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Status is NOT important

Still rmbr de FIRST gift given by Ayg....
A small musical box which I was so engrossed with...which ended up Spoilt 3 days after...
Since I had wind n wind AND wind it a LOT of times....
It was a simple gift but it meant a LOT to me...

He was alwys scared dat I wouldnt like de gifts he gave....
We were still schooling wen we started dating...therefore, money was spend wisely depnd on de pocket money...
I knew...evry gift he gave is frm his heart...
Therefore, it din matter to me..on hw much it costs and all.....

Each year...each gift....was alwys accompanied by de worried-ness dat I wont like it...
But de fact was I alwys appreciate wat is given..no matter hw big or small....
Yeah....Most people DO have expensive gifts and all....dat I couldnt deny....
But den again, It all dpends on each affordability....
Of coz, you wouldnt wan to burden ur love on somthing u want soo much n u knew he cldnt afford it...

I guess....undrstdng each othr...plays a main factor...
And comparing with otr couples are sooo NOT the way....
Some ppl have higher income den otrs...and if thy cld afford it....its their rezeki...

I knew....no matter wat....if you have NO high expectations
You wont get dissapointed...
Be neutral....
B4 U even be with de one u love...you wld have known hw he is and all....
N to demand dis n dat frm him...is totally unfair...

But den again....some people do look upon status...
Guess dats de reality.....
Some like to boast as to what thy wd got and all....
Nwys, it depends on each couple....if u can afford it, why not.....

I cant deny dat at sme pt, I do wan dis n dat....
who wouldnt, right?
But each time, I see him wking soo hard for our future...
It brings me back to reality dat I shdnt burden him further....

N having my Dad's advise in my mind all de time...
I knew dat I shdnt ask toooo much from HIM....
My dad alwys say...
" JANGAN SELALU MINTAK NI MINTAK TU...KALAU TAK MAMPU, JANGAN PAKSA "

Nver look down on people...
No matter hw high ur education or job is....
DO NOT BOAST around to people...
And I will alwys kept dat in mind...insyaALLAH... :)

To see hw my family used to be last time....till now...
I guess we can be hw we are nw....if we compromise with each otr...
DUN expect to get all what u want....unless you are SUPER rich...hehe...
Den again....its stil stick to YOU and UR partner...

InsyaALLAH.....
No matter wat, GOD will alwys be there for you....during ur hard n gd times...
Im glad dat even I may not lead a luxurious life or surrounded with expensive gifts...
I thanked GOD...for the way I am living now...
A simple life which I am looking forward to share with....HIM
InsyaALLAH...in 2 years time... :)