*Out weekend*

Went out wth Ayang yesterday. Had to wait for him...to come back frm reservist...went out at 5pm. Headed to Changi Village...ate nasi ayam penyet. Thn jus walk ard...Headed to Simei since we were finding PSP games...Went to Afghanistan at nite...since i wanted to buy bubble tea for my bro. Since Ayang wanted to buy new specs...we went to my usual spectacle shop. He was trying out some specs...thn there is this specs which i tried...a white-half frame specs. and IT FITS PERFECTLY...for me. heheh..now im like so into dat specs. Ayang wanted to change specs wth me so we be having de same color specs. it costs abt 100+bucks...so im getting ready to save my money to buy dat specs!!! yay!!! hahaha....But have to make sure ayang buy de same color also since dats de main purpose. .

Ok...today jus sit ad home and try to finish up my assignmt. Tidied up my room...left my cupboard to be cleaned de nxt day. alrighty....so..off now...toodles~~

*Okie Dokie*

Okie...went to sch jus now...yay..weekend has arrived!! Nothing realli great actuali. My practical report..AT LAST..its movin. im so scared i cant finish it on time...bt now, its left wth conclusions and a table. My aim..finish it by Sunday. Been sleeping quite late dis few days...since doin my assignmt..hehe.

Oh!! i finally able to do my own themes to my phone. haha..gotten a webby which is able to do dat. n yay...did it. haiz...had to tidy up my room today.. (its 3.30am...so consider at Saturday now). had to do it in de morning..since im not too sure if Ayang wld get the soccer tix frm his fren. If yes...i may be going...if no, guess i jus sit ad hm.

Went hm per normal...in de train wth suz n saranya..N..Saranya did something to me AGAIN!! She push my tudung front upwards..and guess wat?! my tudung was totalli out of shape...i tink i realli make a pissed comment...that she msg me bk and ask abt my tudung. hehe..im ok with anything...bt not the tudung. Dun like de way...ppl messed it up and evryting is out of shape..and im in de train..with NO mirrors to adjust it. Lucky suz was there to look out for me...bt...at least it was a lil back to normal....with bit senget. haiz...

okie....off now...i cant sleep...im wide awake...maybe i cont wth my conclusions....till then....

*Thank YOU so so much!!*

Hehe...im kinda feelin better now...at least not in my depressed state. :) My school wk is getting ok...maybe i shdnt be too hard on myself...bt then at times, u got this season where u kinda feel useless in stuffs. I tink dat day was my season...

Thanks Ayang for being there whn i need the encouragement...not forgetting to those who had listen to my depressed story and advised me. Thanks guys!

Met Ayang up for dinner today. I realli wanted to mit him since im like too too stress up so...kinda relax myself up whn i get to c him...heheh. He had to listen to my complaints..and all dat..bt at times he dunno wat to say..so kinda make a joke here n there...which i know he did dat jus to make me feel calm and happi. So...it was great...Ate at Habibie..thn went ard at Afghanistan...before heading homey.

He wanted to bring me to a soccer match this saturday...i tink its Spore vs Msia match at National stadium. hmmm...guess have to do my chores and evrything first if the plan goes ok. I wonder....i tink i will jus go there and eat snacks rather than watching the whole soccer match...haha..nway wld be my first time, watching a soccer match LIVE. haha..though im not realli looking forward to de match...bt jus looking forward to spend time with Ayang. hehe...

Okie...off now..need to continue wth my assignment again..its NOT goin to end...NVR!! haiz....

*Streeeessss*

Im having a breakdown....
Maybe im being hard on myself...
I dunno....

At times, i just wonder am i able to hang on...If there's a will, there's a way...which is quite true though. I tink im jus tired...tired of?? i have no idea wat... Been trying to do my practical report...bt it was not goin on well...it seems like i have NO idea wat to write..TOTALLY NONE!! Blank....

It seems i have many things to settle....Notes to write, Stuffs i shd study for the upcoming test (though im not sure if it will be counted, but stil...i NEED to prepare)...and this practical report which im supposed to pass it up on nxt wed. TIME FLY FAST!!! Im scared....i cant cope. Its stressful...REALLI STRESSFUL...Only GOD knows how im feeling rite now....PLEASE HELP ME, ALLAH.....

