*Saturday class*

Alright, jus came back frm sch..yesh..Schooling on Saturday! haiz...ok was having a mock test jus now. It was alright...gotten 35/60. hmmm... some of them got higher..haha..dats for sure la ya. N those who did NOT study even get higher than me. haiz...sometimes i wonder..i mean, i study and reali put in lots of effort but my marks will stil not be high. im glad dat i pass...bt at times ppl ard u.. kept saying dat, thy did not study..and yet thy got higher..and thy can say the marks are bad. Hmm..if theirs are bad....mine is WORST?? kinda demoralised at times...i mean, ya i dun wan to tink of it...bt its like..u study...u did revisions...n yet u dun score high marks. haiz...i tink..i jus do de best i can...maybe my brain isnt DAT clever. haha..nvm...gues i have to study a lil bit more...dun wan to stress too much. wateva i can study...i study.

Ayang is extending his working time...even on sat...so he basically..come back like he is working full day. Haiz....guess have to get use to NOT meeting him much thn since he is working like evryday...in order to collect money for U-KNOE-WAT. so...had to sacrifice dat. so..no more shopping ard...walking ard ad far areas...and bla bla bla. guess have to jus c him under de blok.hahah

Okie...im off now...need to do my assignmts....BUBUI~~

*Late storiesss*

Alright, its been awhile i had wrote my blog. hehe.. Nway, its so called officially, im not goin to Australia dis yr. Boohoohoo... because its like way out of the family budget and also due to my sch fee which is abt $4000+ and need to pay like nxt mth..so guess, had to go some othr time thn. hehehe..guess dis holiday is jus chalet with my classmates.

Practical report is piling up!! Did some respiratory exp today..if i noe i had to run vigorously for 2 mins, i wld have not want to say yes...heheh..had to blow this thingy in order to c any obstructions in my breathing system...and yup, i did. It was a mild one..since i tink due to asthma. n i had to run like anthr 2 mins..bcoz de machine recorded wrongly! There goes my breath!...ahha..by the time its finished, i was out of breath! Alvin had to take my inhaler frm my bag...hehe..i mean, i can exercise n jog but not Vigorous routines! hehe..Nway, wat eva it is..de class ended at 10pm! Mas, told u..grp B alwys go home later! haiz

Studying revision..had started..all was quite ok for now. will be starting my Biochemistry tomorrow..n doin my reports at nite. Basically, im stil handling evrything ok for now. dun wan to stress too much. Nway, Suz gave me her top...Thanks SUz! thn..Saranya gave Suz her top also..but it was big (Its my size actuali). I wld have take it..IF it is not transparent! heheh..bt its nice ah..heheh...Saranya..die die want Suz to alter it..or give it to me. Told her to give my othr fren, but i dun tink she wan to give..so end up Suz kept it. heheh...

Okie...gtg...need to do my assignments back..haiz...

*Im confused*

I know i have been complaining bout my exams coming up..but i guess dis term is a totally hectic and de school is like killing all of us with the repeated changing of timetable n gues wat..thy chge it til we dun even have a study week. Crap! Grp A students had to do eir practical on Mon and having a practical test (30%) consisting of the pract we did earlier. n thy wld have like 1 day to do research n its so NOT goin to be ok. i dun tink de sch is handling dis matter seriously. N pract reports are piling up..n i have no time to study since been doin dis pract like..on n on. Its like...pract report was supposed to be done in 2wks..bt we had too many practs..that we only had like 1wk or less to finish thm up. I realli dunno wat the ppl had been doin ah..its like...are thy ruining our lives??!! Im stress up...its worst than eva!! i dunno wat to start..i dunno when to start..and im blank!

All are crap la...thy keep changing our schduele..and its like..HELLO!! during our exams, we stil need to pass up or reports due. i jus had my lab like last wed..and im having it again nxt wk..n de wk after..and reports are pilling up! haiz.....i realli praying to GOD!...realli reali reali...dis is de worst term, man..evrything is so corked up. im scared.........................................VERY scared..................

*Practical day..very busy*

Alright, yesterday prac was kinda fun. haha..at least its better thn jus watching video. ok..we had to use the stetshscope, the ECG, the blood pressure thingy and some othrs. Evryone had a part to be de subject, the doctor and de nurse. haha..i became the "doctor" for the ECG thingy. actualli jus need to paste this stuff on my frens hands n ankles. evrything was fun. had laughters and all dat. I became the patient for the checking of blood pressure. haha..it was like..many trials until my otr frens told me to chge person. haha..ya la..since my arm kept being squeezed n unsqueezed. and at one time, thy forgot to release the air out and left my arm squeezed thruout. hahah..got to take some pics though...only 2 pics..haha. Pract finished by 10pm...n luckily the bus was stil ard...




