*Father's Day!!*

OK..First of all..Wanna wish HAPPY FATHER"S DAY to my beloved DAD!!! He is de best dad..Anyone cld have. LOVE him lots...n for those who are close to me..YOU guys sure knows how close i am to my dad, rite?! heheheh..MUAKS!!!

Went out for awhile wth my parents..Thy bought me a ring n a bracelet..from Golden Chance..hehe..Chose de NOT-SO-OLDIES jewellery..haha..NIce! Went home after dat...OH! Today mom cooked curry n sambal tumis...n me..cook de prata..(instant one)..hehe.Yummy!

Nxt exciting ting is I GET TO CHAT WTH TAUFIK!! yeah!! bt thru the FINATIK forum!! yay!! was so happi dat he ans 2 of my ques. I type lots bt he was busy to ans otrs..Understd. hehe.. So i ask him weird ques la. hehe..The forum is seen below....SO SO happi!! Hope Able to chat wth him again!! YAY!!!

yatiyati83		Posted: Jun 17 2007, 11:23 PM
		Taufik...jus a general question...WHAT ICE CREAM DO U LIKE huh? eheheh..just curious.. -------------------- specsgerl

yatiyati83		Posted: Jun 17 2007, 11:26 PM
		Taufik, wat do u tink of ppl who tink FAT gerls are Ugly?? LIke...most ppl wld prefer thin, slim gerls...WHAT r ur commentS? hehehe.. -------------------- specsgerl

FIQUE			Posted: Jun 17 2007, 11:31 PM
			hmmm....i like mandarin songs...i like lee hom's Kiss Goodbye...mayb i'll sing that on the piano someday..i love ben & Jerrys ice cream! My dream girl has to be patient, cool, caring and understanding....with a sweet face.....we bully each other actually....like brother and sister haha...beauty is in the eye of the beholder...everyone is made for someone and itz not right or our place to judge anyone that way.

*New specs*

Yay!! Finally, gotten my new specs. Its white..Took a pic of me n specs...what do u tink?? Ok tak? heheh..hope its ok..heheh..coz something different frm wat i usually buy. Went to take it wth Ayang...and he also decided to buy the same type of specs at de shop.haha! yay!! so...finally, we be havin the same specs n colour. yay! Besides that....nothing special. Ok, guys...if u read dis..comment k! heheh..THANKS!!




*New white specssss*

*What else do YOU want??*

This is so crappy...YOU consider that to be better?? Why dun YOU jus keep quiet? hahah...Kept saying dis n dat...Is it personal or wat? Dont YOU have better things to do?? Or maybe YOU are so free.Ya...jus becoz YOU alwys got the perfect thing..doesnt mean dat otr ppl do too. YOU dun tink abt others, dont ya? YOU say dat THEY had de same opinion BUT do THEY considered to be ALL? I doubt so... Why dun YOU just get used to it?? I realli dun undrstd wat else do YOU want?

Evryone is SO confused...Its like..What is de perfect thing for YOU? YOU dun like dis...YOU dun like dat. Its very hard to please YOU huh?..I wonder how would YOU survive. I dun even no if YOU even tink abt otrs feelings. Its like..YOU assume all are having the same thoughts as YOU. DUn be selfish...Otrs too had their own problems but thy dun realli drag abt it. Simple tings..YOU make it sound so big. I dun get it...realli.

Nway, its done. Im not gonna comment much. Its either YOU face de fact or suffer all de way..for i dun even care about YOU. As long as Im happy now....I dun need to bother abt YOU. Jus keep away from Me...N dun YOU eva make me irritated again..as YOU have already did now.

