*Thoughts*

It seems that one incident can change it all...
One time "they" will be talking..and anthr time it would be silent
I used to be patient..patient in all those actions..
BUT I was taken advantage...
I had to listen to "them"..follow "their" words
It continued for years till I realised...
I couldnt take it any longer...
Nway, without me wont make a difference..
Im jus like a passer-by...
Call when needed and left alone when in no use...
It seems that I had been far away...
Far away from "their" laughters , jokes...
Its jus not my behaviour to NOT make de first move..
BUT my heart is becoming hard to do anything..
Is it my ego?? But it had alwys been me...
I used to call, to ask..to know whats wrong..
BUT i couldnt now... Its hard..
Maybe due to the years of being TOO nice..

"They" are getting further apart...
I couldnt do anything...
It feels like..I didnt have a place in "them" anymore..
It seems that Im not in "their" existence...
Guess...it will be this way...
Its hard to have only one party to be blamed on..
and the otr thinks..its right...

It hard to leave it dat way...
BUT why does it alwys HAVE to be ME??
Do i alwys have to make the first move??
Im tired! Tired of all these!

*Results*

Gotten results for the 1st yr 3rd term..at last! Was happy wth my results...gotten 3B and 1C. hehe...glad dat i gotten Bs...though an A would be great. However, I thank GOD for helping me tru the hardness of the studies and all. Im glad dat i had passed all de subs. Now waitin for the Yr2 results...SCARY!!

Yesterday outing wth Ayang was great...minus the fact that my shoes were broken along de way. Ayang had to glue dem for me..heheh. Went to Bedok Movie theatre..coz its cheaper and we were in a budget..heheh.. $7 per tix...plus we actualli brought in..french fries and sushi in. heheh..Actually most ppl did dat...

*The Sushi*

*HIM mending my shoe*

Ayang was super sick when he send me back homey. Eyes were watery...pity him. heheh...Sorrie dear, for making you come wth me...and watch movie. Like wat we had planned..Im goin to tel the future US dat Daddy alwys get sick wen Mommy ask him to go for a movie. hehehe...Tink if mom n dad goin to go out later, i ask dem to drop me down ad his place a while and give him some food..since he is like SUPER sick and no ones at home since his family went to KL.

OKies...Off now....

*Brownie making*

Made brownie yesterday..using the box recipe. hehe...easy..and luckily it turns out well. hehe..though my mom was de one doing de mixing. Yesterday was jus a relaxing day, read up a storybook...and glad dat my condition was gettng better..though there maybe some pain goin on.
Yay! Watching Alvin n Chipmunks today! Ya..kinda late to watch it...bt i dun wan to miss the movie. So cute! Meeting Ayang after his wk..den headed off to nearby area.

Still have yet to confirm de dates of outing. For the MDIS classmates, need to confirm wth Suz first..since planning to have a picnic at sentosa bt de date is stil deciding. For u guys reading dis, I will inform asap once we had located the date k. Aliza have yet to confirm de date...and Yanling, i need to c when im free. heheh...

Okies...updates wen i get back...

*Holidayssss*

Just came back after a 5 day of wonderful Chalet memories wth my family, cuzzies, auntys and uncles...LOVE IT!!! First day...had a major bbq..with a BIG bday cake since there were 6 of us. Then had ikan bakar, sup tulang, bbq chicken, hotdog, salad, mee hoon grg and MANY more. As alwys, de december babies got sabo-ed..with whipped cream dis yer. heheh..Then play the outdoor game till abt 4am wth pressies and stuffs. Me won 3 games...hehe...Had lots of fun

Basicaly, we went swimming like..abt 3hrs! hahah..ya...evrytime wen my dad say "bila nak naik??"..each one of us..say 5mins til we didnt realise it was 3hrs we were in de sea. heheh...We played card games..and kena denda all...had to "ketok ketampi" and dance round the chair like little indians..heheh..I was in too. Also...we had lipsticks drawn to our faces when we loose any games. heheh..

Overall...IT WAS A FUN OCCASION!!! cant wait for the otr chalet thingy again!!! Yay!!!