Ok...maybe im jus being emotional...haiz...i shdnt stress myself...i shd relax...BUT i CANT relax...ppl alwys say to me to relax...keep cool...dun pressure urself...I am not...its jus dat at times, i jus feel like im way back..n i mean REALLI way back comparing to my frens. Ok..i shdnt compare...coz..it wld make me feel worst...BT at times...its impossible..seeing...ppl knowing every single detail..and me??? i ONLY know some...haiz...at times, im so blur! blank....

I shd rest......maybe its jus my sickness which make me feel so depressed.....IM SO SO SAD...nothing more to say. :(

*TGIF*

Okie...went sch as always...today's class was interesting since it was REPRODUCTIVE & EMBRYOLOGY..ahaha...n plus the lecturer was not boring...Jus dat we all had to be open minded since this involves...U KNOE WAT. haha...laughed abt some stuffs...overall...was a pretty good lecture. The bad thing is i need to draw...yes..draw...n i jus dun like drawing since im bad in it...guess have to practice drawing. hehe

On the way back, Saranya pull up my tudung (de front part)..and great, my scarf was senget and wasnt in its normal position...n i was in the train so had to jus pull here n there...though the scarf was not perfectly fine. Haiz...terrible. Saw Dupe at Tamp int since he took de same bus as me...first tot its jus an office guy rushing for the bus...took another look...oh..it was Dupe...acknowlegde him..thn up de bus i go.

Dad bought burgers for family. tot dun wan to eat bt cant resist at some pt. All becos i was thinking whether i shd buy McD burger meal...bt it was expensive (NOTE: Im not working)...hehe..blabber here n there...Thn Dad told me..since i wanted burger yesterday..he bought me one although its not frm McD...i like it..Fish burger!! Sooooo cwweeettt!! hehe...THANKS, ABAH!!!! Yummy!!...okie...better off now;...reports to be done...

*Marriage*

Whos getting married?? me?? hahah...i wish. Found out my cousin is getting married on june dis yr n she is de same age as me..and i tink another cousin of mine who is younger than me wil be married before me... and wat m i doin now?? Im like..stil studying and wil eventualli finish like 2 yrs time. hehe..nway, i tink i wldnt want to marry now too...since got lots of stuffs to achieve before marriage. N i cant believe dat im turning 24...YES 24!..dats old..haiz...though i wil turn to dat number in dec...bt still...whn ppl ask..i wld have to say its 24..since look to the yr part.

Whn walking wth my sec pals...it was like...we tink back...are we going to be like how we are now in de nxt few yrs? Even our juniors look older n mature than us. heheh...But i kept tinking..wil i be able to mit up wth my pals after marriage...wil i able to do dis n dat?? More work...more responsibility. Although my aim was to get married like 26-27 (dat was last time thoughts)...i guess i wont be doin dat. hehehe...stil have 2 yrs to study...few yrs to collect money and enjoy a lil bit...hahah..plus plus plus...it wont be 27...be much older than that. hahaha...bt..wat eva it is...i hope i can get married before 30. hehehe..I WISH.

OKie....y m i talking abt marriage hah? hhehe...jus thoughts...wonder how it is like..though i dun intend to do it NOW. alrightey...enough of talking here...better off now..hehe...

*Dental worksss*

Went over to Dentist jus now...had my teeth clean..YAY!! hahah..okie...had breakfast wth parents at Sarah Rose thn bought some stuff at Afghanistan. Headed homey...by 1pm..nothing much happening. Went to school per normal...it was the TIRED subject again. Was feeling very cold due to the rain plus the air con in the classroom was super cold.

In class...it was basically convo btw me n Suz..and my "fan"..hahaha..Who kept calling me personnally and by phone though she jus sat behind me. hahah..coz i was lazy to layan her. hehee...bt it had always been like dat. Nothing interesting happen...hmmm...Viknesh is still do his pick up line...Mas was not realli feeling well (Hope u get well soon, Mas)...Saranya..de same gila2 gerl. heheeee

Planing to go out on Tues wth them..goin to Suntec or Marina. NO VIVO for me...jus dat i dun tink that place is suitable for me. Nothing much to look ard also...to tell u de truth but diff ppl have diff opinion since some find it very interesting. Nway, dis time...hope evryone is able to make it...maybe go bowling or something.

Dis wkend...is a resting at home week...lazy to go out..and Ayang is goin out wth his frens since he is realli into buying PSP...haiz...So..no meeting up..guess its jus me n my mom at home..watching tv. hehehe...Okie...i wil update my blog whn i have free time.....

