buddies, izah..mash..aliza..n of coz my guy. haiz...even though i alwys c their faces..haha...its jus fun with them. its like..fun..haha..no words to describe. alright, i better out now...continue to study!..will update here as frequently as i can..

*Too stress??...or its jus normal??*

Was i too stress up? was alright with all de work stuffs and all.. BUT..yesterday was de blank day for me. got up at 10am...started studying at 12pm. memorizing and stuffs,...but none goes to my brain. only a few things..and i have like 5 topics to study before the actual day on dis coming MOnday. it seems still far ahead bt looking at the pace that i was going thru...i dunno if i can ever finish it by then. n i have yet to start of de subject which will be on wed and fri. HAIZ! time seems so fast...or its jus me being SO slow. Was so stress up....till i actually cried. ya..its dat bad. maybe ppl might tink...how can it be dat bad...how is she goin to cope for de rest. actually...on evry exam occasion..i will have kinda breakdown. i dunno why!

Im so weak??...didnt noe how to control my feelings? but de thinking of not finishing de topics and thinking whether i can actually ans all de questions really give me a hard time. Ppl ard me have start studying way before de week dat i jus start.. DATS even DEPRESSING for me. i noe i shdnt think dat way..but its the fact. im so scared...alright..im jus praying dat i will do well for de exams and able to finish studying soon! i noe im not supposed to pressure myself..bt if i dun...i will be totally slack. im afraid....

*Im gone Wrong??*

I dunno whats wrong with me..i will get pissed off easily especially to my current classmate. Im not like dis..im not a bad tempered person. I dunno y...evrything changed and i hate myself for being dis way. I dunno how to be like last time...where i was jus as quiet...following ppl saying. Now..its different. I dun like ppl having bad tempered all de time..bt now its happening to me.

WHY?? Maybe i should jus keep quiet..like last time. Bt..ppl will always take advantage of dat. I burst out easily now....its like i will jus shoot out wats in my mind when i dun like wats goin on..of dat person provoke me evrytime. ITS IRRITATING...bt it seems like de rest wasnt like dat. Im scared...dat thy might tink..im like a bossy gerl.. :( likes to talk back. Now..i jus hope..i can cool down a bit..and jus be de OLD YATI... hopefully...

*SORI FOR DE LATE UPDATES*

Sorry guys..been busy with my assignments and tests past few weeks. I have updated 4 Entries..so hope u guys enjoy reading it!..I try to update more often ya.. ThANK YOU for ur support!! hahah..YEAH RITE!

* Left her..jus like dat..ITS MEAN!*

How can he left her jus like dat..since he knows she's sick!! Ya..he cant be blamed totally since ya..hes de only child..and wat was he thinking..he cant live with her for dat long?? the life is too short??? He broke up with her and de reasons...??..he had found someone better...whom he had like long time ago and he had choose now to approach de new gerl..and leave her jus like dat. It was all her fault..he said. Thy had been together like for years...and jus becoz shes sick now..he dun intend to be with her. He told her..he cant live forever with her. Shes left with sadness...in her heart. Blank space in her...trying to be strong. Take advises from her frens..Shes trying to get healthier day by day..not for anyone But her own self. Maybe someone is there who can take good care of her..Someone who is loving..and dun keep criticising and want her to keep following his words..DATS BAD...Shes lonely...alone..

* I dunno why...*

She was a fren...not a close one. Someone who will ask you to do dis and dat..bt u need to tell her back..if u dun like de idea. haiz..she dun talk much..shes clever...dat i wouldnt deny. Went to a new class today, it was located at C315..from wat Mash told me..de first number is the level. so..i wth my pals n her...went to find e new class. I said, "It should be at level 3...ya..shld be ah"...she was like..so kanchong. "ah..dun tell me if wrong ya. r u sure its level 3 and not otr level?.." "u dunno is it?"..thn..the class was like in front of us..n she was like.."WAT WAT...wat is our class number?..i keep repeatin de same thing till..i was like...THERE...its there...in front of u. Haiz..i feel bad bt...i dunno why..dis days..i have been like easily get pissed off. Its like..HELLO..we are goin to de same way alright..and it was not even 9am!..haiz..

