*Friday Happy but Sad!*

Today..Last day of my 6 wonderful frens..who am I talking bout? My working frens. Early in the morning Germaine gave us Swiss roll (nice taste..love it), MJ aka Lalat gave us POLO sweets, Nura aka Snoopy gave Mentos and MnMs, Shahidah gave “WANT WANT” crackers, Kak Rani gave Kek Lapis and lastly Shu xian aka Koala bear gave us some candies and something which she wrapped wth a gold like paper..Though its seems crumpled dun mind bout dat. It’s the Thoughts dat Counts. Its like a party frm morning to the end of e day. I was in no mood to even to do my work BUT I had to. Dun tink it ends here..THERES MORE. Some of the colleagues: Heema, Kak Nura, Kak Yati & Manoj actually treated us KFC! For 11 of us at second level. We took pictures, we ate.. its like having a PRIVATE PARTY of our own. Cool! I will definitely mis dem..how I use to disturb and tease them. If u guys r reading dis, I wana say sorry if I eva make u all upset becoz of my teasing or talking. The room will surely be quiet without them ard, playing us songs (part time djs) and hearing their voices. Will organise a Bowling outing nxt wk or so..depends. hope to see dem and hang out wth them..MISS U GUYs!! And Thanks for all the gifts and ur accompaniment ad work. Till then.C ya!!

*Thursday Nite Out*

Went out bowling wth my buddy,AF, after work yesterday. Although there were only 2 of us, we were having our own fun time. There was once when she accidentally drop the bowling ball and it rolled to the back. Luckily I was sitting down or else dat ball would have drop on my foot.OWW..IT WOULD HURT A LOT!! Had a phobia of throwing the ball again..haha..I think dat would at least happen to those who went bowling..maybe..cos I did to but dat was way back.hehe. ended up both of us won a game and for the first time, I got 105 pts. On the way to BK, saw a Chupa Chupps machine which costed us 50c. inserted the coin..though there are some instructions given, stil it was tedious .turned the machine to the left and right, turned the coin slot and guess wat??!! The lollipop nvr came out..We were cheated!! Haha..should have buy manually at some shops there. wondering how many 50c coins are in there without the ppl having the lollipops. We then sat at BK chit chatting abt marriage and engagement preparation..sounds weird rite? But we did..since there are no otr topics. Too tired that we went back by taxi.. the taxi driver looked scary but we reached hm safely. BUT that driver also cheated my fren since he drove the longer route frm my house. She was too late to say out to the driver since she was on the line. CRAPPY DRIVER!! Nway..had a fun time then..

*Slack day*

Finish my work..so jus waiting for a few minutes to go home. Will be going bowling wth my buddy later..My legs are still aching..dunno y. Ate Lontong Goreng but it duesnt look appetizing. Guess wat? Im wearing skirt today and be bowling later..wonder how??hehe...better go off first..though its short and "sweet" hhehe..but today i really dunno what to rite..continue later...

*Lunching Time*

Im using my fren's computer now..so need to type fast otherwise he keeps on walking here and there.Ooopps..he saw what Im typing..HEY! u r not supposed to c first..hehe..Just finish my lunch..Its free btw..so I took quite a lot..hehe..(wont be eating too much later) Took noodles, rice, fish, chicken etc..BUT only a bit portion of all ya. Today 2 of my frens did not come so a bit Silent..boring since they were frm "my group" [BLUE LAGOON].hehe..bought Satay Goreng so at nite then I will ate it after I jog.My legs are Aching!! But must be determined!!hehe..ok.need to get back to work now..Before de GIANT gets angry..hehe..

*Quiet..No mood*

Im quiet today at work, dunno y. Dun feel like talking..does dis happen to u guys sometimes? My frens were like.."WAH..Today Yati..very quiet ah" Not that I miss my guy..Not that Im feeling sick..I dun even know whats going on wth me. To say dat Im tired..I dun even know what I did..hehe..Not like as if I have to carry heavy stuffs at work. KN took leave and S took half day..so kinda have a quiet atmosphere. At the same time, Im too engrossed wth dis book (religious bk stating the end of the world etc). Once u read it..its hard to stop. make u stick like a magnet. Hope dat tomorrow, I had a better mood. :) Sori guys..for being to quiet today. HAHA!! Once de day when Im in a gd mood..then I WILL DISTURB ALL!! HAHA *evil laugh*