*New specs!!*

ALright...today, went out wth my parents. Went to Geylang since mom need to change her necklace. N there was dis old couple..ty were practically boasting ard abt how cheap the jewellery were...how ty jus throw their necklace behind the cupboard and let their cat play wth it. i was like..ya ya..wateva. N de man was showing off his gold-diamond watch to us..n we jus smile. Okie..so we dun bother abt dat..BUT one ting happen. haha...dis shop owner was like asking mom to buy gold for my dad la..thn she saying out spontaneously.."cannot la, Guys where can wear gold". N it jus happen dat dat old man was wearing LOTS of gold..heheh..n his face kinda change.Mom wasnt refering to him nway...basically to my dad..heheh..dunno if he actualli TERASA. hehe

Okie..went to Afghanistan nxt since i wanted to buy new specs..SO i did. Actualli..its mom's money! haiz...ya la..for someone who is like NOT working!Maybe pay installment or wat..haha..i have not even paid finish for my Hp ok! hahaha..told her..wait til i work. hehe. Bought this half frame specs..white color. Hope it look nice..hehe..Ayang say..it looks nice. N i tink so too..so we will c in 2 days time.

Then...went to Changi to have our dinner. had Nasi ayam penyet!..yummy!! By the time, went home...was bloated of water and FOOD! haiz...now had to stay up late to do my assignment..and be calling Ayang later in awhile..Hope he not yet asleep..hehe. Okie...till nxt entry thn...

*CUTIE!!!!*

Haha..was surfing tru de net...wanna share these videos wth u guys...The gerl is SO SUPER cute..singing..heheh..wth lots of expression!!!Fyi..all de videos..are from the SAME gerl..hehe

*Frenzieee*

Firstly, wanna wish "HAPPY BIRTHDAY, IZAH!!!!"...haha...one yr older...woah..few more yrs to 30 yrs old!! heheh..OKie...Hapi Hapi...DO wait for ur present..specially done by me n su..heheh

Tot of reaching sch early...bt STILL...we had to sit at the back. The rest actually came much earlier than us. yesh! so..no use coming early..Nway, today lecture was like..SO BORING!! De lecturer seems like she dun even no what she is talking abt.. Practically, jus refer to the lecture notes. Crap....Nway, we did entertain ourselves in de BORING lecture. Not schooling till nxt tues! Yay!!

Aliza came over to use de comp...hehe. Thanks ZA for the FRIES!! heheh..wait i blanja u lak eh...plain water. hehehe..Thn went out wth her...since going to sch n she goin to TM. so..ya. Izah came over to my house yestrday..use comp also. Basically for her...de comps alwys seem to be not in her side..alwys had prob. haha..N guess wat?! after she went home, my keyboard was spoil! yes..spoil...lucky got otr keyboard. hehehe...izah izah *shakes head*

Ok...nxt, im hoping we are able to do chalet..and hope my dad cld take off..hehe..specially request my dad to take off so he can come during the chalet. hehe..Ok..besides dat, nothing to talk abt...i dunno if my blog is happening or not..hahah..at times, i feel its NOT ALIVE!! hahah..bt i do noe der are some regular ones...hahah. THANKS GUYS for ur support! hahah...say like as if i won something like dat..if u guys tink der shd be somthing i shd chge...feel free to tell me k.hehehe...

*its ok..its alright*


Kinda..having a long wk of no sch..since i was not schooling since last thurs till today.So quite lazy to go school actualli. Last wkend..was quite tiring since helped out wth my cousin's wedding. Was fun since got to mit up my otr cuzzinz..and we kinda spend the whole time together. Friday n Saturday...spend most of the time there..went home abt midnite. Finally, it was over..and all went well.


Met Ayang on Sunday and Monday...Went out for dinner...since not meeting him in a couple of days for he is meeting his pals..Hmm..kinda restricted ourselves too...in order to save up money..coz..evrytime we mit up..sure we spend money...heheh..so...its either not meeting..or jus mit downstairs. Had to do dat i guess...especially when i finished schooling thn the pressure of saving more money will be increasing. at times, its like...im not so sure..if we are able to collect de money for de future..dat scares me lots! hopefully...we are able...


End of the month, goin to my cousin's engagement. Besides dat...nothing interesting. School is becoming more boring...due to "SOME STUFFS". but lucky got de normal ones...so kinda OK. Alrighty...dats all for today...


"I will nvr find Someone like YOU...and I will nvr want to find otrs then YOU...I am GLAD to have YOU"

*When "U" came in*

When you first came in, i was so scared...
U look like de ones who are very clever
The ones who know evry single thing
U boast around..telling U are dis n dat
BUT who cares...NO ONE cares...

