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Down Day

It was an enthusiastic day in de beginning..prepared myslf for de interview and all. Went der and waited for de lady. SHe was OK...AT FIRST....b4 she went into more of de question. Though it was jus me n her....it is seriously miserable. Reminds me of de first interview i had last year...which also oni had one intrviewer..and so it is.

She was blabbering about me NOT having a degree...and there i had written down..at de form..my qualifications and yet she insisted dat I have NO degree. I was like...NO..i have a degree..a bach degree..and she say...No u dun..u oni have diploma. I dunno if she can even read lah ya. It took a few mmts...n i nearly wanted to take out my cert and show it to her...and den she eventualy say..oh ok. is it a bach of science...its nt right? i was like..YES IT IS. heart pain man..talking to her..and convincing her dat Im a degree holder. Do i look stupid to her dat she tinks im jus making up story??

That does nt end der....She blabber about why I have so many jobs listed. Told me dat I shdnt have even put dem at all....like no use. I kept telling her its a TEMP job...bt she jus dun get it. Ask me...y i kept changing jobs..i shd have stayed at de comp and wait for dem to change me into perm. SHe jus dun get it dat...its jus a TEMP admin at some random comp..i wldnt wan to spend my life at some comp which is totally not related. Haiz...n it was during sch days. She den so called compare me with her contractors...saying she used to hire contractors and make dem into perm and ask me to do de same too.

Her questions: Tel me wat u like abt ur current job...I ONLY wk der for 1 week! hw m i supposed to like a job within dat period?? and Ask me what i hated abt it...of coz, i dun wan to even bad mouthed de comp..and she jus dun seem satisfied. Told her...dat temp is diff.....its jus plainly admin. and she STILL dun get it. Ask me wat i had done aka achievement during my previous wk. AGAIN..i WORK TEMP! what proj did i do??! I jus type n update database. Haiz...its seriously heart break talking to smeone who jus dun undrstd. Blabber abt my previous jobs...

Den after she talk abt de main job scope..she looked..and ask..DO U THINK U ARE QUALIFIED to do dis? I was jus crapping ard. Seriously, i jus feel like going out of de room. it was a freaking LONG...40mins intrvw..which I dun even wan to go tru further. Anyway, she dun seem convinced wth my ans...all shwn to her face. N i knew im OUT. hah~! Wen i ask her when de result will be..she told me dat there are a few she need to c. It all dpds...coz she wan to c...someone who can reali do dis job. bla3....nwys, me also da tawar hati.

To be honest, It was de first time dat i seriously feel so down...hah..even teared up a lil wen i went out frm dat building. DUn ask me why. maybe its like...indirectly kutuk me or smthing. Haizzz....emo day for me, i supposed. Hope i dun get such crappie intrviews...PLZZZZZZZZ.....

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Fast come Fast go

And so like most of u have known...last Thursday..Got a call from an agency and I started wrking on de next day itslf. Was very happy althgh it was a temp admin wk. The first day was fine...got to knw my supp n manager..and dey start giving me wk. Updating directories n all dat. It was jus a simple data entry wk and so on...typical admin job. Ok. Den eventually all know dat Im a grad...and dats wen my supp say..Oh, dis thing wld be much easier for u den. But on de first day itslf, i had already had a dateline to do. So had to do de wk fast n catch up with de databse function n all. There were 2 malay gerls jus beside me...BUT..dey arent frenly...and I was left alone..during lunch. But nvm...i ended up fasting on dat day n de following day.

Den IT began..my supp began to give me de main case...and I tot it was jus helping out...BUT she ended up asking me to take over one of de case...liase with de company and send out de invoices and all WITHOUT her checking on my wk. So its like...I will directly submit my stuff to dem. Hah~! N all i knw is jus a BASIC outline of de whole thing. Dat does nt end der...one of de malay gerl KEPT asking me to print out her stuffs...and IM NOT EVEN UNDER HER. like hello~! My supp had to mengalah..and alwys say..Ok. N having a BIG printer and MANY ppl using it..and changing letterheads accordingly...MAKE me alwys had de wrong paper printed. N it took like FOREVA to print one single file....NO wonder she pass it to me! Hmph~!

Da bagi org buat....den evryone kept asking me if i had finished de wk..like evry single hour. Like hello..im jus here like de 2-3days..U cant expect me to do dat fast...until i even say..to my supp. IM NOT A ROBOT...i cant do dat fast. N having to do de job..which de perms are doing and Im having oni 700bucks to bring back homey...dun tink its even wrth. Its like im handling de main job...and b4 dat finished...i was given anther case. haiz...Penat.

It is even worst wen ur 'neighbours'..de malay gerls DUN EVEN TALK TO YOU. its like dey have their own clan..and im a loner. I tel u...i tink ppl wking in de library is NOT as quiet as me. I practically DIN TALK at all.....unless my phone ring. Its like..de env is sooo UNWELCOMING. ANd so...aftr tinking many times and get many opinions..decided to tender..one wk notice.Seriously cant tahan working der...NO LIFE. n i cant even go out to de toi....w/o getting lock outside coz NO card to enter. So i had to go toi like during lunch. Pathetic. No rest langsung..and MANY EYES are looking at u.

