*Down..Stress..Guilty*

I have been aiming to study as far as i can..University. First of all..now i am able to get in. I was quite happi. but in those happiness moments, there is still a part of me saying..can my parents really afford the payment? I feel bad..evry moment they will ask me about the fee and installments. keep counting the payment and evrything. I feel like I had become a burden to them as in had to use their money.

My parents dun mind..all thy wan me is to achieve wat i had been wantng all my life. They always say its ok..its eir responsibilities. but seeing them working hard day and night..thinking about the budgets..it make me think twice. am i suppose to work? life would be mush easier if i start working..BUT they motivate me to go further. Dun tink bout the payment..thy will try to solve it.

These things had really change my way of thinking. Now i will try my best to achieve wat i had always wanted. Study well..since its for my own good too. Thanks my parents for motivating me..and also my lovely brother. Wthout them..i wont have the dignity again to actually go on wth wat my dreams are. i will do my best..