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Life without Bro in de house

Another few more dayz to my bro's BIG day....
Its somthing I really look forward to...but at de same time, a tinge of sadness feels me up...
Im gonna miss my brother...A LOT...
Its seldom for me saying dat..or i can say RARELY...i say I MISS MY BRO. hah~!

Guess...life must go on....
He will have a family to build up with his otr half....
Im very happy for him and my dearest future sis-in-law, Kak Ima

At some pt, I realised dat...after this weekend...
He wont be around at de house....
He wont be sleeping at my room...
He wont be der to talk to me about hw he feels after de big day and all
No one to disturb me and talking crappy with me...
No one who is gonna watch cartoons with me..and laugh tghther....
No one who alwys there for me to nag about...
He wont be here at my room...talking about stuffs...
No one I could complain my nonsense thkings to
He wont be der to help me wash dishes and hang de clothes..hehe...

I dunno why...but I guess...I will MISS him a lot...
My Brother who tolerates his lil sister ALL the time...
NEVER scold me and all....
I guess I will MISS the noisyness in house when he is around...
Told my dad dat Its gonna be boring w/o him here...
Which my dad says....he will accompany me...when my bro is nt here already.
He says its Ok....dats life...sometimes u gt to let it go..and nt stick with it alwys...

I guess...I am VERY used to have my bro around me...
I dunno why...I am very emotional evrytime i tink of it....
Im teary eyed now...and I reali dun wan to break down on de wedding day itslf.
hu hu~ really gonna try to control my tears...

I will alwys pray for the happiness of my bro and Kak Ima....
May their love stay foreva strong till de rest of their lives...
And as for me...I have to deal with it sooner or later....

But wateva it is....
I know Im GONNA MISS my brother a lot~~~!!!
ADEK sure Miss ABANG~!! :(