*Nice nice*

Yesterday met Ayang for dinner. Fetched me frm home abt 7pm...thn headed to Prime. Ate a bit of rojak mama. Nice! Ayang bought me a new PINK handphone case. Yay!! At least i need not show my old hp case which is like pasted wth lots of scotch tape. hehe..Nice...i like it. Thanks AYang! Jus wonder ard...til abt 9pm thn headed home..after did some grocery shopping.

Meeting Mash n Izah later at 2pm. Goin Orchard to find Mash cap...Cooked for my family first..Menu?? Fried Spagetthi (Suz style)..hehe...Thanks Suz for the recipe hah...at last i managed to do it...I looked tru the Genetics book which u wrote the recipe in. heheh..Substitute here n there...bt overal taste...nice! hahah...puji diri sendiri eh. heheh..so Ya...food ready for family before i headed off.

Tink im not eating later outside...controlling!! haiz...i realli M determine in loosing wgt....At some pt, i do wan to c myself NOT fat like now. hehehe...Okie..My notes had been done..luckily..so kinda relax now..ONLY a bit since schooling tomorrow. Okie ppl....update again soon...

*YESH!!!!!*

Haha...okie...Jus found out that my photo entry with my cousins was picked!!! Picked for wat?!..Picked for Taufik Photo contest where u have to be creative and post any pics of urself wth Taufik's album or poster in de pic! N ours was chosen to be in de TOP10 where Taufik will picked one of his fav frm the Top10 finalists!! The prize?? Taufik's own personal thing!! yay!! Haha.. ok... I realli hope we can win. Dat wld be good!! thn can mit Taufik in person AGAIN!! ok ok..cool down...im so high..whn talking abt Taufik. hehee...

*Tiring!!!*

3 days of Medical Physiology wth Dr Pallavi was realli a tiring one. We had to end our class like 10pm sharp or bit later...so evrytime had to catch e bus before it goes off. Actualli this will go on like anther how many wks...we got 20 lectures in total!!! Haiz.... tiring...VERY tiring.Besides that, nothing much, basically go sch n come back....Lots n lots of notes to do...Im pretty left behind though. haiz....goin to do it like later at nite...

Mom got a month MC due to her fractured toe...so ya...sitting ad homey..dis mth. Hmmm...hope she get well soon.

Plans coming up....before de sch wk is loading...My aim for loosing wgt is kinda working out good. Not been eating at nite...after sch...N i hp dis can last long..hehe. Haiz...too fat is SO NOT good! Okie..off now..nothing to talk also...c ya guys...

Upcoming events
7/1/07 --- Outing wth Mash n Izah to Orchard
9/1/07 --- Outing wth classmates to Vivo

*Words remain as words*

Some jus say words wthout thinking
Some jus say words which cld hurt othrs
Some jus say words bt mean otherwise
Some jus say words which not are supposed to be said

Nothing more nothing less..
Words do play a part on its own
Although to some it means nothing
BUT to othrs, it means SOMETHING

They can spurt out stuffs...
Without realising...its hurting...
Thy dun care, thy dun bother
For its jus WORDS....
Its up to you to determine which is which

Sensitivity is the factor...
Simple words can make one cry
Simple words can make one angry
But overall...no one cares what thy say...
if thy tink its rite...thy say it...
if not...thy will be quiet

Basically...u cant stop someone talking...
By closing their mouth
Its best u cover ur own ears........

*New Year Ahead*

Is it too late to wish a Happy New Year?? Nway, "HAPPY NEW YEAR" to all readers out there..haha..who else. Ok..been busy wth my sch work till i dun hv de time to update my blog. So..2007 has eventualli come..it seems so fast...ya..like wat ppl say...time is running fast nwdays.

Resolutions?? Hmm...ya..one main resolution is loosing weight. hahah..said that couple of times..bt ya..im determine to do dat. Since im like..gaining wght..over the mths..and my wght has reached **kg...haiz...very very fat. N its not good to have heavy body..since its not healthy and i cant walked much too..so...ya. heheh

Be meeting Ayang laters...tomorrow..will start sch again...haiz....Sch subjects are kinda heavy....so had to study here and there. prepare myself. heheh..I hope so. Meeting Mash n Izah over de wkends...

What is coming ahead dis yr??...if evrything goes smoothly, be going to Australia..yay!! thn...be making chalet again wth my cousins, aunts n uncles...like last yr!! yesh!! cant wait!! evryone was like...asking to make chalet again.yup....which is good la..since i miss that day...whre we were awake playing games like till...5am..hehe..

Okie...nothing much to say...be updating soon..later..anytime i feel like doin so...TOODLES...