Monday, February 26, 2007

*Sometimes......*

At times she feel like she is not good for him
At times she feel like she dun deserves him
At times she feel she is not the right one for him

She often make him sad...
She often make him angry...

She told him he deserves to be with otr gerls
She told him she is not good for him

BUT

She cant bear de thoughts of loosing him
She cant bear seeing him with another gerl
She cant bear de thoughts he is lovin someone else
She cant bear de thoughts of not calling and hearing his voice evry single day
She cant bear leaving him..and de memories behind

Wateva it is, she cant bear loosing him
She loves him from the 1st time she saw him in sch...
Till de day they exchanged their words...
The day where he ask her out...
The 1st time he asked to hold her hands...
The day they called each other "DEAR"
And the memories that was full of ups n downs
Up to dis moment, 7 yrs together...
From a stranger..to a fren..and to a LOVER

All these appear in her mind....
She waited for his call de whole day
Thinking whether he wld call or msg...
AND he did...
With 3 letter words saying..."I LOVE YOU!"

She smiled at de msg...
She was pleased...reali pleased
She knew she cant let him go and wil nvr will
She loves him too much to even leave him...

She is happi to have him.......

Sunday, February 25, 2007

*Siblings Rivalry*

Siblings..sometimes i wonder y do siblings dun get together. i mean..besides our parents, thy are the ones closest to us yet we are not even close to them. Some will fight almost evryday..will shout at each other and argue most of de time. It is due to parents love? Some parents can be a lil biase where thy tend to show more love to one child and left the other alone. Is this because of jealousy that siblings tend to fight with one another. Its hard to find siblings who can sit down, talked to each other and sharing secrets or watesoeva things. Its like..de time for siblings alone with no parents.

I wonder..wat if our parents are not here...who do we look upon to?...i guess it wld be our own bros n sisters to be with. So if there isnt any siblings love...will you be left alone..no one at all. Sometimes those with sibling prefer to be alone..maybe an only child..bt at times..thy themselves wld feel lonely. So, for those who had siblings ard them...shd appreciate the gifts. Yup, at some point, siblings can be irritating but dats de fact, whether you like it or not, u are still living wth them.

The young ones whd respect their older siblings...but i guess in de new generations, all these did not matter. Since to them..everyone is de same..old or young. Maybe parents do play a part in handling their children..as in communicate well and talk to their children abt siblings relationships. I guess by all these, siblings will not prone to fight wth ppl more often.

I agree...i DID have many arguments with my bro last time..when we were young...EVRYDAY. til there came to a point where my parents always told me dat..if thy are not ard, who are goin to look after one another? We are ony 2 siblings...yet we keep on fighting. If we are goin to fight evry now n then , how are we goin to live our lives..if our parents are not ard? Guess, that open my eyes..and my bro too. Nway, now my relationshp wth my bro is VERY close..shared evrything together and im happi to have such a bro. I guess...we need to appreciate them while thy are still here with us...........

Saturday, February 17, 2007

*Shopping spree???..Noo..its Shopping groceries*

Alright...it was supposed to be today dat i had to go Sheng Shiong wth my parents to buy stuffs for the spaghetti which im goin to cook tomorrow for the picnic wth Ayang BUT we realised dat today is CNY eve..so i tink the shops wld be closing at the noon. The thought of staying ad home...was not achieved. haiz..

Went to Courts first..mom bought pressure cooker and deep fryer (i requested for it..hehe). I tink the design in Courts is kinda bad since we had to go to the 3rd level...in order to get in the shops..its like..die die have to go to de top level since the shops at the 1st floor was jus being blocked by a customer service counter. haiz..i tink thy shd do something to it.

Nxt, went to Sheng Shiong..IT WAS SUPER PACK! squeeezzy...hehe..Bought lots of stuffs..since there are discounts and since my home no stock also. hehe..Then headed to NTUC near my area..it was also PACK! i tink...most did de last min shopping. I missed Spiderman2 in AXN!! haiz..guess have to wait for the repeat telecast one. Went home abt 10pm...thn helped my mom cook fried kuay teow. Was super tired..dat i did nt do my report. heheh...