*What we did in de pract*

*Stress again*

When exams are coming...im like super stress. Haiz..relli hpe i am able to finish studying. This is super tiring. Aim is to finish my report by tomorrow since im doin on the conclusions...and tomorrow i will be doing another practical report AGAIn! haiz...At times, i just wish sch wld close fast so i can conc more on my revisions. Praying to GOD...as to help me with all my worries.

Mom surveyed on the Aust hotels n stuffs..CANT WAIT! but thn...the amt of money needed was kinda A LOT! so...im not too sure if we are reali goin Aust or not...coz my sch fees are supposed to be paid nxt mth..n its like $4000+. Where can my parents get all dat money..sometimes feel guilty as to make thm wk so hard to pay my sch fees..Wateva it is...i will do my best to achieve wat i have been wanting so i can repay them back.

Schooling nxt 3 days...tired!! but looking forward to the SUnday since picnic!! with ayang n Izah..haha..and also got to drive my dad's car. Hmmm....nothing much...its jus work work n work. kinda boring ya..hehe..nway..it would be abt a mth and all this stress wld be gone. n thn im goin to the 2nd yr! dats fast man....wish me luck, Guys!!

*Plans and More Plans*

Haiz...exams is ard the corner..is one mth consider a corner? heheh..have start studying..have to! tiring....One of my frens.. said..even ppl study so hard yet their marks also de same like those nvr reali study. hahah..I dun tink it dat way. If i nvr study...i wil be SO SO down to de bottom, man. hahaha. nway, let ppl say im "Kiasu"...hehe..but i guess..i need to...if i wan to aim high.

Met Ayang awhile jus now...Cooked mee hoon grg...bt it was little so whn de time my parents reached home, the food was left a bit. SORI!! heheh..shd have cook more jus now.

Plans and more plans...coming up. Kinda busy though...but at the same time, cant wait for the occasions!

25March: Picnic wth Ayang, Izah and maybe Mash
1 April: Aliza's Bday & Wedding invitation (by Ayang's fren)
13 & 14 April: Izah's family chalet
15 April: Family day with Ayang at Jurong Bird Park
19 & 26 & 30 April: EXAMS!!
1-3 May: Class Chalet
4-11May (Maybe) : Go Australia!! hopefully......

yesh!! dats abt it..many stuffs happening..and i cant wait. evry time de same thing...I CAN wait for my exams..BUT i CANT wait for the occasions. This is goin to be my last term of 1st yr...time do fly so fast..I reli hope i can make it thru another 2 more yrs..Pray for me, guys! heheheh

*Hectic Weekends*

Sat (10/3/07)

Early morning headed to Mash's grandmthr's house. Her grandmtr had passed awy the early morning and since we were cousins (both of our grandmthrs are sisters)...i went over wth my parents. Went to de cemetery...and also tgk my moyang, datuk and nenek burial grds too. Was kinda sad...wheneva i went there. Its like...life can be over in a short time w/o u realising it. It had been few years back since my moyang and grandma had pass away. Rmbring the hectic times, the sad atmosphere...and i miss the times whn thy were still alive...taking care of us. Semoga Allah mencucuri roh mereka...Amin...

Sent my aunts and uncle homey before heading to Pasir ris chalet for booking. It was abt 3pm whn we reached home. Once reached home, wash up and get ready to go out wth Ayang awhile. Jus wonder ard at Prime and Tamp int b4 headed under my blok. Bought myself a earring...which my bro tink i look like a minah. hahaha..i cant be one la..I DUN look like one either. hehehe. Nway, its simple and cheap.

*Posing with the new earring..(actually jus wear oni one side)..since jus wan to c how i look. haha*

Sun (11/3/07)

Helped mom cooked Nasi Rawan today...was kinda tired actualli...dunno why. Was planning to study but was too busy wth de cooking and stuffs. My "WAK" came over about my cousin's wedding (personal invitation) on June. Thn, Kak Ima also came over since had to help bro clean his bike. heheh..He wanted me to clean also..but TOO lazy to do dat. Lastly, Izah came over too in order to borrow my calculator for her exam dis coming Tues. hehe...all came over jus in time where my mom is cooking in a large portion. So, evryone had a taste of my moms cooking although izah jus ate begedil and paru.

