*So it was released*

Goin to school today was firstly alright b4 everyone told us that we had gotten our results for our Yr2 term 2 results. I was pretty much shaken by it...used Mas Hp to check de results. I was like..so scared. When i saw de results...i was glad i passed the modules...bt was pretty much upset with my grades coz i nearly failed one of de module. Din expect it to be THAT low.

Haiz..wasnt feeling anything in de first place..bt it shook me later. I was like...i studied like...most of time..and did my notes and yet i get DAT marks! Bt as i had said..im glad..i passed it. I was just dissapointed abt myself. Wasnt looking at otr results..jus mine..thinking why..i had dat. I knew ppl wont understd...coz de main pt..i DID pass..which is true.

I am glad dat my parents undrstd me..bt i knew thy want me to do my best. Thy saw me studying in e middle of the nite and all. Im happi to have them, my bro, AYang and my frens esp SUz n Mas. Thy have been with me all these years...encouraging me. It may be too exaggerating bt...im happi to have dem. Rmbred how Suz used to gave me a card in de FOUNDATION yrs jus to make me feel better..and not think low of myself. Basically, Thy knew me well.

Knew me as to undrstd how i feel. Alwys give me support as to ensure i am not feeling low. I knew im not dat strong enough...i dunno why i break down so easily when it come to dis. Its so depressing when u knew u had done ur very best bt u din managed to achieve wat u want. And hearing ppl NOT having enough time to study and yet do de best, its more depressing for me. Not dat i wasnt happi for dem..jus dat.. How can i nt do well too..even though i was doin my best.

But i GUess...GOD had its own will. HE knows whats best for me. I thanked GOD for letting me pass those modules. Im Glad HE helped me tru. For nw, i have to do my best AGAIN. Its not de end for me. I have to keep on trying. Make sure that i did nt dissapointed my parents...

Thanks again to those who have encouraged me with all ur msgs...sms...and words...jus to make me feel better. I reali appreciate it..and you guys know who u are...Also to u, Suz, being in msn..talking to me...making me feel better even though i knew u were kinda sleepy. heheh..Therefore, As for nw...hope i wont tink much abt it...in days to come.......