*What a Day!!*

Had a relaxing day sitting at home yesterday. Last Saturday, I went shopping wth Muffy..buy a lot of stuffs. Tot of buying roller blades but since its too big to carry and I was carrying something else, I didnt buy it..maybe some othr day then. Went to Harvey Norman @ Suntec..MOTIVE?? Looking for BUFFY xbox..and there it was. GUESS WAT? Muffy was so happi..jumping here and there..hope de camera didnt catch us doing dat stuffs.hehe..Though it costed her $72..she still bought it..U guys mayb thinkng shes crazy..BUT thats her. someone who dun support piracy..haha! Went to buy jeans (Muffy, if u r reading dis, I cant fit in it the jeans!!)..Gave my bro in the end. Had a great time..talking abt old days in Secondary School..kinda miss de memories there. Ok then..for today..lets jus hope I can jog later after work..Must have determination!! U CAN DO IT!! hehe...

*Outing on Saturday*

Im supposed to get ready to go out but I better finish up my blog first. I was supposed to sms my fren but I accidentally sms it to MJ home. Tot thy wont receive my sms but then thy call me up asking whther I had msg thm.. hehe. So told them I press the wrg no. didn’t knoe that wrg sms can still go to the home phone. Nway, i Will be goin to City hall wth Muffy. Since everyone is not at home today..so kinda feel lonely. Luckily I had cooked something so that my family can eat later whn thy come back. I dunno what to do at City Hall ya. Motive is to go GIANT to buy some stuffs for my colleagues at work since their last day will be on dis Friday. Of all the times when we are getting to know each other more better. Will miss them, their laughter and how I will always love to tease them. Must be back by 8 since I wana watch muzik extravaganza (some show shown at Suria tonight). Cant miss it because theres SITI NURHALIZA!! Better get ready now otherwise Muffy will be pissed off. Hehe.. c ya

*Smiling Kills??*

Smile! Is it very hard to smile? I wonder. Most of the time when I smile to ppl ard me, they either looked at me blankly or jus stared and looked away. Do thy need a lot of muscles to actually make them smile?? Sometimes when ppl dun smile at u back, u kinda feel irritated as in, y is it difficult to smile? Not that I wan to make a big issue out of dis but its true. Do we need to actually do something nice to them before they can smile at u? Maybe. It seems so true. But usually whn dis ppl who duesnt smile back at u, I wont be bothered to smile at them again. Depends. To say that thy cant see u smile..dats not rite if u had smile to thm at least ard 3 times. Hmmph! Nvr mind at least there are some ppl who can be very friendly and it will really make ur day. So ppl, do keep smiling.

*Stress..Fat??Chubby??*

Chubby, Round Face..dis words can described me. Im so stress up now.Gain some weight over the period of time. I knoe dat my frens and parents wont say dat Im fat. Big?? Maybe. To me its ok..but at times when I see myself in the mirror..I was like hmm..Im gaining wght!! Gonna start dieting..exercising.bla3x BUT in the end it nvr worked out. Used to feel dis way before that I actually diet and I eventually loose wght. My body.so fast to gain but so slow to loose!! I envy my frens who can used nice clothes and easy for them to actually fit in one. As for me..I had to go to several shops before I can find the suitable clothings. although I knoe my guy wont mind but certain times u need to do it for ur own gd. Used to be fat whereby walking a short distance made me breathless and leg pain. Its bad! Ate pills..drink some dieting formula too.it worked but only for a while. My bro had made a schedule which I need to follow..JOG rite after I came back frm work. 3 times a week..It sounds tiring but I need to be determined to loose wght so I can wear the clothes which are still kept in my cupboard (too fitting for me). Let the exercise begins..

*After Work*

Met up wth my primary school best fren, A, after work jus now. I was supposed to buy something but then I totally forget what are the things. So we ended up window shopping, chit chat and ate at Food Culture AGAIN…Yes Again. But I wasn’t eating fishball noodles, I ate the Fish & Chips while A ate Chicken Chop. Since she hadn’t enough money, I let her use mine first. After we ate, we went to dis shop which sells Flower Soap (soap which is carved into a flower) Nice! Tot I wanted to hint my guy in buying me one..hehe but then A bought one. I was like thinking..is dis gerl really buying dis flower for herself? For wat? Haha! Jus as we went out, she gave to me.”NAH..FOR U”..Huh?? I was shocked but yes she bought it for me in return of the money she used. I wasn’t expecting dat to happen and nway it costs more than what I gave her. But duh.. I took it nway..Shocking experience though..hehe. Meeting her again one of de days..Letswait!!