Was super2 tired now, but i guess i had to finish my assignmt by today since tomorrow wil surely have a new practical report to be done. Im super stress though my exam is like nxt mth..bt im scared i cant finish studying..I HOPE I CAN.

*Wateva is the word*

Alright, finally i had overcome the thoughts in my mind About yesterday... Wateva, let ppl say wat thy want .Let thm hate u and curse u .I dun bother about that already. Just hope GOD wld open up their mind.I know its like dugaan for me... N i had to go it tru even if i try to prevent it
N since it would make my life miserable .Thinking of it...might else well i dun be bothered

Enough of that......okie..yesterday class was de same .Tiring and Bored...hehe..Only Mas notice my so called "NOT OK" look .hahaha....Thanks Mas! .Ppl forgotten to bring money for de chalet...lucky today mitting thm again .hehe...and oh ya! .Yesterday the bus (feeder bus) broke down before my bus stop .hehehe..jus across de traffic light... .The driver was talking in chinese and i can only understd he saying sorri .nway, since it was my bus stop anyway...
I was lucky! .jus crossed the road and went homey....

My loosing wgt program is doin quite ok... haha..wld exercise evry day whn im not schooling
loose nearly abt 4kg already... I realli need to loose more THN can c de difference
heheh...YATI! u can do it!!

Okla...dats all for today....be goin sch later
Toodles....

*Why did S hate me so much?

I wonder......
I didnt do anything......
It was S who started the whole conflict thing
Is it wrong to tell him abt wat S ask?
Is it wrong to inform?
Its not complaint...
Its jus a notice....

S hated me so much....
That she even put in the frenster profile...
About me......
About wat i did to de family
Although was told to ignore it.....
But at some pt, U tend to feel the pain
S wont accept me at all...
Wanting me to ask for forgiveness....
BUT
Wat did i do???
Im confused.......

Its hard....to be feeling dis way
I try to be strong
But this hurts me...The words
The angerness...evrything
Im so lost............

*Outing to Orchard*


Met Aliza abt 230pm at tamp control
Was supposed to mit at 2pm
But SOMEONE was even later than me
Heheh..
Headed to Far East Plaza for lunch
Ate my Jimba mee...Aliza had hotplate noodle
And we order wantan too
Headed to buy fruits after that



*Jimba Mee i had*



*Hotplate noodle*

Went around jus window shop
Wanted to buy a belt but wasnt reali sure of which belt
Didnt buy anything after dat
Next, we went to Takashimaya
Walked around again
But we were tired so headed to McDonalds
Ate Wedges and had a large Ice Lemon tea
I was finding some sugarcane stall
and like duh! there is no where to be found
Haiz......






*Some Pics that we took*

Went back by bus since lazy to take train
And since surely no seats if take de train
So we take pics as alwys..
Laugh here and there..
Thn suddenly, my tummy aches like crazy
hahah...lucky have reached Tamp by then
Couldnt take it...so headed to CS
The rest of the part..u guys shd noe wat i did
I dunno whether its becoz of so many food i ate
Or the a particular food dat i had eaten
Nway, headed home by then

Had a fun time walking ard wth Aliza
Hahah..laughing here n there
Talking crap as always
So...i see u whn i see u ok, za
Toodles~~~hehe

*Lifesss now*

School was hectic in de last week
Alright, now its like another one more mth before the final exams
Im stress now since im not sure
If i am able to finish studying
I reali hope im able to push it thru
Since my so called "tests"
Kinda flunk on it
Maybe i didnt study at all
Haiz..i wish i had those brains
Where u know most of de stuffs
EVEN by not studying
Guess have to work harder
YATI!! You can do it!!
HEhehe....

Organise a chalet for some classmates
Response was pretty good
Abt 17 ppl are coming
And 10 overniting
Cant wait for dat day
BUT had to go tru exams first
Be collecting money frm them nxt wk
B4 i booked the chalet
SInce no money to book it first
Nway, hahah...get money thn do de work
Hope evrything wld go well

Be meeting Aliza later
Since was supposed to mit her last wk
But she was sick...so today is de day
Going Orchard..EAT JIMBA MEE!!!
love it..sounds weird bt u shd try it
at Far East Plaza
YUM YUM!!!

Had lost 3kg but still i look de same
Haiz...have to loose even more
But im kinda happy that i dun look bloated
And my tummy is not so boncit like b4

Okie...was jus trying out a new way of typing my blog
Hahah..though i noe most of my frens are doin it
Nway, peace out....
Miss you guys whom i nvr c for a long time
De Ntuc peeps!! and Nad!!!!