Friday, February 16, 2007

*Yucky Experiment*

Alright, today's lab was about salivary glands secretion. We had to spit out the saliva into a beaker in various conditions. Luckily, Sathiya volunteer to do so. heheh...It was kinda EeeeWWWwww!!! hahaha..most of us practically try to avoid frm looking at the saliva. Some feel like puking..incl me actualli. hahah..So Sath had to measure his own saliva his own self. When all was done, it was a relief!

Then next was testing our tastebud..and i had a prob with that. since i will taste everyting the same. hahah..but luckily, i tasted a lemon juice so it was kinda straight forward. Basically, our lab was noisy as alwys...and i managed to take few pics showing our practical today..where Suz n Vick was like de bosses.. "Bullying" Sath..hahah...

*Suz n Vick.."bullying" Sath..*
*Actions in de lab..nothing better to do (wasnt supposed to snap here n there though..hehe*


*Me n de guys*


*Us..with Alvin at the background..hehe (my grp for dat day)*

Okie...my leg is a lil better...though my dad say it was swollen..so i guess i had to rest at hm...Sorrie, Za!! Promish we mit up soon k!!...heheh..Thank You!! Okie...im off now..

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

*Sprainny*

Okie, guess wat?! i sprained my ankle yesterday at home..yes..AT HOME! hahah...ppl tot i sprain it like..while im running for a bus or wat..and nope..it happen at home. Clumsy me. heheh..Bandaged it yesterday..and i still went out wth Ayang. He did nt wan me to go out..bt..since i wanted so so much..he agree to it. Told me im stubborn. hahah..so all de way, while walking had to cling on to him..and he had to take small steps..BECOZ of me. hehe..Sorie!! Walked ard TM thn went to Afghanistan...leg was aching by de time i went home. Ayang was like..."dats y la, leg pain also stil wan to go out"..hehe..

Today jus sit ad home...since no school. Ate Mee Udon which i cooked yesterday..Sori Ayang...nvr bring it for u. maybe later do my notes again. Im sleepy...dunno y..maybe TOO MUCH sleep..till body also too tired. Hope by tomorrow, my leg will be in less pain...since goin to school and Have to do practical lab! haiz...heheh..guess i have to sit down n write the results (actually dat has been my job in evry lab).Thn no school...all de way till nxt thurs!! yay!!! holidays!!! bt still no holidays for assignments.

Okie...jus wanna wish some of my frens "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY"..hahah...though i dun celebrate it...so no harm in wishing ppl rite. Still rmbr de day whn i wish this individual dat..thn de person say.."Oh, sori but i cant take ur wish..coz we dun celebrate it"...hahaha..Nway, dats history ah. Surely florists wil earn PROFITS! and ppl carrying flowers ard...lovey dovey couples all walking together...mushy here n there..hahah. But jus hope, ppl dun jus show their passion in Valentines day..jus becoz its a couples day. hahaha..nway, to be frank here...u dun need to buy flowers on Valentines day..and hahah...i tink guys will be broke..coz the price of flowers are super high on dis day. nway, like wat ppl wld say, if u love someone so much, u dun mind how much it cost. HAHAHAH!! IF the person got enough money la huh. nway, to those who are celebrating it...happy2 and enjoy ur day!

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

*Class went wrong*

Okie...yesterday had class. Actualli it was supposed to be on Wed and since many suggested that it was a Valentine's day..the lecturer make our class on Mon. heheh..nway, no difference for me..since not celebrating it either.

Class went perfectly fine...till break. hahah..Suz as alwys trying to take out my slippers and throw it anywhere in de class. hahah..Had a fight..Not a serious one..bt its more to grabbing of flip flops. hehe..We were practically pulling each othr's slippers. You can say we are crazy bt...dats wat we had been doin for de past weeks...maybe due to stress huh...need some enlightment. hahaha.. Suz managed to pull my slippers..like 3TIMES!!! haiz....next time i wear shoes. haha..

Nway, below are the clips Mas took during our fighting. hehehe...






Yay!! be meeting AYang later after his work. Maybe jus hang ard at TM or something. I need to buy a Belt nway and hoping he would lend me his PSP again! haha...Maybe goin to NTUC in de morning wth bro..hehe..coz i feel like cooking mee udon..like my uncle cooked dat day. heheh..YUMMY!! plus im not schoolin til thurs..so..free!!

