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Changes....



At some point, I feel that I've changed....Though the tolerance level is still up der...Im feeling dat that level will sooner be down below. Im nt like hw i am back den...Tolerate evry single thing with reali good patience. But I guess....things happening ard me had made me realise that certain points are useless to be patient at. Being pissed off easily was not the IN-thing for me....but it began to build in me now...for I get pissed even in a small matter..and I know its NOT good.

Maybe due to certain things which used to take advantage of my patience dat i bcame as hw i am right now. Hmmm.....At some pt, it does help me to speak out myself....Guess I have to control dat inner me. Balancing the good and de bad aura...as to ensure no one gets hurt in the process.

N those who have know me well....thy wld knw dat wen i dun fancy someone...It wld take FOREVA for me to accept dat person. yea...dats me....The bad side of me. Though I wish to pull all aside...there will be a tinge of "NO ENTRY" within dat space of mine. But no matter wat, at times....the feeling of sympathy creep in me...which i will tend to give in.

Therefore, i guess....i should just ignore any unwanted issues. Since de more, Im involved...the more Im getting attached to such things and I dun want dat to happen. I guess being neutral is de best way now....No hard feelings..NOTHING. Jus me with clear mind. No comments....NOTHING. I guess.....issues will nvr end...therefore, we shd jus play along and to prevent any bleeding inside.

Maybe by den, the OLD me will slowly add inside....and I may not get pissed off or angry easily. I will NOT be bother with any typical issues...which I find it sooo irritating at times. But then again...THATS LIFE. Life will not be running smoothly....Thats de fact. No matter what u try to prevent, it just kept appearing but with a different touch.

For now.....I am just erasing what eva factors inside my head.......Erasing......BLANK.