Eventually came a day where
U are ready wth ur things
We were stress and depressed
On How well U would do...
BUT when the final outcome reveals
I tink WE were better this time
Although it was done only a few hours
Its due to our effort..our hardwork

We had expected more frm U
BUT i guess...it was not enough
Thn we knew, We WERE in de same category
U are not in a high rank either
Maybe U are scared of us...
BUT wateva it is now, I dun bother abt U
We wld work hard to get wat we want
N we are not scared of U...

*Outing wth Ayang*

Alrighty, met Ayang after like...1 wk+ of not meeting. Okie...Met him at Eunos after his wk..and since we were goin to Geylang area...i had to go there and mit him straight. Took de train..and GUESS WAT?! There was a electrical failure...at TANAH MERAH..so de train was delayed. I was at the door area..and it was lucky since..it was super hot since the train air con was switch off. Ppl were like...go in n out of the train..tinking that de train is goin off...but it was there like...abt 20mins!...Was realli sweating by then...haiz...called up Ayang..tinking dat if this problem still continue..he might else well fetch me there. But eventually, the train was ok...so..off we go.

Walked ard awhile...b4 heading to Bedok Corner..Ate seafood! hehe..not a big2 one...bt we had ikan bakar, tomyam soup and kangkong belacan...all dat for $20..it was worth it. Yummy!..and Ayang treat me...i mean..not dat he had NVR treat me..bt dis one is due to his BONUS. yay! and also his increment of salary. Was super full...



*While waiting for food*



*The yummy Dishes!!*



*Satisfied*

Went to Afghanistan..to check out some half-frame specs. not too sure whther i shd change a new specs...hmm..depends..although wil be getting the GST thingy...bt then...have to save it up for something else. Went home abt 730pm...it was kinda early though..bt He had to go home early dat day...Had a fun time!! hehe..after so long......

*First Practical*

Alright had the first pract yesterday. Was okla...our group consist of me, Suz, Lydia n Alvin. Did some stuffs to do wth urinary tract infection. Actually we could finish abt 930 but since we cant find any bacteria in the urine, we had to re-do back again. The lecturer was like...assume that we know everything and its like...not much of trying to so called help us. N there are some of the classmtes where ty act like ty are so so good. So wat...if u work at a lab??...Ty were practically saying...no...in our working env, we did not use dat...dun have that in the industries..bla3x.. Cant u jus say...its better not to use that? Dun blabber abt ur wk place n stuffs...

Nway, dun bother la...since got de old ones in de gp. Managed to find the bacteria after the second try...So was happi bout it. hehe...made another fren in class...since Fizah n Em was in de same grp as thm (Hani N Meili). Was so kecoh at de end of the lesson...hehe..Okie...Better off now..need to do some stuffs for the lab practical.. cya~~

*Not All are Perfect*

Her feelings now is down
She had no idea why it was that way
She cant blame anyone...
She is not perfect as One wld expect her to be
She feel sad...useless...hopeless

She is NOT perfect...
She is confused as why she was hated too much
So much as to make ppl tink bad of her
At times she dun be bothered..
BUT it kept repeating & she knew its not gona end
It will continue in future

If she is being bad..she wld hav scold
But she kept in silence..
Let it be..Let her heart be hurt..
She had to endure it.

He expects her too much BUT
At times she cant do wat he tinks she can...
She is a normal gerl...like othrs
She wants a happi life...
She is just confused with all ard her

She prays for GOD to help her
To go tru this life as smoothly as she could
ONLY GOD knows wat she is feeling rite now
Maybe she is missing him...
Maybe she is feeling lonely
Maybe its just nothing to be tot of..

She just hp all wld be fine..though she know its not gonna be dat easy

*Supper*

Yesterday...did nothing. Jus stay at home and watch several DVDs...mostly the malay ghost stories. hehe...Thn scared myself. Mom wanted to go Jln Kayu...so we all went there...abt 10+pm. So called..having our supper. Bro..was trying not to eat too much..haha..since he had gain wgt. Bought..roti john and maggi grg for me. shared a bit wth bro. mom bought kuay teow grg. Ate till i was super full! heheh..Bought fish head curry..to bring back home.