*Fren...Getting well*

Was always thinking how my dearest fren is doing wth her health rite now..de one who had had cancer. Msg her last wkends...asking her abt her progress...I was quite calm when she told me that she is quite ok now. But her hair had jus fallen off..I understand since it was due to radiotheraphy. She told me to pray for her..ya dats what I did...Hoping that she would always in good health and I can see her cheery smiley face the nxt time I meet her. Now..Lets Pray.......

*YESTERDAY'S...*

Yesterday..one of my frens had some problems wth her frens..crappy frens she got there. Pity her since she herself dun even no why these things happen to her...I dun really knoe how to console her..but I do listen to her problems. I dunno whether it helps BUT i hope it did. :o)Then we went to Food Culture for lunch. Food Culture has the Halal Logo now so its very convinient for us to go and withount feeling half-hearted. Ate fishball noodles which cost me $3.50..but its quite nice although I can say BANQUET is the best. One of my frens...he tot he could save some money and decided earlier to go to BK...but ended up wth us eating at Food Culture. He bought dis rice wth mixed dishes..put chicken and 2 veggies coz he tot that it would cost him $3.50 since it was shown at the menu..BUT it costed him $5!! haha.. "very cheap". The food in the pictures will always look appetizing but when it comes to the real thing...NAW..evryting looks different. Ate a lot too, in e morning KN brought some chocolate chips,seaweeds,prune..it was me and S eating most of the foods.That didnt end there, we had banana fritters after lunch too..so full!! so..lets c for today's menu.....

*Weekends!!*

Saturday...Sunday..It was an exciting wkend..Spend the Saturday night @ my cousins' house. We were enjoying ourselves since we had not met up since dunno when. So we played internet the whole night..disturbing each other..till 4am. We had not slept at 4am if not because of my dad wanting to sleep. Woke up ard 8am..and I had to teach my cousins..since they were doing their homeworks. Watch some Vcds..ended up all of us went to sleep..HEHE.In the evening, we then went to Geylang..and eat at Arnold's (old restaurant which serves chicken..been there ever since I was still young). We were all cramping inside my dad's car..just imagine 8 ppl squeezing in one car..It was lucky that there isnt any TP around. Went window shopping for a while..till around 9pm.. It was a nice weekend...spending time wth my sweet cousins..Hope to be able to mit them again soon..!!

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*Saturday's Fun!*

I'm waiting for my dad to reach home after fetching my mom frm work. Since I need to use the car...so I need to wait. Nway, I also have to wait for my guy to wake up since he jus get back frm work in the morning..Really hope it wouldnt rain..since he has to ride his bike to come to my house first before I drive the car. Planning to go to East Coast to eat satay..depends. Other than that, I dunno. My parents maybe goin to Johor wth my aunt's family..I feel guilty since my parents need to take de bus but they told me that they didnt mind. Mayb after I went out wth my guy, I be goin to my aunt's house and overnite there. GREAT!! long time since I had seen my cute cousins...who are really close to me. I was supposed to follow them but since I got plans earlier..I wont be joining them.. Ok..Must get goin now...Till Nxt Time...

*I'm So Full*

*I'm So FuLL!!*

Tomorrow is supposed to be KN's bday and she bought us MCdonalds breakfast. I was so full eating the pancakes and since 2 ppl are quitting today,they gave us muffin and some Pringles. Hmmph!! since today is Friday..I had been so slacked! So dats why Im writing this.. I was tinking what I was supposed to eat at lunch..If i did not eat..I'll be hungry in the evening..So ended up buying salad and old chung kee..We were so noisy down here.. KN got a suprise bday pressie *earrings*..n we sang her a song. She was like asking us..how we could actually keep all dis a secret since she was all along in the office too..HEHE! Great suprise there! Getting back to my work now..Till nxt time....