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Went to GIANT wth mom to find dad's belated bday pressie...got him an MP3 player..since he wanted radio so much! Was very happy whn he saw de pressie. heheh..den went a lil shopping wth mom..

Not reali feeling well though...somthing happening in de body system which make me so weak. Nway....Hp it will cured soon...Haiz...Thanks AYang...for being so so concern wen im feeling so sick.

Few appointments in de next wk...meeting wth ALiza, Yanling and e MDIS classmates...need to confirm de date though....Okie..dats all for nw....

*One down*

Okies...Just had my first exam jus nw, It was a shockin mmt when i saw the essay question. I was like..Huh? which one shd i do? It was a hard decision..bt get to finish it up since i try to just put in wat i remember. Hopefully, its gona be ok..No otr comments...hehe

Oh, tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji..So to my MUSLIM blog readers...SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDIL ADHA. heheh..though i can confirm dat me and my otr classmates had NO mood to celebrate it. Nway, Be goin to my grdparents and my aunt's house as alwys. Be preparing the chalet pressies wth dem..for the nite of games for de cuzzies. Plus bringin my notes whereva i go.

Left wth de last topic to go..and i need to revise again. I reali hp i can pull this tru. Then be goin bowling wth de peeps after de last exam. Wheeeee~!!!

*The last wk*

Had a HPP test jus nw. Realise dat..de paper is exactly de same as the one we did in de lab. Haha..N of coz...managed to do it. hehe..Finished it like..just few minutes. Den...headed off wth Suz, TY and Fizah...with Midah driving. Send to QUeens...den saw Jezz at de station. End up went homey wth her. Oh, she bought me a card and a keychain. Thanks der, Jezz! it was nice...

Oh...in de morning..met up wth Ayang..had breakfast near my place. Reali love it..when he misses me lots..and would wan to mit me. Im just glad to have him...reali am. Though there may be ups and downs...bt i do feel..he is de ONE for me. The one who can tolerate me...can guide me...matured enough. heheh..Oh..and he was approached by a chinese family jus nw...tinking that he was a chinese. hehe..It wasnt de first time dat ppl tot he was a chinese. Ppl kept talking to him in chinese and assume he is one...

I dunno why..im feelin mushy2 today. Maybe too much listenin to love songs. Wan to let HIM know dat...I have NO regrets having him..Im lucky to have him...Im happy to be wth him...N cant wait to spend the rest of my life wth HIm...I LOVE YOU, AYANG!!

*B'day celebration wth Love*

*love*

Went out to celebrate my bday yestrday..early celebration. Ayang went to my place in de morning...Received my bday pressies! I like! Got a bag (i was reali in need of it), a pencil box, chocos and a soft toy..I like de soft toy. very cute..Thanks dear..for all de gifts.. Din expect him to buy dat many..

*The pressies!!*

Nways, we parked de bike near TM..and headed to de mrt. Headed to Hougang Mall...though i tot he wanted to go to Vivo..den..walked a bit..went to de pasar malam der..Ayang bought same hp as me. heheeh...My shoes were making me suffer! got several blisters dat we had to sit down and rest. Then headed to Orchard..went to Far east for the late lunch. walked ard...was super tired..super aching..super evrything. hahah...Legs were aching like crazy..due to de blisters. Pity ayang..had to entertain to my tiredness and pain. heheh..

*Alwys happy wth HIM*

Told him...dat nxt time..jus take de bike..and walked somewehre we usualy went. hahah..Orchard is so not de place for us...haha..coz i didnt even buy anything. We were jus basically window shopping. But it was fine..since its been a long time nway.

Had a great time...Thanks dear...I reali luve the outing minus de blisters. N to those who had wished me..THANKS a lot too!! Realli appreciate it!!

~Spirit of humanity~

(This post was forwarded from my friend..Nad..Though I myself dun have time to read it..hehe..just post it here..to let u guys have a look n read it k) *Sorrie eh Nad* hehe...

