* Loose *

Guess wat? HAHAH...i lost 1kg in 5 days!!! hahah...maybe its not a BIG deal to u guys..haha..but it is for me!! Aim to loose 10kg!!! wonder2x. haha..Guess de next few posts...will be about me exercising and trying to loose as much wgt as i can. My daily routine now is to eat my supplement...wait for 1 hr....den go jogging on de running machine for abt 10-15mins! Den...my breakfast will alwys be MILK...and having my late lunch usuali abt 3pm...and Maybe have 1-2 slice of bread for dinner. heheh.. yap! dats my routine now..and at night, apply de HALIA & Limau nipis cream on tummy followed by wrapping my tummy with Bengkong (Tummy binder). hehe.. Oh, Suzzie!! de cream and bengkong works!! my parents say my tummy NOT dat boncit already! hahaha....So cant wait to loose MORE MORE weights!!!!

haiz...ystrday was a MISERABLE day. Was missing Ayang soooo bad But den realised dat...its no Point missing someone..crying de whole night..and yet u knw u cant mit him at dis short period of time. Coz no matter how much u cried...its of NO use since u cant mit de person and it wld end up being even WORST den eva. Guess....gerls need MORE attention from their bfs. But den...haiz....i have no rights to force him, rite? So......to reduce my MISSING misery...guess I shd be thinking about otr stuffs like my STUDIES rather den thinking on HOW MUCH I MISS HIM. And im glad dat de MISSING mode is reducing...though there is a few percentage of missing but...guess...its NOT as much as Yestrday. So....diverting my attention to somthing else now...

" Year 2009...is de starting of HER being more understanding den eva,
Not much meet ups...Not much callings...
Meeting once in 2 weeks...is de routine now
Its VERY miserable but SHE had to get used to it
At times SHE lost control for she needs HIS attention
BUT soon realised SHE needs to be Understanding of HIS situation
Its HARD...VERY HARD...
SHE cried so much for she WANTS him by HER side
BUT it couldnt Happen...
Guess each day Gives her More strength in overcoming Her feelings..
She LOVES him so much
Therefore, SHE wld try to be STRONG though there are times SHE cant hold on..."