*Challenging or Not?*

Stop my work for a while.Since I have reached my target..its like I did quite a lot so now Im resting. HEHE..actually not suppose to but I did. Im doing a project wth 2 of my colleagues, KY and S. Its fun having these 2 ppl doing work wth me. Evry single hour, bth of them will be counting and comparing wth each other's statistics. It like.. "eh..how much have u done?'..then they'll be looking at their stats and start counting. Since mine was far away frm their stats, they dun bother to ask. hehe.. But at least theres some competition goin on rather than u do alone by urself.. 'RITE, S?'* if u reading dis* Everyone will always be serious in the morning, trying to do more. One more thing which will guaranteed to be said to me is.. "YAT, I TINK U NEED A REST..GO TO SLEEP..ETC" haha.. Its like evryday u can hear that. Going to lunch soon..another few more mins. Planning to eat wantan noodles..so I might continue after lunch..UNLESS Someone were to ask me to rest again.. hehe!

*Boring & Slow day*

I had totally finish my job..totally flat tired! I tink I ate too much jus now. hehe. Time is so slow today..very slow! Yesterday met up wth my best fren..hang out for a while, bought a pair of earrings for my colleague. nice!! haha..of coz.. I was e one who chose it. haha. Today I be meeting my guy.. hopefully it will not rain. plz3x. helping out in the writing of resumes...kinda hard to get a job dis days. Gotten my pay but not yet check how much it is..HMMPH! jus got a call frm my guy..its raining!! duh!! n i will not be able to mit him..ITS SO BORING!! After i had plan where to go all dat, its all spoilt. It always happen like dis. Getting ready to go back now...

*Finishin my job!!*

Finish my job actually.. had to do a new project. Had my blog amended by my frens.. haha since I dun even no what to do for my blog. Thanx a lot u guys!! (whoeva had helped me) Kinda have a nice time talking wth the temps here which duesnt make me feel bored working during the whole day. We talked about 'jamu'..'bapok'..haha..all sorts of topics. Disturbing ppl..matchmaking ppl. Its like the 2nd level atmosphere had return back! cool!N one of my frens had tried using bandana..*c how windy our heads are* heheh.. yup but it works. Better get back to work..continue in the nxt story of mine *seems like I had a lot of stories to tell ya* hehe..

*Sunday waiting for Monday*

A relax day today after long day at Johor yesterday. Muffy, my buddy called me up in e morning and ask me out but I was so busy wth the housework. We ended up talking on e phone bout chalets and amendment of my blog. Hah! If u ask me…I dunno wat to do bout it. Muffy..if u r reading dis..thank you! Hehe. I was happi whn I get to mit up wth my guy…under the block as usual. Now im jus waiting for an anugerah show at TV2..at least theres something to watch. Better get ready for tomorrow’s work then though I am so lazy to work..

*Things happen SO fast*

A smile can change into a sad emotion in the matter of few minutes. Something, someone will change doesn’t matter what the time or the place is. Known someone frm my Poly yrs..who is cheerful and very friendly. Although I jus met her in my 2^nd yr, our bonding was so close. We hang out, we talk abt our problems and do stuffs together. But behind her cheerful personality, she was having some otr problems. Her body is always aching.. her legs.. her hands.. evryting. It was normal to c her absent frm school since she had to go for check up. It was like a normal routine but I wasn’t sure what her sickness was. We still hang out after we graduated..till now. Meet up and catch up wth our stories. BUT it comes to the time when I last met her last mth. Her face was pale, she looked thin..but I did not expect anything.. We laughed we talk.. Till de end of the day..when suddenly she said..”I got something to tell you..My body has been aching dis few weeks” I was puzzled..what did she actuali wan to say. Her eyes became watery..n she told me that she was having sickness…dat is CANCER. I was shocked, how can dis happen to my own fren?? since all dis yrs, she had keep it a secret. I was too shocked, my brain wasn’t tinking of anything else. No wonder she had been goin to the check ups since Poly. The virus had nearly gone to her brain but it had spread to the legs and spines. I was sad n shocked!! Now she is going for further treatment.. praying for her to get well. Let me see her happi n cheerful like last time. Now, we jus have to wait…

** Lunching @ work **

just finished my lunch @ work.nasi lemak..$2..cheap and worth it.haha..another 15 mins to go n i have to get back to work..AWW!im happi today..gonna mit up my best fren and well be watching "CINDERELLA STORY" later at down town.Really hoping that it wouldnt rain..plz3x.Since she just got well..hope she had the energy later.Bought her a pair of earrings for her bday so gonna give her later..hope she like it.My work is getting lesser now..but need to go up to 4th flr to take some more documents.And i was jus tinking to relax after lunch..im so lazy!!its friday nway and cant wait to 5.20pm.Although tomorrow is Saturday,Im nt goin to meet anyone..neither my frens nor my bf.maybe just spend my time watching VCDs i suppose.Lets jus countdown to the very last minute..when i had to get back to work..5..4..3...2..1