*Foods!!*


*The FAMILY*

Today, be goin to Midah's house...since was supposed to go yesterday bt ty were not ad home. so..today..be goin there later...Nothing much realli happen. Oh! i was in de same grp as Suz..yay~ lucky lucky. Class was alright...getting to knoe ppl more...i tink more during practicals.

Miss Ayang so much...met him once..which was like 12MAY!...one wk ago..and wont be meeting him till nxt wk..haiz...PPL too tired...so....wat to do. hehe...nway, gotten use to it at some point. Okie then...off now...Bui~~

*Out wth Aliza to Vivo*

Met Aliza at Tamp before heading to Eastpoint..since she nid to check on some hair perm thingy. Gave her a necklace and a koala bear thing bought frm Aust. OK..1st plan was to go Bugis but after some decision..we headed to Vivo. nway, we jus want to relax and talk2. Headed there abt 3+pm. Went to Banquet first...me ate fishball noodle..aliza ate udon noodle. Then after eating, we both shared a half spring chicken. hahah.YES! we ate all dat. haha..dun mention abt wgt ya. hehe..



*At the front part of Vivo*




*The food we ate*

Walked ard...bought cheesecake. Someting funny happen at the Secret recipe abt one of the cake which contain ladyfinger biscuits. heeheh..Went up to the higher floor and ate the cheesecake while looking at the surroundings. Lots of couples hanging out there...us? hhaha..busy takin pictures.


*Us & the Cheese Cake*

Headed home abt 730pm...Zahid fetch Aliza back...and thn bth send me back home. THANKS, guys!! hehhee..me alwys de extra person whom ty alwys had to send me back if zahid fetching her. hehehe..BUT its ok...me not shy..hehe...

P.S: Thanks there Za for the fun n enjoyable time we had..haha..laughing n crapping as alwys. C ya ard ok!! BUBUi~~

*Crap-a-doodle-doo*

Sch starts yesterday..and guess wat?! There are like 75 people in class!! Yes...BIG 75!! Crap la...i nvr go to sch b4 n have like 75 people in a classroom..its not even in de lecture theatre. N yesterday, not all came and left like...5-6 seats. hello! If all of the people come to sch...do ty need to sit on de floor whn there is no seats available. The system is so so bad!

Its like combination of 4 classes...us the old batch..some from poly which accelerated straight to yr2 and some from Pharmaceutical coz go to our coz. Haiz...too many ppl..too crampy..its bad la. Totally! How can the sch do dat?! How abt practical? even more crappier i tink.

Nway, lets jus c de outcome...crap...

*MDIS Chalet Updates*

1 MAY 2007

The day when evryone came...for the BBQ. I reached Pasir ris chalet first, followed by Ah Seng and Suz. Most came abt 6pm....evryone helped in the bbqing and preparation of the food so it was kinda not stressing..since all did their own part. Cool! Saranya, Vik and William came jus in time when all de food is prepared and cooked. Waited for the staple food...which eventualli came abt 7pm...was frm Midah..it was fried mee hoon!

After eating, we all took pictures..lots of posings...haha! we got de ANTM, dance floor, ms universe...and lots! hehehe..tink we were the noisiest ones on dat day. After pics were taken, played INDIAN POKER...where i tink it was my unlucky day, since i was forfeited 2x!! heheh...need to dance for the 1st one..with Em n Saranya..haha..and de otr one is wth Saranya..haiz...hahah! Had lots of fun. Played Charades too....abt movies...my grp won! The othr team need to dance the BANANA dance. haha. FUn!! lots of laughters...

*POSERS!! hehe*

*The BBQ food!!*


*Playing the INDIAN POKER..hehe*

At abt 11pm, most ppl went home..clean up. Left me, suz, toh ying, vik n william. Chit chat wth Vik n SUz...till like 7am! haha..watch an intense movie..which is like...crap ah. hehe..waste our time...oni! heheh...me n Suz cooked scrambled eggs n some food for the guys..b4 thy leave in de morning.

2 MAY 2007

After de guys left, me n Suz slept til noon. Toh Ying upstairs sleeping also. hehe..woke up and cooked our breakfast. Jus slacking ard since it was raining also. Watch several DVDs...till we slept again till abt 3pm. hehe...began to cook some food..for dinner..maggi grg and satay grg also wth fried chickens. b4 dat, went out for a walk near de beach..for awhle since it was raining!

