*Too stress??...or its jus normal??*

Was i too stress up? was alright with all de work stuffs and all.. BUT..yesterday was de blank day for me. got up at 10am...started studying at 12pm. memorizing and stuffs,...but none goes to my brain. only a few things..and i have like 5 topics to study before the actual day on dis coming MOnday. it seems still far ahead bt looking at the pace that i was going thru...i dunno if i can ever finish it by then. n i have yet to start of de subject which will be on wed and fri. HAIZ! time seems so fast...or its jus me being SO slow. Was so stress up....till i actually cried. ya..its dat bad. maybe ppl might tink...how can it be dat bad...how is she goin to cope for de rest. actually...on evry exam occasion..i will have kinda breakdown. i dunno why!

Im so weak??...didnt noe how to control my feelings? but de thinking of not finishing de topics and thinking whether i can actually ans all de questions really give me a hard time. Ppl ard me have start studying way before de week dat i jus start.. DATS even DEPRESSING for me. i noe i shdnt think dat way..but its the fact. im so scared...alright..im jus praying dat i will do well for de exams and able to finish studying soon! i noe im not supposed to pressure myself..bt if i dun...i will be totally slack. im afraid....