The questions i often receive is ' Why the interest in genocidal/mass attrocities crimes now?'. I admit that for a long time, the world to me is just Singapore and ASEAN. But like i mentioned in my previous post, movie Hotel Rwanda changed my life. And Rwanda's genocide happened in 1994.

This book highlights the existence of genocide even in this age and the question that i have for myself is ' Am i going to let this genocide in Darfur to be exactly like what happened in Rwanda?' Do we want to be remembered in the books of our children's history as 'People/Countries that just watch by as mass attrocities unfolds in front of their eyes?' We, the citizens of the world, made that mistake not once,but more than that. Are we going to let this be another huge mistake that will taunt us as we live our lifes? Not for me...and i'm starting small.

For those who are interested, below are the links for starters;

http://www.notonourwatchbook.com/index.html (Link to the book)

http://www.enoughproject.org/

http://www.eyesondarfur.org/

Brief Summary of what's happening

The crisis in Darfur, in western Sudan, has led to some of the worst human rights abuses imaginable, including systematic and widespread murder, rape, abduction and forced displacement. Hundreds of thousands of civilians have died as a result of both deliberate and indiscriminate attacks, and more than 2 million civilians have been forced to flee from their homes.

The situation on the ground has been plagued with renewed violence, Janjaweed attacks, and aerial bombing by the Government of Sudan's military. Currently, the Government of Sudan is resisting the UN Security Council-mandated peacekeeping operation that is desperately needed.

Amnesty representatives have met with UN, U.S. and European officials to call for their vigorous action and have pressed the governments of Chad and Sudan directly. Amnesty's global membership has also organized letter-writing campaigns and demonstrations to draw attention to the crisis.

The international community must, at long last, put a stop to these atrocities and bring relief to those who have survived but continue to suffer. Join the growing movement of citizens worldwide who are taking action for Darfur. ~ taken from http://www.eyesondarfur.org

*Time schduele*

Been a long time i last update my blog. Okies...jus to update some stuffs. Went to Expo last sat...Bro bought a lappie..heheh..and mom bought some otr stuffs. Tinking of goin der to John little sale..dis wk..one of de days. ALso...cant wait to go out wth Ayang on de 8dec...so called "a date"...been so long dat we eva go out taking the train..so decided to do dat dis sat. Miss him so much....

My revision is goin on ok...my aim to finish my PY yestrday..dint reali came tru..stil have abt 1 more topic to go. so...can stil be considered under de schduele...so okies! Be doin my HPP for abt 2 days n de rest for CB. reali hp i can do dis man...Im looking forward for de chalet...so must have determination to finish all dis...

Oh..to my fellow friends..who are de regular readers of my blog...jus wanna wish u guys " ALL DE BEST AND GOOD LUCK FOR DE EXAMS K!! We can DO it!!"..oh ya..and also to Mas.."Happy Birthday again..or i can say..BELATED BIRTHDAY since You have turn 21 yestrday!"! hahaha..

*Tiring days*

This week is a totally hectic week..been schoolin evry day! haiz... very tired...coz been sleeping at 4am..very blur...very sleepy. Jus cant wait for de exam period to end. The school is totaly crap. we dun even have a study break. Havin tests near our exams..mind you, its a module which its exam is to be taken nxt yr. We have abt 5 days between our last day of sch n our first exam. how crappy is dat. Im so scared nw....haiz...bt no no..cant be too kanchong...try to relax...

Off now...studying back again...

*Feeling which cant be forgotten*

Feelin down...feeling depressed
She feel so low...But yet..she try to be strong
She cant give up now
She wasnt feelin the best...
At times it happens when She jus feel like she was of no use
She cant give infos...she cant explain things
She dun mind...she knew she wasnt right
She couldnt say much..
Bt deep inside, she felt down
For there were times she was correct...bt yet..no one listen
Maybe its just her imagination
Maybe she is jus too sensitive
All she need is to have hope...
To be able to pull tru the difficulties
She is just stress...Though she alwys try to be strong
But there are things which she cant prevent...
Things which alwys kept appearing in her mind
Its jus low self confidence...
Although she alwys try to let it go...it stays in her...
Stays in her...for a very long time....
A time where she herself wont know...
She kept silent...a mmt where no one know how her heart reali feels.