Toh Ying went home at night, thn me n SUz headed to downtown for ice cream. Beside our chalet got some ppl..drinking n stuffs. hurried back inside..locked the doors and after few mins, we headed upstairs since both were tired. Plus, we were chasing a cockroach in de chalet and we cldnt find it anymore..so to be safe, headed upstairs! hehehe...we were practically shouting n jumping ard. hehe!

*Dinner we cooked for 3 of us*

*Left the 2 of us at the second nite*

3 MAY 2007

At abt 9am, dad came to chalet. We packed our bags and thn send SUZ at the Tamp int. I hurried back home since need to go airport by 7pm. So reach home n rest.......

*Two down...one more to go*

Alright, today was MP paper...the MCQs are tricky...as alwys...had to read couple of times..the essay..was alright..Overall...i managed to do it..so it was ok oni...no more comments.

Also, my condolences (i tink dats de spelling) to Nad's Family due to her dad's death. Nad, GOD loves him and I hope you would be able to pull tru all the upcoming events. Its gonna be hard...but you had to go on..be strong ok..There maybe ups n downs...but i hope u are gonna be alright. If u are in need, ur frens are ard for u...

*Heading to Nad's Place*

Okie...Went to Nad's place..at noon after exams with Mas, Suz n William. Nad look like she is able to handle it but i knoe deep inside, she would feel the pain. Stayed at her house for couple of hrs before, we go home. Suz's slipper "tercabot" halfway when we wan to go home...lucky got sun plaza...so we headed to find shoes for her..hehe..Lucky able to find for a cheap price. Then headed home..take 969 frm wdlands..and straight to Tamp.

*Suz's Slipper..Tercabot*

*The new shoes..with Mine*



*Left with Me n SUz*

Left one more paper!! Hope i can do it too...THN CAN HAPPI HAPPI!! Yay!! Great...i haven buy some of the chalet stuffs also...hehe..tink be doin it on de day..i finish exams...I CANT WAIT for 30april..BECAUSE...Ayang may be fetching me from school..YIPPEEE!! Its been like 2 wks..i had not met him....So MIss HIm so so MUCH!! N dats de oni time i can mit him before im goin Aussie for a week..Yay!!!...ok..dun get too excited...calm down, YAti.

*One down...*

Alright, BCY exam was alright. I managed to do it..yay...BUT not a fully yay. Im gonna be suffering studying MP!! haiz...so tired. Went to century alone jus now..to buy food before heading homey. Its RARE for me to go somewhere alone..but thn, im hungry n need food! So sleepy now....

Tink i take a nap awhile b4 i headed to study my RBE drawing. draw draw draw...i jus dun fancy it...bt thn again..i HAVE to learn it. Okie...off now..tired, sleepy, headache...I NEED AXE OIL!!

*Up till now, its been ok*

Alright, been very depressed in the last wk..THANKS to those who show their concern to me..Especially MAS and SUZ. Thanks guy...i realli appreciate it lots. Realli dunno how to overcome dat..heheh..especially when i broke down halfway tru the test.

Nway, the depression mood is kinda over...im alright now. Studying for my exams...Tomorrow is the first one..so be revising it later since i finished studying dat. Hopefully, i can rmbr wat i study. Dats SCARY! I need to pass out of my 70%..coz my 30% coursewk had screw up. Im sure im goin to be stress for Medical Physiology..since i got a couple chapters to finish!! haiz...why mus thy put a 2term subject and squeeze evrything in 1 term?!

Exams Schduele:
Biochemistry = 19April07
Medical Physiology = 26April07
Reproductive Biology & Embryology = 30April07

Wish me luck..i hope i can do it! Now besides heading to exams...im looking forward AFTER exams..realli a major holiday for me. heheh...

I'M JUS SO SUPER TIRED...REPORTS, ASSIGNMENTS..ITS NEVERENDING!!
I dun even have time to talk to anyone..NOT even AYANG..
24 HRS Staring at COMP and BOOKS!
Tiring!!!...
I NEED REST...SLEEP...A VERY GOOD SLEEP...
Guess its not goin to happen til end of dis mth!!