*Staring Looking Blankly*

Sitting at my chair,staring @ the computer all day long seems very boring.duh!!but at least I got to disturb ppl around me.haha!Seems like Im de mischievious one.Naw..its not right.Its just a way to decrease my boredom @ work.*mischievious smile* Hopefully they wont take it too hard..like wat ppl would say its like bits and pieces of life. :) gonna go home soon..U might b thinking why Im writing dis at work..Coz I had reach My so called target so kinda free now.With the new Staffs ard me, its fun!they can be naive at times..like me.hehe!though thy are much older than me,thy are very open minded. I LIKE DAT.Its time now..Be hoping To haVe a Better day tomorrow since its FRIDAY!!Hooray!!

my bf

Missing someone..

Had been missing someone dearly..though u might tot Im exaggerating.During the school days,it had been very easy to meet up.Evry day..Evry evening. When its time for the National Service,the gap had occured, met once in 2 weeks..or even not in 1 mth. U must learn to sacrifice..learn to understand. Its difficult since we need the care and attention. Its all up to ur dignity to stay on. Now all are working..no time to meet..not even time to talk long. But the feeling of meeting a few minutes under e blok or even talk on e phone for 5 mins had been a satisfaction. Its dat bad but its true.. Have yet to meet but then it will only happen nxt week. Saddening but u have to learn how to deal wth it.. e precious time n everything. The one n e only person whom I had been missing MY BOYFRIEND...

R u too sensitive??

Its alright when someone reminds you of a certain task time to time..but if it continues evry single day,wat would u feel? Irritated?? Pissed off?? I dunno. Sometimes u are ok wth it but there are times when these things cant be left out jus like dat.U want to be low profile..u listen and do when u are ask to.But to be doing something which is not supposed to be ur work..is it fair??Evrything is dumped at you as though u are a junior.U want to defend urself bt scared it would hurt someone feeling.U are being monitored at..by ur junior..not ur Senior worker.It’s like as if u cant do the job which u had been doing way before ur junior.Feeling bad..talking abt it but u do need somewhere to express it..We nvr knoe if someone even had a bad impression on you..You cant guess..Its just within ones feeling which u wont knoe till its being told…

Ur age is increasing day to day…

Evry morning u wake up,u will be thanking God in making ur life longer.U nvr knoe whn u r goin to leave dis world..today?tomorrow?theres no answer to it.All u can hope is to have a long life..BUT not too long till u met the END OF THE WORLD.Its scary though but u need to face the reality.Now we are still schooling…what will be our nxt step? Time travels so fast dis days..the nxt minute u wake up..u will be getting ready to work OR maybe u cant even find a job.Its HARD living in dis world.Evrything will change..The time u start a working life..married life even..do u still have time wth ur old time frens?? U will be busy organizing ur children stuffs..ur career.In the 1^st place,are we able to experience those?With the happenings in the world now,it seems like the world is ending..Are we ready to face it?Have we repent fully??Now its up to us and fate.May u be ready in the future….

Lonely..hapi..stress..sad..

Full of emotions filling me in my working environment..

The tot of being lonely on the 1^st day will always occur..no frens..no one to talk to.Day by day e same routine happens..till u finally realized..u do need someone to hang out wth. Frm there,u smile..u introduce..n ur loneliness tends to fade away.Everyday wil be a hapi day for u..tinking u will be meeting dem,chit chating wth dem..de sense of boredom does nt appear.its fun..getting to knoe these ppl in e working env...their characters and all.Feel like a big family.BUT mths had passed..everything seems to be gone..stress at work..too many projects.New ppl appearing...frens beginning to quit e job.Having new ppl ard u is alright..BUT having ur new frens leaving u day by day..it’s a sadden atmosphere..but its life..Everything will come to its end.I feel sad..tinking..m I able to mit them back?can we be contactable??we nvr know..but evry memories will always stay in my heart.ALWAYS..gonna miss my dearest frens frm NTUC..