*Streeeessss*

Im having a breakdown....
Maybe im being hard on myself...
I dunno....

At times, i just wonder am i able to hang on...If there's a will, there's a way...which is quite true though. I tink im jus tired...tired of?? i have no idea wat... Been trying to do my practical report...bt it was not goin on well...it seems like i have NO idea wat to write..TOTALLY NONE!! Blank....

It seems i have many things to settle....Notes to write, Stuffs i shd study for the upcoming test (though im not sure if it will be counted, but stil...i NEED to prepare)...and this practical report which im supposed to pass it up on nxt wed. TIME FLY FAST!!! Im scared....i cant cope. Its stressful...REALLI STRESSFUL...Only GOD knows how im feeling rite now....PLEASE HELP ME, ALLAH.....

Ok...maybe im jus being emotional...haiz...i shdnt stress myself...i shd relax...BUT i CANT relax...ppl alwys say to me to relax...keep cool...dun pressure urself...I am not...its jus dat at times, i jus feel like im way back..n i mean REALLI way back comparing to my frens. Ok..i shdnt compare...coz..it wld make me feel worst...BT at times...its impossible..seeing...ppl knowing every single detail..and me??? i ONLY know some...haiz...at times, im so blur! blank....

I shd rest......maybe its jus my sickness which make me feel so depressed.....IM SO SO SAD...nothing more to say. :(