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Loving memory of my Love...Grandmother

100 days after my grdfthr left us all....and 4hrs after we send her off to airport for CHINA trip holiday, my dearest Grdmtr (GM) whom we love sooo much..went away foreva. A shocking BUT true event. It was a seriously shock event for me n my family...

At 930pm...headed off to GM’s house..fetch her n my aunt. Took pics under de block..laugh2 here n der...we headed off to Airport..where we waited for few hrs. Chit chat...laugh n laugh...and take pics..its like evryting was SOOOOO super super happy day. N to c my GM so cheery and lively...was reali someting pleasing. She seriously look very bright and sooo nice.

De flight took off at 2am…and dey went in at 12am. We den headed homey…and 4hrs after all dat…got woken up by a call frm aunt saying dat GM had collapsed and flight to china had detour to Bangkok for emergency landing. And a short mmt after dat…..we got a msg….saying my GM had passed away. Shocking and Unexpected.

I thanked GOD dat her body was able to be brought back to spore on de day itself…which eventually reach my home at 1.30am…and we had to stay awake de whole night..reciting prayers for her. Its like taking turns until..me and Kak Ima and Mom cant take it..which we eventually fall asleep abt 3am+. So de guys…My bro, Dad and Ayg…stayed up..till morning.

We just met her up few hrs back…and it happens so fast dat she left us all. She was supposed to stay at my place after she came back from China…but it all didn’t happen. N I still have her pics in my hp de day we were on de way to de airport…but guess it will jus be staying in my hp for memories. Not to be published at all... I rmbred about wat I had planned out for her wen she stays with us….cook dishes and all dat…but Im glad she managed to eat my first n last dish I cooked for her..where she ate it in de airport…and it was MAGGI GORENG.

N de most touching thing was…she alwys says she wants to stay at our place…dun matter where she will be placed..she can sleep at de living room…ad de kitchen..as long as she stays with us...which of coz we wldnt placed her on such areas. plan to stay over after china..although we pestered her to come b4 dat…she refused. N to c her body placed on our living room….seriously saddens de whole thing where its like….she IS sleeping der. And not oni dat…..Her burial lot number was also OUR BLOCK NUMBER. How coincidence can dat be. Its like…she want to stay here so much…bt guess…der are some things related to us after she passed.

But b4 all dis…der were signs…which oni can be seen after all this had happen. Kept saying abt my late grdfather…EVRY SINGLE TIME we met. N like most ppl say..She LOVES my grdftr sooo bad..dat wen he left…she felt VERY lonely. Seriously we din expect it to be dis fast.

Alhamdullilah..all went well….till her burial process. Few days had gone..but weneva I tink of her….I still cry..coz Im soo close to her…she take care of me n bro eva since we were young..and to see her off in a shocking way. Dats seriously sads me…but Seriously to be honest…WE WERE REALI REALI in a happi mode…on dat airport day. Its like….my GM wans to see us cheery n happi…b4 she went away. Having us entertaining her…on her last day.

The impact is sooo deep….dat I cant get over it so soon. Guess it will take a very long time….A petite…loving grdmother…whom I dearly LOVE. Semoga roh datuk2 and nenek2 ku..dirahmati ALLAH dan ditempatkan di golongan org2 yg beriman. AMIN~

Lastly, wanna thnked you guys who have come…who have send me warm wishes and called me up to ask abt hw im coping. Realli appreciate it all. I couldn’t thanked you enough. Hanya ALLAH sahaja …dpt membalasnye.