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Neutral Feeling

Guess life is pretty much the same....evry now n den. Some ppl ask de same question as to whether I had gotten a job. But wat can i say....de OBVIOUS answer is NO...i haven get a job yet. Hah...guess no company wants me at dis mmt. From being enthusiastic in going for interviews...till I seriously had NO mood to talk abt it. I seriously dun even want to talk abt any interviews I went or watsoeva. Guess....it came up to me dat...Evrytime i tel ppl..abt interviews..abt hw i did on interviews..and all eventually make me wait for A MONTH..and having NO response..make it all drained out. N evrytime I had plans to do Part time jobs..der will be call for interviews..and I had to wait for results.. Hah. So....im jus gonna stay Numb. With or without interviews....I shall jus be silent...until SOMEONE eventually say.." YOU"RE HIRED!" hahah.. so lets wait for DAT day.

Besides dat...I also learn to be silent in stuffs i did. Coz i guess....certain things are not meant to be heard or spoken in public. guess....close ones wld knw wats up or wats coming up with my life. Coz at dis mmt, I tend to jus be silent...Too much talking leads to something u dun want to happen. Hah. Lessons learnt. But its ok...its nvr too late to change.

But every sad/irritated mmts in our lives...will sometimes be reduced by someone special in ur heart. I seriously appreciate wat You did for me dat time...wen i seriously was in an EMERGENCY state. haha! N being der for me wen Im down...makes me feel better...nt forgetting my lovely family who alwys der to support wat i did.

These few days...had been a lil rough for me...with new news..and updates abt certain things. Emotions up n down...and guess...someone knws hw to lighten it up..even with a simple sentence early morning. As most knw...hw He is..he is not someone who says mushy2 stuffs like ME. hahah..and to have such thing early morning..reali make my day up. Even if he may nt be here in person...those words are enough for me n him to knw.

Nwys...life must goes on..Lets just wait..and I reali hope ALLAH will grant my prayers soon. InsyaALLAH....AMIN~ Also prayers to my frens...may dey alwys be in a fine happy life and lovely ppl ard dem. :)

P.S: I wanna be like SITI~!!! hahaha..ook random...ignore me. heheheh...