Sunday, February 11, 2007

*We loose*

Alrightey..after so so long time of waiting, the result was finally released. We had lost...Lost in the Taufik Photo COntest. haiz...hehe..bt at least we had made it in Top10. You guys are able to c the Top10 in this link: http://www.taufik-batisah.net/photocontest.htm The winner is Photo Number 8. Haiz...if i knew we are able to edit the pics...i wld hve done it...Plus..she entered a lot of photos..and i mean A LOT! heheh...guess..its not my luck. Nway, if we were to win..i wonder how i was supposed to share Taufik's jacket wth my cousins.heheh...but overal..it was quite alright.

Dis week...yay! oni 2 days of school...i have like many more pages of notes to be done. Haiz...At some point, i seem to be doin ok..bt at some point, i feel im de poor one in de batch. WAteva it is...i mus have confidence in aiming high,hehe..i wish.

Saturday, February 10, 2007

*Crappy thing*

Alrite...been scanning tru the Bulletin board in Frenster..and this entry realli make me think dat dis person is like SO-anti Minah tudung.

Here is wat the person wrote:
what so great about MINAH TUDUNG?
Are they so religious????BULLSHIT....studies haf shown that most non-virgins are the minah tudung..haha trying to show off their angelic side of life..pretending that the tudung they wear act as HALO

Wat is with dat comment?? I wonder...i mean...ya...i agree that minah tudung also are not DAT decent nonsense but everyone is the same...tudung or no tudung. We cant jus aim on the minah tudung. and i wonder which research that he do...which shows that most non-virgins are minah tudung. hahah...do thy actualli ask ard the minah tudung if they are virgins or not. haha..kinda crappy actualli. The way the person wrote...realli is trying to hit on the minah tudung. Does he have a prob wth them??

I tink...evryone is de same...tudung is jus a "thingy" which ppl think dat those wearing one SHOULD be innocent and goody. Im wearing one too...but it doesnt state dat im perfect either. Ppl shd change their perceptions abt expecting a minah tudung to be a goody-too-shoes (dunno if this is de rite spelling..hehe). BAck then, it was...bt at de new generations..der are a few changes. I agree that even de non-wearer can be more goody than de ones with it. BUT we cant say those kind of words...i mean, we are not perfect either...so y bother? Let them be...virgins or non-virgins...hahah...none of ur business either. haha..tudung or no tudung...no difference. I wonder why many ppl are like ANTI-minah tudung...to be frank..dis is not the only individual....
*Congrats*

First of all, CONGRATULATIONS for Midah!!! hehe...for passing her O's...good for u..and had the same aggregate like Abg Noor (Long bean fren).

Was waiting for her to call me..in de end...it was abt 5+pm..she msg me..saying she failed. I was like..Hah?!! realli..how come??!! since she had been studying...called her up..and Aidah say de same thing too...eventualli, my aunt pick up de phone and say it was jus a joke. hehe..PHEW!! haha...for once, i had a shocking mmt. Now its picking of school...hope you can get in de Biomedical Science course ya...hehe..thn can same2 wth me. heheh...

Be going to their house later...hang out there wth my parents too. Meeting wth Ayang was cancelled since he got SOME other plans...haiz...as alwys...bt nvm...at least got some back up..rather thn jus sit ad hm...tot of meeting Aliza...bt she also got plans. heheh...Tink be bringing my notes there too...to complete some of it...been slacking dis wk..i tink.

Okie...cant wait for dis coming SUN!!..de chinese new year week...because!!!.....me n Ayang going picnic. hahah.....be cooking Suz's speciality again.

To Nad!!...eh..im stil waiting for ur results...msg me..k.

Friday, February 09, 2007

*Good Luck*

Okie...today is the day where the O'level students will be very very anxious in getting their results. hehe....it would be the scariest thingy...I remembered the time when i was sitting at the hall...hearing to the principal talking and teacher calling our name out. One by one...i was so so scared...because of my English. Since we all noe that if English fail...all fail. I was looking at the right side..to c Ayang since his class was at the end to c if he was alright. His name was not yet called...and so did mine.