*Study study*

Alrighty...i have no idea wats came over me today. hahah..cant seem to hear wat Suz n Mas were talking about most of de time. So blur today...Lecture was fine..broke a record that we go back abt 9.15pm. hahah...

Exam preparation is alright...started my PY. Its like a routine for me...like...at nite is the practical time...till 2am..den study til 4am. haiz...very tiring. Den morning study also. Bt i stil feel im movin so slow. Staying up late per normal today...guess wil be able to wake up my dad at 3.30am later..since hes goin to wk. Nothing much except dat im super busy wth school...assignmts...revisions! haiz...Oh! Be meeting wth Aliza tomorrow. Stil haven decide where to go...maybe jus hang out somewhere n talk talk as alwys.

Didnt realise that it was abt 2wks+ that i haven met up wth Ayang. heheh..actualli kinda great for me of NOT missing him ah..As wat MAS wd have known, exam period is a break time for us for awhile. heheh... Asked him to say he misses me...hahah..bt he dun wan. I knew he misses me...hahah..since its like..many times he asked me out bt i couldnt make it. Guess had to wait till either my bday...or after exams...dat is IF my missing mode is still off. hahah..Oh..and he bought a new phone..Xpress music thingy...gonna meddle2 wth it once i see him...

Alrightey...goin off nw..updates when there is thing to update. hehehhe..

*Exams coming*

ANNOUCEMENT:: Since exams are coming soon, I wont be updating my blog often...Sorri for any inconvinience. hahah I say it like as if I got so many readers ah. heheh..

Schdueles for DECEMBER
19 Dec: PY exam
20 Dec: Hari Raya Haji
21 Dec: CB exam (THE LAST PAPER!!)
22 - 26 Dec: Family Chalet!! (woohoo~~!!)

*Food Fiesta*

Went to Jezz house yestrday...so called the GERLZ party day-out with Jezz, Hani, TY, Fiza and Midah. First meal was chicken rice...hehe..love the chilli..Yummie! hahah..den also had the mango pudding wth diced fruit salad. Then got diced fruits..served on a tray..where, Hani, FIza and me were trying to pick up how much fruits we can. hahahah! Ty brought jelly while Hani n Fiza brought donuts. hahah..I was planning to grab de donuts u noe...bt was full so tak jadi. hahaha

*The Yummie FOODS!!!*

*Finally with de SPOONS..haha*

Then rest a while..den got choco cake where Jezz especially bake...hahah...supposed for Fizah oni la since her bday was on dec. hahah..and as for me...tak tau malu...tel dem dat..my bday also dec. (Ehem ehem...ONE day b4 TAUFIK's bday eh)..hehehe..so eventualli...thy sang bday songs for us. heheheh...THANKS GUYS!! Oh..de food duesnt stop der...We had chicken n potato cutlet..which was YUMMIE too!! but was super full ah..so cant take already. Eventualli jus poking and eating the Pormagenade on de tray..hahaha..

*Shots at Jezz room! Nice!*

Had fun time...wth dem..Taking pics...eating..chit chatting. Cool!! Then Hani n FIzah alwys trying to touch up evrytime want to take pics. hahah..Jess room was cool...since can sit near the window...wth a nice scenery. Best sey...N while meddling here n der...Fizah top was torn. hahaha.....I saw it when it got torn...hehehe..Wat la fizah. heheh..

*Busy touching up*

*Fiza with the torn top...heheh*

*The galzzzzz*

Finally, we went back abt 6++pm. Had tap my card den realised dat i could have jus taken 28 at kembangan area...and stop in frnt of my house.. haiz...wasted! Tamp int was so wet..and me using the wrong footwear...make me walk SO SO SUPER slow..one step at a time. was so slippery dat i had to walk n holding on to de railing. hahah..Lucky nvr fall down..

Basically, had fun time wth de gerls and Thanks Jezz for inviting us. Eh...guys...me n Suz may be planing to go out during our last paper...so make urself free k. hahaha...