*Hari Raya*

On de first day of hari raya, as usual we went to my grandparents house, my aunts' house and guess wat time we went back??...haha..it was at 3AM..bt dun get it wrong, i usually go back late from one of my aunts house..freshen up ourselves and all. it was alright..enjoyable when i get to hang out wth my cousins..laughing...crapping. Lucky i had studied de days before since i was having a test on the day after raya.. Haiz...tiring..bt then its was alright though since i had finish study.




*Me and Some of My Cousins..More to come!!*

Went for house visiting past 2 days. Luckily, we did not have lontong and ketupat again..haha..was tired of eating dat. Basically jus enjoying goin to ppl house..ate their tarts...crackers...and haha..evrything. haha..edible ones ya. I tink i drank too much soft drinks that now im having a sore throat. hope it wont get worst. Will be goin for more house visiting on dis sat..wth my secondary sch frens..and sun..with my buddies. im really hoping for de day to come though since IM FREE NOW...i did all my assignments..hehehe..

*Lab...Lab Coats..Experiments!!*


* The beautiful colours of PINK!!*

We were so enthusiastic...on de first time of getting our lab coats..hehe..took pictures of us wearing them..MASH..i knoe u must be like..ya ya..show off ur coats..haha..at least i didnt wear it in front of u ya. Alright, experiments was fun..though im not dat expert in chemistry thingy. FORGOTTEN! bio lab..was better..since no formula need to be remember. haha. Even better, when i got my frens..as my group mates..and since for our class..there are not a lot of ppl, it is better for us to ask de lecturers when we didnt knoe...haha..actually our group is always de last one..hahah..bt thn..we managed to finish evry experiment ya. Overall...fun...coping with de subs..nowdays..hope it wld be better... :)


*Me n Group Mates!!*

*Cant people do their work wthout being pushed?*

Finishing assignments earlier doesnt mean u need to do the rest of ur projects by urself. Its like..thy are waiting for u to do their work. Its not like thy totally didnt do..but cant expect someone to keep asking u to do dis and dat rite? I dun even bother if u are not doing ur own essay all dat long ago.. but whn it comes to grp work..HELLO..u guys need to play a part too.
Had to keep telling them..reminding them..bout research. Had to push n push! i dun mind if it doesnt concern me..BUT as a grp..why cant someone had de initiative to at least ask..hows de work goin on?...

When its modified...what do she get in return?? Hey..y u pick dis colour?? not nice..change lah..bla3X. HELLO! u tink im so free is it?? ask to do research..set a date. reasons..oh..i haven do yet...coz i need to finish up my essays.. bla3x. if i was to keep quiet..evryone will be silent.. HAIZ... some are jus being ignorant. nvm...i better go back to do my stuffs back..

*My week journal..i can say*

Had an ok week..better than last week though. Did my assignments, my presentation but i still have 1 assignment and 1 presentation to complete..before nxt wk..coz i knoe it will be hectic with all de tests. I even had to get a ten year series chemistry book from my fren, Giant, jus to revise up my work. Seems to ...at least understand here and there

Met up wth my best pals all ad once yesterday....Aliza, Mash, Izah..went to CS to buka puasa. Mash ate her fish n chips, me..fishball noodle..i was debatin either western or noodle. Aliza had chicken noodle..Izah?...she came after we all had finished our food. had a fun time...i mean..been a long time since i saw them..excluding mash. Mash was still hungry..she wanted to eat dessert bt we ended up trying out brownies and buying some chicken pies. Izah..only had paparoti..DIET!! hahah.. walk ard...and had our ice cream..Actually it was only me n Mash. The rest are too full...except MASH..always! haha..Headed to this Fashion..and then..talk for a while.. didnt realise it was 930pm..so we headed home..seperate ways..

*Time realli is fast...NOW*

Had a stressful week..haha..i tink i realli had to get use to school life. My MDIS frens are alright..likes to take pictures..hang out together..but basically I hang out wth 3 malay girls. Especially now in Ramadan, evry single day, we hang out in the library though it was SO COLD!! ya..18degrees to be exact..we check the controller. Assignments kept coming in..managed to finish one at last! haha..had to discuss some presentation on dis mon though. Getting to know the guys there too..haha..thy can be so BLUR at times.