Nway, at de same time, cant wait for de chalet..
& also YAY!!! IM GOIN TO AUSTRALIA!!
Yesh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Release all de tensions!!!!

Goodbye, Ppl.....I need to go off now..........

*Some dun appreciate*

At times, its hard to get appreciated. Ur good doings are thought to be de bad plannings. Ppl dun tink it dat way...thy wan more than that. Complain complain n complain. Hello! ppl are trying to help...but it turns out to be de othr way. dats total crap! Guess, we need to be selfish at times...since no one appreciate wat we did. One day...was jus NOTHING to them...SO WAT??!! its jus A day..wateva. Was sort of blaming de one who had a good intention...Who ask her to do dat? Why nvr discuss?...BECAUSE...u guys jus like to complain n do nothing. n by de time comes....complaints all de way.

Dun blame on us....dun blame ur work....need not go and tell everyone ur tiredness of working and doin assignmts...ITS NOT U ONLY! Otr ppl had their own duties also...so dun brag abt ur hrs of work. N since de ONE day dun make a difference...y bother? U guys are CLEVER enough to handle such things. SO be it...dun blame on us in de end....its ur decisions...Dun go telling evryone abt dis n dat....we dun even care..its UR life...WHO CARES?

Thy dun even force u to come..u can skip it if u wan to. Even if u dun like it, dun act like u are so good and can do de things by 1 day. Nway, it duesnt concern us...its ur risk...U wan it dat way..thn BE IT. Lets c...wld u be goin to us and ask abt wats happening...and thn complain again due to time shortage. The only word i can say is "GET LOST"...its ur problem...Ppl try to help...no one bothers n care...so wats de point of helping. its jus a YES or NO..but u kept on complaining...

P.s: Semut, u know this concerns u....nway, nxt time jus dun bother ah..since thy dun even appreciate ur work...Let them be.. i dunno why...bt its crappy...N even whn de voting had finish, thy stil email...abt the test n MORE complaints.. CRAPS!!!!

*Wedding*

OooOo...wedding. heheh...not MY wedding. hahah..I WISH! Went to Ayang's primary sch fren wedding which is near my house. Whn the groom headed off to the car...it was a NOISY atmosphere..with all de bikes and stuffs since he was from the "DESIGN" group. SO ya..Liked the pelamin..since got the chandelier...hehe..

Ayang was so determine to collect more money. hahah...he was like..." I need to collect money for us". Yup...gues he had to do dat...hes been working hard...dats good but kinda pity him actualli. Its hard for me at times...but i guess...i realli need to understd LOTS! haiz.... Thn another 2 more yrs (InsyaALLAH)..after i graduate..thn its my turn to collect money! hahah... Time flies fast!! Wheneva i see weddings...i alwys tink of mine..heheh..bt i guess, i cant make a big grand one..wateva it is i dun wan DJ...dun like it. hahah...planning huh. nvm...its jus plans.....i stil got more yrs to go...

Nway, after the wedding, headed to TM..walked ard...ate dessert at food culture. Ayang wanted to watch movie..I was like "HUH?!" reali..heheh. Its very Rare for him to suggest to watch movie..BUT.....de movie was full!! haiz..ended up..not watching one. nway, i was very tired...and had a stomach cramp. Headed to Changi awhile..before we headed home abt 5pm. I was so sleepy...hehe...Had a nice time wth Ayang..although it was awhile..haha..guess he likes whn it comes to my exams..since i wont be meeting him always..plus..he is working.

Okie...off now....wan to do reports!!

*Saturday class*

Alright, jus came back frm sch..yesh..Schooling on Saturday! haiz...ok was having a mock test jus now. It was alright...gotten 35/60. hmmm... some of them got higher..haha..dats for sure la ya. N those who did NOT study even get higher than me. haiz...sometimes i wonder..i mean, i study and reali put in lots of effort but my marks will stil not be high. im glad dat i pass...bt at times ppl ard u.. kept saying dat, thy did not study..and yet thy got higher..and thy can say the marks are bad. Hmm..if theirs are bad....mine is WORST?? kinda demoralised at times...i mean, ya i dun wan to tink of it...bt its like..u study...u did revisions...n yet u dun score high marks. haiz...i tink..i jus do de best i can...maybe my brain isnt DAT clever. haha..nvm...gues i have to study a lil bit more...dun wan to stress too much. wateva i can study...i study.

