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Jalan raya continuation

Okies...ystrday, went to de woodlands area...visit my uncles there. Bro drove de car since ABAH had to work. WAited for him to come back frm wk...and OFF we go. wheee~!! Fetch my aunts too.....den headed der. Enjoyable yet...there is something missing..coz i was wishing my ABAH to be der. Guess......dats hw i wld feel when ABAH is not ard...when we attend any family thingy. hu hu~

de anak-anak sedaras are way taller den de makcik (wearing red). hahahahah

But tday! Both my parents will be coming~! yay~! N im pestering Cik Aya to join us too. hahaha...leh gitu eh. Dunno what baju gonna wear tday...Nwys, be heading off...maybe at 3 or something...let ABAH sleep first since he jus back frm wk.

Im missing Ayang so bad now~~!! heehh....din even realise dat we hadnt met up for abt 2wks. heheh.. since bth are busy with de jaln raya outings and him tired frm wk. This wk...his MORNING shift...so hopefully able to go out...if not...guess i have to wait for 3rd October during de jalan raya with de TPSS. hehee......Oh...talking abt jalan raya with de secondary sch peeps...i found out dis pic taken in dunno which year la hah...bt dats de year where evryone were so called still in ctc with most of de TPSS pals. n i Look SOOOOOO crappy lah~! cam makcik sey~! TOTALLY~ hahahahah....

Okiez......off now...wanna play SORORITY LIFE....ok..im stuck with dat already. heheh.. :P

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Hari Raya Weekends

Raya was enjoyable....plus de fact dat Dad managed to take off on de 1st day. Went to my granny's place and aunt's place where evryone gather der....and de last house is my aunt beside my mom's family. HAd a great time...hanging out with de cussinz...and eventually, we headed home at 4am on 1st raya~! heheh..after i did Henna on my cuzzin. 2nd trial. hehehe...i wanted to draw henna on my ankle though. hahaha....maybe doin it..dunno when lah...

love dis one. hehehe

Abg trying to jump..frm de back. hehe

the pattern...drawn by me. (de red red thingy on her hand...is my so called guidance b4 putting de henna...hahah...kata first timer kan. hehehe)

De 2nd day raya...headed to my otr aunt's place at bedok. Din go to lots of places though...ended up slacking at Cik eton's house after dat...till 1am.

De weekends are like...SOOOO tiring. phew~!....therefore, im jus resting at home..de past few days. tired lah. Dis saturday, will be heading to de North area...Wdlands n Yishun...and since Dad is wking, bro will be driving us der. Boring la...ABAH takde. Den on sunday, heading to Ayg's place and Kak ima's place with mom n dad...and maybe go to dad's frens house too.Basically, im FULLY packed on de weekends~! bt cant wait for all to happen...best best best~!!

Upcoming plans:
1. 26/09 - Heading to Wdlands, Marsiling, Yishun....
2. 27/09 - Goin to Ayg's place, Kak ima's place and maybe dad's frens place
3. 03/10 - Jln raya with Ayg's frens aka my secondary sch seniors
4. 10/10 - My family gathering openhouse
5. 11/10 - Jln Raya with de MDIS clanz
6. 17-18/10 - Cousin's wedding

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Tmrw...heading to town with Suzzie...since she need to buy something there. Okies...besides dat, I will jus continue " selling grapes online"....heheh....

Oh~! Talking abt dat, yestrday I had a SHOCK of my life. Haiz....it was abt 2am...and one of my frens tag me in de FB..and thinking it was jus a NORMAL tag, i open it up...and GUESS WAT??? it was a pic of (P - hop hop). i shall nt say dat word....tink u wld knw wat i mean rite?....scary. and YAR....it was big la....terpampang der! like..staring at me...and when i wanted to close de window..GUESS WAT happen next??!!! My comp HANG~!!! and i cant even close it...and it eventually "stares" at me in awhile...and dat while seems FOREVA to me. haiz....i didnt look at de monitor...and i quickly...close de windows..FINALLY~!....off de comp. N due to dat, i COULDNT sleep...yes...i was scared lah! n my mind kept tinking of de pic! haiz...... MENYESAL SUNGGUH go n see de tag lah. it took me like an hour...where i began to be very sleepy dat i went to sleep. Untag de pic..de next day. *faints*

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Henna Myself

Tried doing henna by myself with de help of my mom....heheh...was surveying designs...heheh..simple ones...and eventually we managed to do it. hahaha...result: Ok ok...looks nice to me lah. hahahaha..... nvm....practise2 makes perfect....

de outcome...

Nwys, now im like alone...while my parents headed off to geylang. me skip de geylang outing...very tired lah. hehehe...okies....off now..wanna watch tv...

Btw, to all my MUSLIM frens....i wanna wish SELAMAT HARI RAYA~!!!! Maaf zahir dan batin~!!! Maafkan kan saya yer....kalau ade terkasar bahasa or eva hurt any of ur feelings...Enjoy peepz~!!! :)

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1 more day to raya~!!

