*Too stress??...or its jus normal??*
Was i too stress up? was alright with all de work stuffs and all.. BUT..yesterday was de blank day for me. got up at 10am...started studying at 12pm. memorizing and stuffs,...but none goes to my brain. only a few things..and i have like 5 topics to study before the actual day on dis coming MOnday. it seems still far ahead bt looking at the pace that i was going thru...i dunno if i can ever finish it by then. n i have yet to start of de subject which will be on wed and fri. HAIZ! time seems so fast...or its jus me being SO slow. Was so stress up....till i actually cried. ya..its dat bad. maybe ppl might tink...how can it be dat bad...how is she goin to cope for de rest. actually...on evry exam occasion..i will have kinda breakdown. i dunno why!
Im so weak??...didnt noe how to control my feelings? but de thinking of not finishing de topics and thinking whether i can actually ans all de questions really give me a hard time. Ppl ard me have start studying way before de week dat i jus start.. DATS even DEPRESSING for me. i noe i shdnt think dat way..but its the fact. im so scared...alright..im jus praying dat i will do well for de exams and able to finish studying soon! i noe im not supposed to pressure myself..bt if i dun...i will be totally slack. im afraid....
Friday, November 25, 2005
Wednesday, November 09, 2005
*Im gone Wrong??*
I dunno whats wrong with me..i will get pissed off easily especially to my current classmate. Im not like dis..im not a bad tempered person. I dunno y...evrything changed and i hate myself for being dis way. I dunno how to be like last time...where i was jus as quiet...following ppl saying. Now..its different. I dun like ppl having bad tempered all de time..bt now its happening to me.
WHY?? Maybe i should jus keep quiet..like last time. Bt..ppl will always take advantage of dat. I burst out easily now....its like i will jus shoot out wats in my mind when i dun like wats goin on..of dat person provoke me evrytime. ITS IRRITATING...bt it seems like de rest wasnt like dat. Im scared...dat thy might tink..im like a bossy gerl.. :( likes to talk back. Now..i jus hope..i can cool down a bit..and jus be de OLD YATI... hopefully...
I dunno whats wrong with me..i will get pissed off easily especially to my current classmate. Im not like dis..im not a bad tempered person. I dunno y...evrything changed and i hate myself for being dis way. I dunno how to be like last time...where i was jus as quiet...following ppl saying. Now..its different. I dun like ppl having bad tempered all de time..bt now its happening to me.
WHY?? Maybe i should jus keep quiet..like last time. Bt..ppl will always take advantage of dat. I burst out easily now....its like i will jus shoot out wats in my mind when i dun like wats goin on..of dat person provoke me evrytime. ITS IRRITATING...bt it seems like de rest wasnt like dat. Im scared...dat thy might tink..im like a bossy gerl.. :( likes to talk back. Now..i jus hope..i can cool down a bit..and jus be de OLD YATI... hopefully...
Monday, November 07, 2005
*SORI FOR DE LATE UPDATES*
Sorry guys..been busy with my assignments and tests past few weeks. I have updated 4 Entries..so hope u guys enjoy reading it!..I try to update more often ya.. ThANK YOU for ur support!! hahah..YEAH RITE!
Sorry guys..been busy with my assignments and tests past few weeks. I have updated 4 Entries..so hope u guys enjoy reading it!..I try to update more often ya.. ThANK YOU for ur support!! hahah..YEAH RITE!
* Left her..jus like dat..ITS MEAN!*
How can he left her jus like dat..since he knows she's sick!! Ya..he cant be blamed totally since ya..hes de only child..and wat was he thinking..he cant live with her for dat long?? the life is too short??? He broke up with her and de reasons...??..he had found someone better...whom he had like long time ago and he had choose now to approach de new gerl..and leave her jus like dat. It was all her fault..he said. Thy had been together like for years...and jus becoz shes sick now..he dun intend to be with her. He told her..he cant live forever with her. Shes left with sadness...in her heart. Blank space in her...trying to be strong. Take advises from her frens..Shes trying to get healthier day by day..not for anyone But her own self. Maybe someone is there who can take good care of her..Someone who is loving..and dun keep criticising and want her to keep following his words..DATS BAD...Shes lonely...alone..