Ayang is extending his working time...even on sat...so he basically..come back like he is working full day. Haiz....guess have to get use to NOT meeting him much thn since he is working like evryday...in order to collect money for U-KNOE-WAT. so...had to sacrifice dat. so..no more shopping ard...walking ard ad far areas...and bla bla bla. guess have to jus c him under de blok.hahah

Okie...im off now...need to do my assignmts....BUBUI~~

*Late storiesss*

Alright, its been awhile i had wrote my blog. hehe.. Nway, its so called officially, im not goin to Australia dis yr. Boohoohoo... because its like way out of the family budget and also due to my sch fee which is abt $4000+ and need to pay like nxt mth..so guess, had to go some othr time thn. hehehe..guess dis holiday is jus chalet with my classmates.

Practical report is piling up!! Did some respiratory exp today..if i noe i had to run vigorously for 2 mins, i wld have not want to say yes...heheh..had to blow this thingy in order to c any obstructions in my breathing system...and yup, i did. It was a mild one..since i tink due to asthma. n i had to run like anthr 2 mins..bcoz de machine recorded wrongly! There goes my breath!...ahha..by the time its finished, i was out of breath! Alvin had to take my inhaler frm my bag...hehe..i mean, i can exercise n jog but not Vigorous routines! hehe..Nway, wat eva it is..de class ended at 10pm! Mas, told u..grp B alwys go home later! haiz

Studying revision..had started..all was quite ok for now. will be starting my Biochemistry tomorrow..n doin my reports at nite. Basically, im stil handling evrything ok for now. dun wan to stress too much. Nway, Suz gave me her top...Thanks SUz! thn..Saranya gave Suz her top also..but it was big (Its my size actuali). I wld have take it..IF it is not transparent! heheh..bt its nice ah..heheh...Saranya..die die want Suz to alter it..or give it to me. Told her to give my othr fren, but i dun tink she wan to give..so end up Suz kept it. heheh...

Okie...gtg...need to do my assignments back..haiz...

*Im confused*

I know i have been complaining bout my exams coming up..but i guess dis term is a totally hectic and de school is like killing all of us with the repeated changing of timetable n gues wat..thy chge it til we dun even have a study week. Crap! Grp A students had to do eir practical on Mon and having a practical test (30%) consisting of the pract we did earlier. n thy wld have like 1 day to do research n its so NOT goin to be ok. i dun tink de sch is handling dis matter seriously. N pract reports are piling up..n i have no time to study since been doin dis pract like..on n on. Its like...pract report was supposed to be done in 2wks..bt we had too many practs..that we only had like 1wk or less to finish thm up. I realli dunno wat the ppl had been doin ah..its like...are thy ruining our lives??!! Im stress up...its worst than eva!! i dunno wat to start..i dunno when to start..and im blank!

All are crap la...thy keep changing our schduele..and its like..HELLO!! during our exams, we stil need to pass up or reports due. i jus had my lab like last wed..and im having it again nxt wk..n de wk after..and reports are pilling up! haiz.....i realli praying to GOD!...realli reali reali...dis is de worst term, man..evrything is so corked up. im scared.........................................VERY scared..................

*Practical day..very busy*

Alright, yesterday prac was kinda fun. haha..at least its better thn jus watching video. ok..we had to use the stetshscope, the ECG, the blood pressure thingy and some othrs. Evryone had a part to be de subject, the doctor and de nurse. haha..i became the "doctor" for the ECG thingy. actualli jus need to paste this stuff on my frens hands n ankles. evrything was fun. had laughters and all dat. I became the patient for the checking of blood pressure. haha..it was like..many trials until my otr frens told me to chge person. haha..ya la..since my arm kept being squeezed n unsqueezed. and at one time, thy forgot to release the air out and left my arm squeezed thruout. hahah..got to take some pics though...only 2 pics..haha. Pract finished by 10pm...n luckily the bus was stil ard...




