Thursday, January 19, 2006

*Breakdown...blank!!*

Had a test last few days...n gues wat?!! i was totally blank..i had nvr encounter such problem..so ya. i studied like for 3 days..and all dat stuffs have jus go wasted down de drain. once i got my paper, i turn de page..and nothing was in my mind..NOTHING!! im like so drain up and realli dunno wat to do. wasting my 30mins time by jus starring at de paper and basically guessing de answers..10mcqs and 5 fill in de blanks (with some sub divisions)...i was like...ok..im realli goin to screw up..and dis paper take 15% of my overall..even make it worst!

once de 30mins ended, i was like...ok..i cried..ya..i did..in class..bt it wasnt dat obvious since we were sitting in front..onli my pals know bout it. i cant control myself..its like...i had study all my best...and nothing was in my head dat time. now i knoe wat thy mean whn u suddenly blank out in ur exams..its really scary..now im like..trying to do well for my otr assignments.. its like 15% jus being wasted like..dats bAD!!! :(

Suz..actually comfort me and all dat..and she wrote me a card and gave me a love candle jus to make me feel better..how sweet! thanks, suz...she helped me a lot...during those days...

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