Thursday, January 19, 2006

*Breakdown...blank!!*

Had a test last few days...n gues wat?!! i was totally blank..i had nvr encounter such problem..so ya. i studied like for 3 days..and all dat stuffs have jus go wasted down de drain. once i got my paper, i turn de page..and nothing was in my mind..NOTHING!! im like so drain up and realli dunno wat to do. wasting my 30mins time by jus starring at de paper and basically guessing de answers..10mcqs and 5 fill in de blanks (with some sub divisions)...i was like...ok..im realli goin to screw up..and dis paper take 15% of my overall..even make it worst!

once de 30mins ended, i was like...ok..i cried..ya..i did..in class..bt it wasnt dat obvious since we were sitting in front..onli my pals know bout it. i cant control myself..its like...i had study all my best...and nothing was in my head dat time. now i knoe wat thy mean whn u suddenly blank out in ur exams..its really scary..now im like..trying to do well for my otr assignments.. its like 15% jus being wasted like..dats bAD!!! :(

Suz..actually comfort me and all dat..and she wrote me a card and gave me a love candle jus to make me feel better..how sweet! thanks, suz...she helped me a lot...during those days...

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

*Happiness..or jus plain emotions??*

Alright, first of all..i am really grateful dat i managed to pass my exams...except one of it which i had not yet given. haiz..dat is like..happiness and curious. i dunno when im goin to get dat result. the good thing is dat..i managed to get all subjects above 70..which was not expected..i mean..for all sub. and de sub which i had some difficulty to handle at first, i managed to get dat as de highest..hehe..THanks guys for teaching me all this while..(u knoe who u r). so..now im jus waiting and waiting for de otr result to come..

im having test on nxt wed bt de problem is..i dun even noe wat to study?? de lecturer didnt even tell us de format..de topics..and its like..de difficult sub eva! hopefully tommorw we are able to knoe wats it like..since dat will be de only day when we can mit him..b4 de test. dis term is more difficult thn de last term..n i have yet to finish some assignmts..i hope..can make it!!

Sunday, January 01, 2006

*New year..New resolutions??*

Time DO travel fast...its like..hey, we are in de year 2006..not forgetting our own age..increasing day by day..hehe..hmmm...resolutions and aims..i have some bt this is for now..since it might be added whn de mths pass by...

1] Study hard to get good grades for my foundation cert in order to get in de Degree prog.
2] Be more patient and dun get pissed off easily
3] Saving up money for ownself n chalet on MARCH
4] Get a part time job during my deg programme
5] Dun pissed my guy too much..hehe
6] Loose weight..and try to eat less!!
7] Speak out whats in my mind and try not to make ppl "step" on me..

Alright, basically these are de major ones...which i knoe there are still some thing which i cant rmbr wat to put..haha..ya..HOpefully...it can be achieved
*End of de year....*

Eastpoint was our first destination..Izah accompanied me there to watch my FAVOURITE idol..SYed Azmir!!Was my second time dat i met him live..haha..first was at Geylang..n i did nt took his pic since he was jus behind me. HAiz!!Went to de 4th level, de stage can be seen BUT i can oni see their heads..so we went back to de 1st level..and squeeze thru our way till we were quite near to thm..NICE!!took a lot pictures of them..and ya..basically enjoying myself..since i get to see HIM!! haha...Thanks izah..for accompanying me!!


*SYED Azmir in ACTION!!*

*Izah and Me at Eastpoint*

My guy had to wait for me for an hour since he did not wan to go inside eastpoint..Had a great time although there were some stuffs happening earlier...that he actually bought me a rose..to lighten me up...Thanks a lot dear..hes like..so lovely to me..knows how to calm and basically know wat to do whn im feeling down..


*Rose given By My guy*




Went to watch Narnia too..been planning to watch since it looks very interesting and ya it did! haha..i cried on one of de scenes...its like..i cant bear to see animals die..its so disheartening..Overall it was a nice movie..since it has a bit plot which is like de LOTR..de figthing part and the pictures..Nice..And today is another yr to come......