Lots of characters...de ones not coming to sch most of de times..de ones who act like they were so smart..IM BEING SO MEAN!! i dunno why...ok. lucky i had my old frens..with me..hearing my complaints like evry day..haha..esp MASH. duh! shes in de same sch as me...

Met up with her..last few days..ate at POPEYE. yummy! was realli not spending much time with my frens and my guy. Mash..once in a while met her in sch library..if not..haha..i didnt c her although our blocks are jus beside one another. Hope im able to hang out wth you guys...SOON...

*Someone..WHoeva out there*

Hang out wth someone when u need her? She didnt hang ard us too often..In class dats de most. Board off de bus, headed straight to de class wthout waiting. Bt no big deal..some are like dat. When she needed something frm Y, she actualli waited for Y to go down frm de bus. Asked her to follow to de bookstore in order to use Y's card to buy de books. Y was ok wth it..She went bt the store was not yet opened.

After class was de nxt plan..The lecturer ended de class. Y was still packing her stuffs..waiting for her usual bunch of frens to pack too. BUT she insisted Y to be quick as to follow her to de store back. Y thn had to rush...say her bubui's to her frens [thy were kinda shocked too, since Y was rushing]. Y followed her to de store..SHE search for de books and at de counter, was told dat SHE need not use Y's card. Paid and went out of e store.

SHE asked Y where Y is going. Y told her dat she be goin to de library. SHE said..ok..if like dat, thn I go off first. Thn SHE walked off..Leaving Y like dat. No words to say..like "Hey..sori..waste ur time only..follow me thn nvr use ur card..bla3" Y wasnt really expecting SHE to say much bt at least.. Its like Y is someone SHE can ask to do dis and dat when SHE needed Y. N leave when nothing is needed.

*Revisions..Frens..New sch life*

Met my fren at Queenstown Bus stop at 8.30am...tot i was very early bt then..she asked me why was I late? hehe. Very punctual huh. Did Chemistry today..Was very sleepy though. I tink Anatomy lecturer is much more better. Really had to brush up my knowledge..seems like evryone in my class knows a lot.. Like duh! Most are A-level students. Some even tot I was some poly dropout since I said, I was frm poly. haha. I really hope I can make it.. Scary though.

Been doin revision evry single day. I dunno..whether will it last..if i had to do..lots of assignments and project? Hope so..Its been 2 yrs, my brain is not working..till yesterday! haha. I tink my group of frens are de loudest..since thy keep laughing and many things to talk about. Comparing to some otr grps... Made frens wth some otr ppl when we wanted to go home. We were like having our own orientation in front of de school! asking and introducing ourselves...blabbering..abt wanting to go home..BT we were still standing there.

Haha..Walk our way back to Queenstown MRT. wasnt dat far actualli..ok..hehe. Tomorrow will be a long day..of Genetics and PHYSICS [hated subject]..haha..till 5pm. Hope can able to survive!

*First day of school...*

Went out abt 730am..tot I was kinda late bt thn..i reached sch at abt 840am. Feel very sleepy though since I usualli woke up at abt 9+am..hehe. Was wearing Totally pink frm top to bottom. and guess wat..most of them were wearing pink too. Met up wth dis new malay gerl, Dayang who was an A-level student frm KL. I tink..shes de serious type. Thn..came de rest of de ppl...evryone seems to lost their way. There was dis gerl who even came one hr later.

Some of my classmates were clever as in..thy know most of de answers. me? haha..not knowledgable enough. The lecture was alright..ANATOMY [study of cells & tissues]..quite complicating though. Draw diagrams..and take notes..as usual. Made some fren wth some of them..Like Nadz,17 yr old gerl...Suz, 21 yr old...Jessea..19 yr old..and last is Deseree..21 yr old too..SO..looks like I AM DE OLDEST among them..hehe..I was alwys de youngest..bt not for dis grp though..hehe.

Thy are ok..very sociable. Thy were planning to go lunch together actuali..bt thn..i had to go home. Thinking dat I was meeting my bf..haha..ya right! i wish! Thy headed to Clementi since OUR sch canteen were VERY packed..and i dun c any malay stalls..bt i tink there is. Only 4 stalls were opened. Had an Ok time..today. Did some notes preparation jus now...jus to make myself clear bout de topic. So..tomorrow will be another day..of CHEMISTRY...till then..Very sleepy..Bt fun!