*TAUFIK AUTOGRAPH SESSION!!*

Finally the day has come...Met up wth my cuzzie, Aishah at Tamp. Walked around..since there is NOTHING at eastpoint. Headed to Simei abt 5pm...reached there abt 515pm. Then gotten msg frm Fizah..dat she is unable to come. (Ape la Fizah..hahah..Hani....like wat we said eh...the 1st n 2nd wifey jugak yg setia pergi eh)..heheh. There werent a lot of ppl at first. Walked ard...den finally, headed to the middle area. Saw Hani n her fren too...So we basically stand together.

*Us at TM b4 heading to EP*

*The EP area*

*The Fanzzzz*

Taufik is SO SO handsome!! and funny and cute!! hahaha... He sang about 4 songs!! I LIKE!! Managed to record it...weeeeee~~~!!! Then whn it comes to de autograph session...we rushed and sort of cut queue a lil ah..heheh..Hani n fren was jus few away behind us. Wanted dem to join in..bt scared de ppl behind us get angry..hahah.since we ourselves had cut queue. hehehe..Was nearly nearing the stage wen thy say..we werent allow to take pics since there were a lot of ppl...so thy need to hurry. I was like..HUH?!...eventually, we were at the stage...

*Taufik shots*

Asked the guy there to take a pic of us..bt he refused. So, we talked to taufik... "TAUFIK, boleh eh ambik gambar...satu je..kita pose"..after signing the album, he says "Ok..boleh boleh..mana nak tgk?" Thn jus snap a pic ourselves...wth him. Lucky it was a clear image.heheh..Taufik was like "Ok tak gambar tu??"...I was like...Ok ok...THANK YOU!! hehehe...I knew he wont mind if i say oh..take again..bt ya la..need to fast fast. hehehe..bt lucky can take wth him...

*Us with TAUFIK BATISAH!!*

*With the Autographed Albums!*

Found out he nvr write my name on de album...nvm, if there is any autogrph session again..i want to go!! hahaha...dis time, ask him to write my name. hehehe....Hani, nxt time ade lagi...we go eh. hahahah..Yesh!! Had a fun time basically....Thanks to my cuzzie too for accompanying me...hehehe..

P.S: More pictures will be uploaded in my photo album...and for the videos taken can be seen in http://www.youtube.com/yatiyati83

*Sneezy*

Been sneezing from morning..haiz..hp i wont get sick! No no! Oh, gotten an email frm the school library finally! I email dem, refused to pay the fine since i do not hve the book. Although the book has yet to be found, the manager of the library email me saying, the case is closed for thy trust me in returning the book. LIKE DUH! i wonder where the book had gone tru. Nway, its settled.

Realised that i wil nt have time to write de left over notes...so gonna basically highlight and do de points inside de book itself. Still tinking where to go for the last day of exams...need to discuss wth Suz...Tot of goin bowling...Weeeee~~~!!!

OKei.....goin to go off now, need to do a lil revision and running!!!

*Smiles all over*

Gotten TAUFIK's cd from bro...heheh...since he met with KAK IMA. I reali cant stop wishing you "THANKS A LOT!!"...I know u would be reading dis. hehehe...Muaks!! This time...gt many Taufik faces...got 4 postcards and a poster!!! Wooohooo~~!! Jus found out that Fizah is also a fan of Taufik. ehhehe..Sorri dear...reali din no bt dat...coz Hani yg alwys talk abt Taufik. heheh.. Be goin wth my cousin...was searching for ppl to come along. If i knew Fizah nak come...tak ya susah payah cari org eh. heheh..Fizah, if u nak come...tel me k...den can mit u der too!!

*The collection of TAUFIK's new album!!!*
He looks SO handsome!!!!

The rest of de wk...schooling. Tired!! Haiz.... Ayang wanted to mit jus nw bt too bad..i was schooling. But i guess, he shd jus rest at home..since he is sick...though it is nice for him to be missing me. hehehe...guess....wont be meeting him for anther 2 wks...since im gona be busy. Nvm, let him rest sepuas puasnye...