1 more day...of fasting and we will all celebrate HARI RAYA~! hehehe..best best~!

Last Wednesday...was also my last day iftar outside with my frens...and to end up it with de MDIS CLANZ. Headed down to Warung lele restaurant...for a $10 buffet...No extra charges. Best~!! 7 of us...actually had a BIG feast lah....hahaha....table full of FOODS~!!! N we kept adding and adding more foods. hahaha...bt we managed to finish it all~!! except for 2 smal ayams...and ikan bilis~!! hahahaha.... But most enjoyable was to be able to spend time with my lovely gerls. Crappiness and nonsense as alwys. hehehehe..... Next up: Karaoke and raya outing k~!!! hehehe...KECOHZZZ~!!!

de spread of fooooodddd

Those who came~!!
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Mom took leave tday....and Me will be doing de honey cornflakes later. Dunno if we be going Geylang tday....coz Im sooooo wanting to BUY the KEBAB~!!! hahahaha.... Besides dat, pestering my MOM to start sewing my tudung tday~!!! hahaha.... coz wanna make " TUDUNG SITI NURHALIZA"....and we have already have A LOT of tudungs bought in JB...and left to be sew~!!! So wateva it is....Mom has to sew by tday~!! hehehehehe......

Tmrw will be a busy day....helping Mom to cook de raya foods. Im not dat PRO enough to be cooking de raya foods though...hahaha...so its in Mom's hands. I oni knw hw to cook de ayam masak merah...tu pun...must see recipe and ask mom COUPLE of times. hahahah...sooooo....im NOT cooking. yay~!! Get to eat lemang, ayam masak merah, sambal grg pengantin and lemak lodeh~!!!! if gt dis...im FINE. coz i dun eat de rendang, serunding, kari and kuah kacang. hahaha... yeah i knw im WEIRD..ppl all look forward to rendang n serunding...but Im NOT. hehehe.... :P

Have yet to iron my raya clothes...tink be wearing PURPLE on de 1st day~!! Best...able to mit my couzzins.....miss dem lots. N im praying dat my dad is able to take off on de 1st day raya...PPPLLLEEASSEE~!!! hu hu~!! Boring la kalau ABAH kerja...wait kena balik cepat2. Hari raya outings with frens are so called confirmed already....so basically im TOTALLY packed with de schdueles...as in de wkends. :)

Okies...gtg...wanna start doing my cornflakes soon. hehehe...

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Loss of my dearest good friend....

Lim Yann Ling.....

OUR LAST OUTING togther at de end of last year....

My dearest buddy...whom I known in Year 2 of my poly years. A lovely gal...someone whom has de same mindset as me. Studied tgther.... Alwys come to my place during exam period as to be "tutored" by me. All de way from JURONG to TAMPINES. We basically hang out with each other..MOST of de time.

After poly years...we are de only 2 who keep in ctc as in seeing each othr like...at most 3 times a year. And EACH time we met, we bth wld SURELY have presents for each otr...its like a ROUTINE for us to do dat. Doesnt matter wat pressies...bt it so called...ALWYS there to be exchanged. AND our meeting place will ALWYS be in CITY HALL. And she alwys took leave wheneva we meet up.

Both of us..alwys "argue" as to decide who to treat who. But like wat i have said earlier...SHE is de ONE who kept treating me...OVER n OVER again. Made a promise to treat her once i graduate...but its sad nt to achieve it now. Was supposedly to mit her NEXT month...HER BIRTHDAY MONTH. De mth where I wanted to so called treat her...since i finished sch though NOT officially graduated yet.

Only knew Her sickness in 2004....de year after we graduated frm POLY. From den on...alwys been asking her...hw she is and all dat. SHE IS A STRONG GERL.....sTRONG to fight de CANCER in her. But in GOD's will.....there wld be a time, where she couldnt hold on to it. ONE week after being warded...she had LEFT us all.

But IM VERY GLAD to be able to mit her for de last time...She cried on de last day i met her TODAY. though she cant talk to response to us....tears appear when she knew i was der. Its like....Im reali glad to see her......DE LAST TIME.

I knew...it may be de best for her....den to endure her pain all dis while. GOD KNOWS BEST. I will miss you so much, YANN LING.....I will miss de time we spend with each othr...shopping...hanging out....talking abt each othr lives....and all de MEMORIES we had. YOU are such a GOOD FREN and MY BUDDY ALWYS....

MAY YOUR SOUL REST IN PEACE....

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Baking Day

Tday...my bro wanted to eat lasagne....So..me n him semngt pinjam my dad's car to go to TAMP GIANT. told him IM not taking his bike...coz I dun wan to carry de things while on de way back..since his bike box sure cant fit all dat we buy. hehehe...N lucky for us..we MADE de right choice...or else..i also dunno hw we goin to carry all de stuffs. hehehe...

