*Stress..Fat??Chubby??*

Chubby, Round Face..dis words can described me. Im so stress up now.Gain some weight over the period of time. I knoe dat my frens and parents wont say dat Im fat. Big?? Maybe. To me its ok..but at times when I see myself in the mirror..I was like hmm..Im gaining wght!! Gonna start dieting..exercising.bla3x BUT in the end it nvr worked out. Used to feel dis way before that I actually diet and I eventually loose wght. My body.so fast to gain but so slow to loose!! I envy my frens who can used nice clothes and easy for them to actually fit in one. As for me..I had to go to several shops before I can find the suitable clothings. although I knoe my guy wont mind but certain times u need to do it for ur own gd. Used to be fat whereby walking a short distance made me breathless and leg pain. Its bad! Ate pills..drink some dieting formula too.it worked but only for a while. My bro had made a schedule which I need to follow..JOG rite after I came back frm work. 3 times a week..It sounds tiring but I need to be determined to loose wght so I can wear the clothes which are still kept in my cupboard (too fitting for me). Let the exercise begins..