Yeah! be goin to Jezz house on Sunday. Eating time!! Yay!! No briyani..hahaha....i tink im de oni one person who dun eat briyani..curry..and dalca... hahah. Okie..till den...need to write my notes down...Ooops...shd nt say I finish already...Mas, I HAVEN finished writing my notes...hehehe..reali...heheh

*TAUFIK is coming!!!*



Woohoo!! Taufik Batisah is coming to de EAST side!!!! Yay!! Having his autograph session!! So this will be my 2nd auto session with him. Now, need to find ppl to come along!! Hani, we must go ok!! Goin to let him sign de album "Teman Istimewa"!! Thanks to my bro's gf (KAK IMA)!!! hahah...she bought me the album!! Muaks!! Luve ya!! hahaha..sponsored by Her..heheh..THANK YOUuuuuu!!

So schduele for this saturday: 17 November 2007 (6.00pm) East point Mall...

P.s: SUPER CANT WAIT!!!

*Daily days*

School was alright...was laughing all de way..and it was the first time dat we actualli get to go home early...for a Pathology class. oh...plus...hope Suz is alright...It maybe a test for her to maintain it. Nway, i jus realise that there is abt a month left to de exams! Haiz....plannin to start revision by nxt wk. Guess, it wld be a happy mth for Ayang so dat i wont be seeing him often. heheh..since he reali is saving up money. BUT i reali hp we can at least go out on my bday. Wee~~~ and hp he will get well soon too.

Oh, yestrday had a call frm DUNNO WHO. she wanted to talk to my dad bt since he was sleeping so she wanted to talk to my mom but my mom was nt der. Asked me who i m...and told her im their daughter. Kept asking her...who is she..n she nver answer. Tink jus because my voice sounded like a small kid (dats de frequent comment i wld get)...she treat me like so rude. Told me to inform my parents and call her ad this number. I was like...ah ah..den she say.."YOU GO TAKE A PEN AH...TULIS TULIS...WRITE AT A PAPER THE NUMBER.." I was like...YA LA I KNOW LA. Bt of coz, i dun bother to take it dwn...since after i say...i know, she immediately put down de phone. Crap...and rude la. Nvr even tel her name and where she come frm. I wanted to jus say...HELLO, IM 24...so dun tink im a small kid la. But it was too late...since she hang up. Wateva........

*Saturday schooolz*

Went to school...for a wkshp. Haiz...lazy to go. Lucky finished at abt 3.40pm. den headed to canteen to settle our poster thingy. Its nearly done! good! jus need some editings. Finished abt 630pm. Was super hungry...lucky Mas's dad send us to de Mrt station.

*In Mas's Dad car with Spongebob*

Me n Suz den headed to Airport...to eat POPEYE!! yummie! hahah...jus lOVE de coleslaw. Was so tired and hungry...couldnt wait to eat. Lucky managed to get a table fast. Chit chat awhile...walked ard airport...den we headed homey. It was abt 9+pm. Was having a slide headache...My bus came first. hehehe....Mas, nxt time den can join us eat POPEYE's eh. hehe...

*The tired and hungry faces*

*Us with de YUMMIE food*

*The viewing bay*

*When is de time to restiesss??*

Finally, had done my part for de poster thingy. So be compiling wth de otrs and hopefully able to finalised and finished it at least by dis wk. Great... Life is busy as alwys, cant wait for de holidays! Wee~~~ Besties! Nothing great happenned in school...hahah...except de conversation I had wth Suz n Mas..regarding de kuali thingy. hhehehe..Funny...hope Suzzy is gonna be fine tomorrow. heheh..lets c how it goes...

Izah asked whether she could borrowed my dad's car wth me driving it...in order to transport Kelvin's pc to her house. Told her had to wait for de free day of my dad, me and Ayang. So Ayang can drive de car. IM SO NOT goin to drive all de way to Jurong and back to Tamp. hahah..So guess thy have to wait den. Couldnt wait for de family chalet!!! reali2x cant wait...with all my cousins and aunties already planning wat to do and play games for the wk...how fun can dat be???!! Yesh!!