*Anugerah..reaching de END*


*IRWAN..My Choice*

Watched de 2nd telecast of de Semi-finals today..I was hoping dat Irwan get to de finals. Bt then, it was not to be. Haiz.. This year, the guys really had some great voices comparing to de gerls. So theres no surprise on seeing the finals 4 to be all Guys! I was thinking dat maybe thy wld eliminate one by one since it was de Semi-Finals But..thy actualli eliminate 4 of them on one shot. Nway, dis year's Anugerah seems to be very fast though.


*The 2 of de Finalists!!*

The Finals can be considered quite challenging since all of thm have their own strengths. Since my choice had left..de nxt choice is..... Azmir. Fauzi also quite good. We'll jus have to wait and c..dis coming THURSDAY! Hope thy choose de correct song. And de winner, u can see him in de Hari Raya shows..and few otr things happening dis yr. Bt thn, after dat..we nvr knoe. Hah..it always happen dat way. The previous winners have jus GONE WTH DE WIND. Its not a big hoo haa..for me in ANUGERAH..bt duh..its de FINALS and u have to c who actualli won. So..like thy always say on TV.."Another 4 more days to de FINALS!!"

*Fasting month coming in*

Another few more days and Fasting month has come. Had to "pay" back my dues..luckily left few days more. Hmm..im always happi when it comes to fasting mth. I dunno why bt the feeling of breakin our fast is different..wth nice foods...YUMMY!..goin to Geylang bazaar..The atmosphere is fun. Since this yr will be de last of Bazaar geylang, I wont miss it. Actualli..i nvr miss it..haha. That is also de place where i met up wth my old pals.

Finding de colours of baju raya..can be quite difficult for me. because..even if de clothes fit me, The sleeve will be short. Haiz! so must look out some otr baju. Making biscuits [kueh]..used to be my duties evry fasting month bt eva since I was busy wth stuffs, I no longer make it. haha..stil rmbr my frens used to ask me to hide my choco chip biscuits on my OPEN HOUSE. Scared dat it wil be finished b4 thy even came.haha..

The hari raya mmt can be ok for me now..bt Im happi wheneva we go out for house visiting. Especially last year [right, MASH??]..we got de car..only 4 of us..though its few, Bt we had fun. No quietness..no disapproval..ONLY US! hope dis yr wld be like dat too..Now start counting de days...hehe...to FAsting Month.

*Different People..Different Attitude*

Orientation yesterday was fine.. Jus some explanation on how the work scope is to be like. dats about it actualli. Had some snacks though...[which Mash ask me to take before de thing even start] hehe.. dun get de wrong idea. I took de food when dis lady kept asking us to finish up de food since there are a lot left.

Met up wth lots of ppl bt i only manage to say hi's n bye's to a few of them..maybe 2 or 3. the rest was jus a smile.. haiz.

Nway,dat is jus de beginning. I have yet to know evryone of them..starting on 26/9. Till then..i have to wait and hope dat i can find someone who can be my crime partner to study wth..

*Worried..Nervous..*

Kinda feel nervous...haha. Im having an orientation later at 7pm..You guys mus be wondering wat kind of orientation held in de night. Ya..bt its true. For 3 Hours! I will have dis scared feeling evrytime I enter a new thing.. Even for jobs too. Wondering how ppl would be like...and all dat stuffs. For those who is very sociable..I doubt thy have trouble thinking wat it wld be like. Another 3 hrs more and Im getting ready to go.

Haha..I make it like its a BIG problem dat I had to deal with. Bt for those who knoe me..heheh..thy wld understand. I dunno..its jus my attitude..Im not Loud unless I m ard wth my frens. if not, I will kinda stay quiet. heheh..Nxt wk will also start my schooling life again. ya..Im schooling and my frens are having holidays..haiz.

Ok..fine. lets jus hope evrything wld be fine. Lets c tomorrow's update on my orientation tonite. haha.. "Mash,u wan to follow??" [u can sit ard at u-knoe-wat]. heheh..ok..wish me LUCK coz i Realli need dat!

