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Surprised Upset.... :'(

Tday was de day....which i met the NTUC peeps for iftar at Geylang. Out of de total Ntuc Peeps....we eventually end up with de 4 of us..but we still continue with it..since most are already packed with othr upcoming days. So yar... Met up with de rest at Tamp control..with IZAH being the "STAR KARAT" of de day. DODOL~!

Headed off to Geylang and went to Banquet. LUCKY got place to sit....heheh. break our fast and den we headed down ard Geylang...walked2. It was a fun enjoyable day....even with only de 4 of us. Great~....meeting up with de lama2 frens...except Izah la eh. Izah alwys can see her one..so she EXCLUDED. hahahah~! :)

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However....behind de smiles....I had something very upsetting in me. Haiz...got a msg frm my buddy's (YANLING) sister....was told dat Yanling was warded in the hospital due to relapse and she does NOT have much time to go on. My heart TOTALLY drop wen i see dat. Haiz....She was diagnosed with Breast cancer way during our Poly years...and i oni gt to knw abt it after poly. N she had made me promise NOT to tell anyone abt it.

So all dis years...we went out...as good pals..having dat "SECRET" btw us. whre NONE of our otr frens knew abt it. De cancer had spread to de bones...and nearly reached her brain in one period of time...bt she managed to hold on strong. Doing several chemo..and medications till there is a pt where she feels like giving up..and I was like...trying to make sure she NVR give up.

Wheneva we mit up, she ALWYS treat me..and all dat.since she knew i was schooling. we even made a promise dat once I graduate and have a job, i SHALL treat her next. But wen dis happens, all crumbled to de ground. Its sooo heart breaking. She had been wanting to mit me on July bt since i was busy with thesis and she was busy with wk...we din have chance to mit. Ended up told her dat...we can mit after fasting mth..since nxt mth is her Birthday. But it all happen so fast dat we din even had a chance to mit.

Now....Im jus praying dat she is able to hold on....until I am able to mit her tmrw. Dear Yanling...i know u can pull it tru...Im basically shedding tears nw..writing dis up. Its soooo heart beaking~! Gonna visit her with Bestie suzzie tmrw. Thanks a lot SUZ for accompanying me tmrw. really appreciate it. I HAVE to act strong infrnt of my dear fren..I HAVE to.

I pray for her to be able to pull tru it....insyaALLAH. :'(