Ayang decided not to meet up with me frequently...due to money saving and otr stuffs! haiz...guess have to sacrifice for dat...nway, its for our future also. BORING!! Guess have to keep myself busy...and not missing him GREATLY..which i tink it would oni last few days. hahah...Nvm den...

Okie...goin off nw...sleepy already....updates when i got anything to even talk abt...

*Anniversary Day*

*Love him Lots!!*

Yesh...we finally celebrated our belated anni. heheh..Met Ayang downstairs first. Gave him his pressie...which as alwys he torn it like no body business. hah! tink he had a whole time to read wat i wrote for him...and looking at our old pics. Den it was his turn, he gave me a surprise where he just got me our photo in a card holder. i was laughin like crazy...coz at de phone he make it sound dat he was doin a major proj..and to c dat...i was like...eh..cant possibly u jus cut de photo n put in de holder rite. heheh..Bt finally, he took a paper bag frm his bike and gave to me. OoOO..nice! Open it and it was a design plate where he pasted many stickers. hehehe..For him to do dat jus for me...it was SO sweeet!!...heheh...

*Him looking at our old pics*

*The thing he surprise me with*

*The colorful designs!! LOVE it!*

*Us with de pressies*

Went to Bedok...to eat...Had nasi ayam and chap chai..Him havin nasi grg kerang. Den walked ard....went to afghanistan. Tot of goin to de beach bt it was super hot dat we had to cancel it. heheh..Basically, had a nice time outing....went home quite early abt 6pm+. Jus as i step off frm de bike...saw my parents dwnstairs since thy goin out for dinner. So....I JOINED dem. heheh...Ayang went homey..me went to Afghanistan wth parents. Walked ard...ate dinner...get free clothes..as alwys. hehehe...bought some otr stuffs too. Nice!

*The Yummy foods*

OKie...basically dats abt it...gona sleep soon...tired! Oh! gonna start out my exercise back..tomorrw....aim to loose like 5kg again! Wee~~~ besties!!

*Class restless*

Class was super boring! was feelin restless like so badly. SUz wasnt ard...so me n mas were tryin to entertain ourselves. hahah! dat pathetic. hehehe..Was tired at de same time. Bought pineapples for cooking tomorrow. Tot of cooking kuah lemak nenas udang. But duno if my family wan to eat it or nt. Not cooking for AYang tomorrow, since he wanted to eat outside....so yup.

Our poster meeting chnged to saturday...which is good since i cant attend if its tomrw. Cant wait to celebrate our belated ANNI...haven even wrap de pressie. will take a pic of it again..b4 de wrappin. Planning to spend our time at de beach...jus memerizing our old times. hahah! bt den i bet he will be dozing off. Requested a pink flower...hahah! request some more ah...bt dunno if im goin to get it. doubt so. hahah..nvm...

Sms the RIA radio...wishing Ayang some stuffs since it was an hr of love msgs. hahah..FOr once, he managed to hear it. heheh.>WAS so happi bout it...Nice nice! Okie la...me goin off nw, im so sleepy....Glad dat i finish my CB and PY notes! phew! nw conc on de HPP den...haiz...very tired to do. Okie...updates soon....

*Our 8th Anniversary*

Firstly, wanna wish HAPPY ANNIVERSARY to ME AND AYANG!! hehehe..Time is so fast. I still remember the day when i first saw him, de day we talked on de phone with de help of our fren, de day he send me back fm school during the O's, de day we finally make it official and special. I stil rmbr the words....

It wasnt easy to maintain such relatnship...we were still teenagers..and we had encounter various challenges...goin to diff schools, him goin to NS and finally now working. But eventually, we managed to pull tru it all. Im jus glad to have someone who is REALLY understanding, trusting me and loyal to me. I was scared to enter bt im glad it happens wth HIM.

Too many things happen to us...de bad n good ones. But we alwys try to settle it..Remembered those times when he made me sad..VERY sad dat he asked me to wait some where so he could buy me flower. hehehe.. He jus know how to soften my heart and make me happy. i thanked GOD for meeting me wth Him. Now its jus a matter to maintain it..though there are tings for me to improve.