Thn it was my call....looked at my teacher's face....she smiled and she say "congrats"...YAY!! i was like..relieved. looked at my results...my english was D7..although it was not dat good, bt i was glad that i can stil make it to Poly. My face cheered up...went ard to my frens who had gotten...most did quite well. Thn headed to Ayang's side...looking at his sad face, knew that his results was not good. his results were NOT dat bad..bt..not enough to head to Poly.

I knew he was so so sad abt dat. The rest of my frens went to celebrate...I did celebrate a lil...bt was comforting Ayang. Went ard TM awhile...thn sat under de blok to convince him dat it was alright...dun ever give up. What makes me sad was....up til now...when eva we passed by TP...he will surely say that he wld have gone to Poly...Maybe its a lil fault of mine also..i tink..since we got together in the beginning of the O's. ehehe...

Nway, he is doin fine now...Im doin fine too...had been encouraging me..all these yrs with my decisions...he is alwys there to support me whn im down. Thanks Ayang!!!

So to those taking their results today...ALL DE BEST!!! Pray HArD!!! & MAy u Succeed in the FUture in the schools you are goin to. THIS msg is ESPECIALLY for My cousin, MIDAH & My fren, NAD!!! GOOD LUCK, GUYS!!!

Tuesday, February 06, 2007

*WHY CANT YOU JUS LEAVE US ALONE??!!*

why cant YOU jus leave us?
why cant YOU jus live on your own world?
why cant YOU jus do ur own stuffs?
AND NOT disturb our lives???!!!!!!

I did NOTHING to YOU
and yet YOU will do ANYTHING
jus to make them hate us....
WHY IS DAT SO???

Coz...

U are jealous??
U tink YOU are so good??

I jus wish ** would tel de stuffs abt YOU to them
BUT NO~~~~~~
** did not.....
** dun wan to make de thing worst
BUT it is alwys been us...
WE are ad de wrong side...
YOU are not!!!

Evry deeds will go back to them...
Im being EVIL...
BUT sometimes I couldnt take it
YOU alwys did this to us
Now ** is angry with me....
BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!

JUS LEAVE US PLEASE!!!!!!!!

Thursday, February 01, 2007

*Busy days*

On Tuesday...after went out wth mom...whn we returned, mom had an asthma attack. Had to rush to clinic..but was thn asked to go to hospital. So...abt 9pm, we headed to Tan Tock Seng since mom had an appointment there de nxt day. Dad n mom went to A&E...while i waited outside since only 1 person is allowed to accompany in. Sat ard...thn bro came after wrk..so we waited since mom had to be put in oxygen..waited n waited till abt 4am..thn de doc say, mom health was bad and need to be warded. So...eventually, she had to be hospitalized. Went to c mom thn wish her nite...thn we headed home. I was kinda scared..since this is de 1st time, she was wheezing badly...

Went back...sleep..wake up at 11am...thn headed back to hospital de nxt day. mom was feeling a lil better but still quite weak. cant talk to her much since she is still in de breathless state. Sat ard...did my notes thre...abt 2+pm, we headed home and let mom rest. By the time, reach home..evryone slept. Tompang my bro to tamp int abt 5pm...since meeting Ayang to watch soccer match at stadium. Dad went to hospital to c mom.....Evrything was ok. was supposed to mit suz there bt since its like a lot of ppl...we evntualli didnt c each othr. Met Fizah there too. The jam was bad...Ayang had to squeeze here n there..lucky our bike manage to get thru de ppl (fyi, we park de bike..jus in front of de stadium main entrance area..). Saw a lot of ppl i know though.Went back abt 12am...thn sleep...

Mom is asked to stay at hospital longer...since her breathing is still not dat good. Be goin hospital later in evening after dad n bro finish work..and since im not schooling today. Ayang also be planing to visit her later...so tink miting him there straight. Great...i jus realised..i wil be ALONE at home tomorrow..ALONE!!! at night..sleep alone..since dad n bro are on night shift!!! haiz...go home like at 11pm..and no one at home...haiz..scary!!! bt cant expect my dad to take off..hehe..i wish! okie...updating soon...

HOPE MOM WILL GET BETTER....PRAYING FOR HER...