*Why did S hate me so much?

I wonder......
I didnt do anything......
It was S who started the whole conflict thing
Is it wrong to tell him abt wat S ask?
Is it wrong to inform?
Its not complaint...
Its jus a notice....

S hated me so much....
That she even put in the frenster profile...
About me......
About wat i did to de family
Although was told to ignore it.....
But at some pt, U tend to feel the pain
S wont accept me at all...
Wanting me to ask for forgiveness....
BUT
Wat did i do???
Im confused.......

Its hard....to be feeling dis way
I try to be strong
But this hurts me...The words
The angerness...evrything
Im so lost............