*Many emotions..across*

The feeling of knowing someone actually was so caring about you..makes u feel very content. Calls keep coming in..to know bout ur progress..ur health when u were sick. Someone who is loving you as much as you are loving him.. The way his voice shows dat he was SO worried bout u. You try to convince him..dat u wld be ok..Bt its not working. He cant concentrate on his work..kept tinking of u..always.

He volunteered to buy some food to make you feel better..came over jus to pass those things even though he was Tired from his work. He wanted you to be in a good health..hoping day by day dat you would be alright. Sometimes You jus feel guilty of telling him dat u were sick..not to make him worried BT at times u jus need someone to show de care for you deeply when you needed him around. It may seems like a fairy tale..hoping dat someone to care bout you dis much..didnt bother bout his own tiredness bt for de sake of his lover..

But to me..having someone who can actualli did all dat..really makes me feel happi. Its not a fairy tale..its the tale of someone whom I realli adore..someone who realli care bout me..MY one and only boyfriend...

*MDIS Exploration*

Supposed to mit up Mash at 345pm at Queenstown MRT after she off frm sch. Izah jus receive my msg at 245pm..called me up and ask where to mit. Tot she can reached at Tamp at least at 315pm..I reached there early and had to wait for her till 350pm..and MASH?? Haha..she had to wait like one hr..for us..SORI..haha..izah wth her blurness..as usual..hehe.

Reach de bus stop to get our bus..waited for like few minutes. Ended up walking instead BT jus as we were trying to find de right way..de shuttle bus came..haha..SO we took it. when we reached there, the school is still under some renovations.. Check out my lecture room..haha..it was jus a few steps frm the entrance..very near. We thn explore..look ard..search for my otr lect room..



*Some of de Surroundings*

I tink it wld look nice whn everything is ready..wth the ampitheathre and all..cool. Took some pics..and Mash so excited wth the ehem ehem..[u noe wat ,mash]..haha. The canteen was ok..only dat there are only 2 stalls..haha..anyone want to open some stalls??haha..i tink can call de MDIS..de Multipurpose hall was airconditioned wth glass door..woah!..bt the library and gym have yet to be seen...we cant walk de whole path..since some are blocked.


*Our dinner*

AFter de exploration..we went to Bugis, ZAM ZAM Restaurant. had our dinner there..and it was raining VERY heavily. Of all days i forgot to bring my umbrella so we had to run in de rain.haha..went to Bedok Bazaar nxt..bought a lot of food. Thn we saw IZAH's Clone..haha..who was selling Otak2x..really thy look de same. even before i cld tell Mash..where she was..Mash saw her..and started laughin. haha..we even ask izah to stand at de stall..and i took her pic..wth de girl at de backgrd..haha..Had a fun day..exploring and lots of running..haha


*Us and The pic of Izah's clone*

P.S: Photos can be seen in MY PHOTO ALBUM

*Spongebob..Outing*



Supposed to mit Aliza at 6.30pm at Pasir ris..BT my bus was SO late. N by the time i was in de bus, de driver was driving SO slow. I feel like i was in a TOur Bus. Reached there ad 6.55pm..hehe lucky Aliza wasnt angry..hehe. We headed to Downtown next..


*The Surroundings*

Chop our place and lay our mat. We left our bags there..hehe..luckily thy were still safely put.hehe.. Bought some food at the stalls nearby..and I went back to our place..since it was at night already..scared abt our bags too. Aliza..waited for de food and bought de drinks..THANKS THERE! hehe..thn..after she came back wth de food...she went off again..went to Toi..hehe..


*The Sundaes...*

I started off wth de food even before the show started..hehe..The place was fully packed..A lot of kids..like duh! I tink we were de only ones who did not have any kids wth us.haha..The movie was nice..actuali.wasnt expecting it to be dat way..haha..funny..crappy..its like make us laugh evry single minute..haha..The movie ended bout 9.18pm..1 hr +

We had sundaes at Mcdonalds..Busy talking and taking pics that we didnt notice it was 10.30pm. Kinda late for me actualli..since my bus will be late..and limit2..i will reached bout 11.30pm..called my dad to inform him i will be late..bt he was asleep..hehe..ended up we took a taxi home..hehe..n de taxi driver was kinda driving slow.haha..Always happen when we were in a hurry..evrything seems SO slow...


*Waiting For Our Bus..which nvr came!!*

P.S: Photos can be seen In My Photo Album