People alwys asked..how can I stay on in a relatnship dis long...Its jus a matter of 2 people who understds and respect each othr. Give and take.. Its more than jus LOVE. It depends on the lover to either make it strong or let it go. As for me, im happi to have someone who is trying to make out the best of the reltnship....I LOVE YOU, AYANG...I alwys Do!!

*Stressing out and away*

Been so long that I last update my blog. Was busy wth my school works, assignmts and basically evryting. Haiz...Today havin a test which i dun even no what wil come out..i dun even no if the practical ans are even correct. Having a crappy lecturer reali make u freaked out. I tink evryone can be like her...jus sit down and when ppl ask..she wil say "Jus do". wateva la...Im so blank n blur nw. Plus the library thingy reali irritates me! Thy kept tellin me to search de book ad my home whereby i have return it in de bookdrop. CRAP...I wonder wher de book had gone to...haiz..wat eva it is..I DUN WAN TO PAY FOR IT since its nt even my fault. double crapz...

Goin to Mas place tomorrw after sch...ya..im schoolin on Sat afternoon tomrw. Haiz...Plus suz and mas goin to make brownies..so YAY! Hope able to finish as much as we can for the LUPUS poster thingy. Oh! I had finished doin the thingy for the upcoming anniversary. nice! hahah.. jus need to wrap it up. Ayang told me he did something for me also since i am doin somthing for him. Wonder wat is it..Hmmm... Dun tink be celebrating it on de day itself. Haiz..BORING!!

Im so tired and stressed....Haven finished doin my notes!! Haiz..im so lacking behind. Okie..off i go nw....update whn im free...nxt time..

*Jln raya wth Classmates*

Was supposedly be goin out like..abt 12 of us..bt eventually, 3 couples had to cancel their plans..so end up wth 6 of us: Me, mas, hani, Ty, Suz n Bf. heheh..TY was late..woke her up at 11am..n she accidentally sleep back again..and was SUPER late. was supposed to take bus by since Suz got a car dat day..and since she sent her mom to airport....so managed to fetch me n TY frm Tamp. heheh..Free ride!

*Suz's YUMMI Steamboat!!*

Reached Suz place..first den Mas n Hani came. Was super hungry since waitin to eat at Suz's place. Menu: TOM YAM STEAMBOAT!! Yummie!! We basically had de dish to ourselves...eat and eat like dunno how many servings. hahaha..Til bloated. Den Suz, Hani n TY went to watch a SAD story (LOVE is CINTA)..i tink. hahah..was telling dem..when thy are goin to cry all dat. hahaha...me n mas...cont eating. OH! Suz made 'HAPPY SODA' which was actualli...milk mixed wth cheeryade. heeh..Thanks der!

*Thy watching De SAD story*

*Those who came*

*The "SISTERS"*

Den 2nd house..was Hani's. Lucky 4 of us managed to squeeze in de back car. hehehe..Hani's place was full of plants! N i reali mean it. heheh..Chit chat and took pics. 3rd house was Mas's. Was basically like in our own house...heating up de brownies...eatin de snacks all dat. hahah..Den got to hear Mas play her piano. Nice..heheh..Since it was 6+pm...we decided to go to Mas's grdma house which is jus one storey up. hahah..went der...got to eat the homemade cookies. Yummi! Then sent Mas to school.

*At Hani's Palace*

*At Mas's Palace*

Suz wanted to go to Whampoa to her fren's house...bt since it was far for Hani..We dropped Hani and TY at QUeens. Ty was tired..requested to go home. hehehe..So i followed Suz to her house. Thnks SUz..for makin me feel comfy...though she was wth her guy. hahha..headed to Whampoa..Her fren bought dis chicken wings..which taste SUPERB..and Canadian Pizza. Yummi!! heheeh...

Finally, SUz send me back home.....Thanks guys! realli appreciate it. AND also to those who make de day happening!! LOVE U GUYS!! hehehe..Happi..happi...had fun!!