How can he left her jus like dat..since he knows she's sick!! Ya..he cant be blamed totally since ya..hes de only child..and wat was he thinking..he cant live with her for dat long?? the life is too short??? He broke up with her and de reasons...??..he had found someone better...whom he had like long time ago and he had choose now to approach de new gerl..and leave her jus like dat. It was all her fault..he said. Thy had been together like for years...and jus becoz shes sick now..he dun intend to be with her. He told her..he cant live forever with her. Shes left with sadness...in her heart. Blank space in her...trying to be strong. Take advises from her frens..Shes trying to get healthier day by day..not for anyone But her own self. Maybe someone is there who can take good care of her..Someone who is loving..and dun keep criticising and want her to keep following his words..DATS BAD...Shes lonely...alone..
* I dunno why...*
She was a fren...not a close one. Someone who will ask you to do dis and dat..bt u need to tell her back..if u dun like de idea. haiz..she dun talk much..shes clever...dat i wouldnt deny. Went to a new class today, it was located at C315..from wat Mash told me..de first number is the level. so..i wth my pals n her...went to find e new class. I said, "It should be at level 3...ya..shld be ah"...she was like..so kanchong. "ah..dun tell me if wrong ya. r u sure its level 3 and not otr level?.." "u dunno is it?"..thn..the class was like in front of us..n she was like.."WAT WAT...wat is our class number?..i keep repeatin de same thing till..i was like...THERE...its there...in front of u. Haiz..i feel bad bt...i dunno why..dis days..i have been like easily get pissed off. Its like..HELLO..we are goin to de same way alright..and it was not even 9am!..haiz..
She was a fren...not a close one. Someone who will ask you to do dis and dat..bt u need to tell her back..if u dun like de idea. haiz..she dun talk much..shes clever...dat i wouldnt deny. Went to a new class today, it was located at C315..from wat Mash told me..de first number is the level. so..i wth my pals n her...went to find e new class. I said, "It should be at level 3...ya..shld be ah"...she was like..so kanchong. "ah..dun tell me if wrong ya. r u sure its level 3 and not otr level?.." "u dunno is it?"..thn..the class was like in front of us..n she was like.."WAT WAT...wat is our class number?..i keep repeatin de same thing till..i was like...THERE...its there...in front of u. Haiz..i feel bad bt...i dunno why..dis days..i have been like easily get pissed off. Its like..HELLO..we are goin to de same way alright..and it was not even 9am!..haiz..
*Hari Raya*
On de first day of hari raya, as usual we went to my grandparents house, my aunts' house and guess wat time we went back??...haha..it was at 3AM..bt dun get it wrong, i usually go back late from one of my aunts house..freshen up ourselves and all. it was alright..enjoyable when i get to hang out wth my cousins..laughing...crapping. Lucky i had studied de days before since i was having a test on the day after raya.. Haiz...tiring..bt then its was alright though since i had finish study.
*Me and Some of My Cousins..More to come!!*
Went for house visiting past 2 days. Luckily, we did not have lontong and ketupat again..haha..was tired of eating dat. Basically jus enjoying goin to ppl house..ate their tarts...crackers...and haha..evrything. haha..edible ones ya. I tink i drank too much soft drinks that now im having a sore throat. hope it wont get worst. Will be goin for more house visiting on dis sat..wth my secondary sch frens..and sun..with my buddies. im really hoping for de day to come though since IM FREE NOW...i did all my assignments..hehehe..
On de first day of hari raya, as usual we went to my grandparents house, my aunts' house and guess wat time we went back??...haha..it was at 3AM..bt dun get it wrong, i usually go back late from one of my aunts house..freshen up ourselves and all. it was alright..enjoyable when i get to hang out wth my cousins..laughing...crapping. Lucky i had studied de days before since i was having a test on the day after raya.. Haiz...tiring..bt then its was alright though since i had finish study.
*Me and Some of My Cousins..More to come!!*
Went for house visiting past 2 days. Luckily, we did not have lontong and ketupat again..haha..was tired of eating dat. Basically jus enjoying goin to ppl house..ate their tarts...crackers...and haha..evrything. haha..edible ones ya. I tink i drank too much soft drinks that now im having a sore throat. hope it wont get worst. Will be goin for more house visiting on dis sat..wth my secondary sch frens..and sun..with my buddies. im really hoping for de day to come though since IM FREE NOW...i did all my assignments..hehehe..
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