Reached homey and start making de lasagne...Bro help me with some stuffs...N he was SOOO into de cheese dat he basically DROWN de lasagne with cheese~!! Both cheddar n mozzarella. hahahah.... Lucky Dad are able to wait for awhile for de lasagne...to bring to wk.

lasagne....b4 baking

de outcome...yummie~!! (Now have to wait for buka~!!!)

So now..its ready..bt we have abt 1 hr plus to wait for us to EAT it~!! hehehe...tday is basically de COOKING DAY of me n my bro~! hehehe.... Dad gone to wk..and Mom is sick...so left de siblings to do de wk. heheheh...Nice~! :)

(Been a long time i eva cook with my bro.......i like~!!!)

Jus now...den received a call frm my primary sch mate.....asking if Im free on de 10th october...since thy had rent a BUS....and most of de frens couldnt make it...so its like...since there are LOt of space in de bus...tot if I am able to come too. But couldnt make it...since having my family gathering on dat day.

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Weekend with Love

Ystrday....met up with Ayg. Was sooo happie coz I get to eat the FISH n CHIPS located at Bedok. Wanted to eat there since dunno when. He fetched me frm homey...went to Afghanistan first..survey NEW specs for him before we headed off to Bedok for iftar.

After dat..headed up to Geylang. Basically jus walked ard.....and I get to eat my Ayam Percik and Dendeng. hehehe....So ystrday was so called...de FOOOOOD day for me. Yummie~!! Now...no more cravings. Bought some otr stuffs b4 we bth head home. Nice~ :)

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hapie face

our feast for iftar

one more craving reduced...get to eat DENDENG~!! hehehe

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Mom is sick today....went to clinic with dad and got 4 days MC. High fever. So tmrw's plan with MASH was cancelled....since I jus notice dat my dad is wking nite shift...and NO one is ad home. So....had to be at homey if Mom needs anything. The other days of puasa....will be PACKED all de way. 2 more meetings with de MDIS clans...JB outing with parents...and de rest will jus be at home...since dad wking nite shifts.

N also...im BROKE..and no money to spend when i go out. hu hu~

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Raya is coming...and de wkends are so called been fully booked~! yeah.....from jalan raya outings to openhouses and to my cousin's wedding. Soooo happening nxt mth. hehehe....

Okla....off now...tink gonna make cornflakes honey...by tmrw....or smthing. Toodles~

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Surprised Upset.... :'(

Tday was de day....which i met the NTUC peeps for iftar at Geylang. Out of de total Ntuc Peeps....we eventually end up with de 4 of us..but we still continue with it..since most are already packed with othr upcoming days. So yar... Met up with de rest at Tamp control..with IZAH being the "STAR KARAT" of de day. DODOL~!

Headed off to Geylang and went to Banquet. LUCKY got place to sit....heheh. break our fast and den we headed down ard Geylang...walked2. It was a fun enjoyable day....even with only de 4 of us. Great~....meeting up with de lama2 frens...except Izah la eh. Izah alwys can see her one..so she EXCLUDED. hahahah~! :)

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However....behind de smiles....I had something very upsetting in me. Haiz...got a msg frm my buddy's (YANLING) sister....was told dat Yanling was warded in the hospital due to relapse and she does NOT have much time to go on. My heart TOTALLY drop wen i see dat. Haiz....She was diagnosed with Breast cancer way during our Poly years...and i oni gt to knw abt it after poly. N she had made me promise NOT to tell anyone abt it.

So all dis years...we went out...as good pals..having dat "SECRET" btw us. whre NONE of our otr frens knew abt it. De cancer had spread to de bones...and nearly reached her brain in one period of time...bt she managed to hold on strong. Doing several chemo..and medications till there is a pt where she feels like giving up..and I was like...trying to make sure she NVR give up.

Wheneva we mit up, she ALWYS treat me..and all dat.since she knew i was schooling. we even made a promise dat once I graduate and have a job, i SHALL treat her next. But wen dis happens, all crumbled to de ground. Its sooo heart breaking. She had been wanting to mit me on July bt since i was busy with thesis and she was busy with wk...we din have chance to mit. Ended up told her dat...we can mit after fasting mth..since nxt mth is her Birthday. But it all happen so fast dat we din even had a chance to mit.

Now....Im jus praying dat she is able to hold on....until I am able to mit her tmrw. Dear Yanling...i know u can pull it tru...Im basically shedding tears nw..writing dis up. Its soooo heart beaking~! Gonna visit her with Bestie suzzie tmrw. Thanks a lot SUZ for accompanying me tmrw. really appreciate it. I HAVE to act strong infrnt of my dear fren..I HAVE to.

I pray for her to be able to pull tru it....insyaALLAH. :'(