The first time being a temp and had to go for a meeting too. N i seriously had NO idea wat dey are talking abt. My supp was surprised..bt i had my own reason to quit. Den its like 'finding fault' day...coz ystrday she lend me her calculator..and I oni use it 3times..and eventually dat calculator was spoilt tday. N my supp ask...wat i had done to de calculator..coz after she lend to me...it became like dat. LIKE HELLO....told her..I dun even know..it doesnt drop or wat~ Den she went..Ok..nvm. Hmph! Jus one time, borrow...den spoil..den blame.

The otr 2 malay gerls are so TOTALLY not in my league...coz we dun talk..and dey oni talk amg thmslves..abtt their lives...bla3x. EAch day wen i go back...went to their table and salam. Tu pon..dorang cam tak hulur de hand first. Not like de normal peeps..Den jus nw...wen its their turn to go back hme first..Dey din even tegur me AT ALL...dey talk to the frens at de back..and went off...JUS BESIDE ME who is SITIING der. LIke...as soon as i turn..dey went off...LIKE DAT.

Hah! SO......since next wk is my last wk..Im sooo gonna take my time doing my wk...and gona ignore dem totally! Like...dun btr to tegur dem lar..anymore...wen i wan to go back. Malas....de past wk..been alwys iye iye nak make fren..bt dey totally malas nak layan u. cam u are some kid! Nwys, yap....gt a job cepat...gonna quit also cepat. heheh..takpela...sure ade some jobs out der for me....lets pray in dis bulan ramadhan..insyaALLAH....terkabul...AMIIINNN~

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The day

And so..de first day came. It was pretty alright...though had to write down de ways to handle the database. Plus had to do as much as i can...since my supp had a meeting on Wed, so need to do it asap. BUT...haha..im jus doin wat i can do. NO hurry2. hahahah...The people der are OK. Maybe coz still new...so thy dun reli layan u. But anywys....will oni be der for 3 mths...so its ok. Even msg up my fren who work at de nearby building to go lunch with me...since im a loner. HAHAHA~!

Still looking for otr jobs....and hpfully by de time my contract ends...i have a perm job or smthing. This is jus for experience..since de salary is little. heheh..even little den my previous wk..which have a 4digit number.hahaha...minus dis n dat...save setotet jer. So..lets see..wats up. Coz Even if de comp were to re-contract back....I have to finish de contract...and cant wk else where. so...pray dat i can get a Perm job sooon~~ :D

my ONLY stationery on dat day...

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Tday...went to Spore expo..with Mom. Hahah...like smgt like dat...we actuali took public transport...since Dad have nt yet come home frm wk. And so we went....got a small IT show, Metro sale and the Malay food expo. Annnd.....I got a new pair of sandals!! hahaha..best...and get to eat my TAKOYAKI. yumyum...terima kasih, mak n abah~! Haha..mom says...i shd have bought de sandals myslf since i alredy start wk. HAHAHAHA...yela tu....baru kerja satu hari...gaji pon lum dpt. hahahaha... :P

Hmmm...Hadnt been talking much with Ayg lately. Been busy wth his wk and all....and by de time, he's back...im already asleep. hu hu~ His new job scope...is seriously busy to de max. So, hoping der is a lil fwee2 time smewhere for us.

okiess......off mode~~~

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Unexpected

And so...de day had come as per normal..as I tot so. Went for an interview at dis agency..which i had gone for previously. To be honest, wasnt reali enthusiastic..coz i knew im nt goin to get any jobs like on de spot...and i had to wait for anther few wks or so. But ya, went...and all...Told de lady...dat I wld take any Temp jobs if available. bla3x...Went back after dat...Gt a few calls frm her asking if im interested in dis n dat...

Den in evening..abt 5pm, She called back...asking if im fine with the temp admin position at Tamp (biomedical sector). I was like..Ok..den she ask if i can start work tmrw. N i was like..huh? reali?...oh ok..can. Hah~! Ask me to come to sign contract on dat evening as well...which obviously I CANT..since im on my way to fetch Mom. So, gonna go to de agency...tmrw after wk.

Yap, even though...its just a temp admin wk, guess....can increase a lil of my income and alil exp. At least can save a lil money up..plus its very near my house..so minus de transport fare. hehee...ALHAMDULLILAH. Syukur... :D

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SHE was sad...the night b4..
Tears kept running down her cheeks..
And eventually SHE cried till SHE slept..
BUT SHE was alil alright the day after..
HE called HER up to mit..
Even wen HE was extremely Tired..
Coz HIS heart was so restless about HER..

THEY talked...
SHE cried again...SHE was not angry
SHE was just feeling DOwn..
HE took HIS hands on HER face...
Looked into HER eyes and Say THE WORD...

HE tried to cheer HER up...
SHE eventually smiled...
HE wanted to give HER a pink rose...but to no avail..NO pink rose FOUND. hah!!
SHE still rmbr HE used to give her Rose..those days
When HE upsets HER...as in A REAL issue..

SHE says 'its ok'
SHE just knew HE wld come to her and soften her heart...
And make HER feel better...
SHE thanked GOD...for having HIM as HER fiance..

Though problems and crisis occur...
SHE was glad THEY alwys try to work on IT...
ALhamdullilah...it stays dat way. :)