*What we did in de pract*

*Stress again*

When exams are coming...im like super stress. Haiz..relli hpe i am able to finish studying. This is super tiring. Aim is to finish my report by tomorrow since im doin on the conclusions...and tomorrow i will be doing another practical report AGAIn! haiz...At times, i just wish sch wld close fast so i can conc more on my revisions. Praying to GOD...as to help me with all my worries.

Mom surveyed on the Aust hotels n stuffs..CANT WAIT! but thn...the amt of money needed was kinda A LOT! so...im not too sure if we are reali goin Aust or not...coz my sch fees are supposed to be paid nxt mth..n its like $4000+. Where can my parents get all dat money..sometimes feel guilty as to make thm wk so hard to pay my sch fees..Wateva it is...i will do my best to achieve wat i have been wanting so i can repay them back.

Schooling nxt 3 days...tired!! but looking forward to the SUnday since picnic!! with ayang n Izah..haha..and also got to drive my dad's car. Hmmm....nothing much...its jus work work n work. kinda boring ya..hehe..nway..it would be abt a mth and all this stress wld be gone. n thn im goin to the 2nd yr! dats fast man....wish me luck, Guys!!

*Plans and More Plans*

Haiz...exams is ard the corner..is one mth consider a corner? heheh..have start studying..have to! tiring....One of my frens.. said..even ppl study so hard yet their marks also de same like those nvr reali study. hahah..I dun tink it dat way. If i nvr study...i wil be SO SO down to de bottom, man. hahaha. nway, let ppl say im "Kiasu"...hehe..but i guess..i need to...if i wan to aim high.

Met Ayang awhile jus now...Cooked mee hoon grg...bt it was little so whn de time my parents reached home, the food was left a bit. SORI!! heheh..shd have cook more jus now.

Plans and more plans...coming up. Kinda busy though...but at the same time, cant wait for the occasions!

25March: Picnic wth Ayang, Izah and maybe Mash
1 April: Aliza's Bday & Wedding invitation (by Ayang's fren)
13 & 14 April: Izah's family chalet
15 April: Family day with Ayang at Jurong Bird Park
19 & 26 & 30 April: EXAMS!!
1-3 May: Class Chalet
4-11May (Maybe) : Go Australia!! hopefully......

yesh!! dats abt it..many stuffs happening..and i cant wait. evry time de same thing...I CAN wait for my exams..BUT i CANT wait for the occasions. This is goin to be my last term of 1st yr...time do fly so fast..I reli hope i can make it thru another 2 more yrs..Pray for me, guys! heheheh

*Hectic Weekends*

Sat (10/3/07)

Early morning headed to Mash's grandmthr's house. Her grandmtr had passed awy the early morning and since we were cousins (both of our grandmthrs are sisters)...i went over wth my parents. Went to de cemetery...and also tgk my moyang, datuk and nenek burial grds too. Was kinda sad...wheneva i went there. Its like...life can be over in a short time w/o u realising it. It had been few years back since my moyang and grandma had pass away. Rmbring the hectic times, the sad atmosphere...and i miss the times whn thy were still alive...taking care of us. Semoga Allah mencucuri roh mereka...Amin...

Sent my aunts and uncle homey before heading to Pasir ris chalet for booking. It was abt 3pm whn we reached home. Once reached home, wash up and get ready to go out wth Ayang awhile. Jus wonder ard at Prime and Tamp int b4 headed under my blok. Bought myself a earring...which my bro tink i look like a minah. hahaha..i cant be one la..I DUN look like one either. hehehe. Nway, its simple and cheap.

*Posing with the new earring..(actually jus wear oni one side)..since jus wan to c how i look. haha*

Sun (11/3/07)

Helped mom cooked Nasi Rawan today...was kinda tired actualli...dunno why. Was planning to study but was too busy wth de cooking and stuffs. My "WAK" came over about my cousin's wedding (personal invitation) on June. Thn, Kak Ima also came over since had to help bro clean his bike. heheh..He wanted me to clean also..but TOO lazy to do dat. Lastly, Izah came over too in order to borrow my calculator for her exam dis coming Tues. hehe...all came over jus in time where my mom is cooking in a large portion. So, evryone had a taste of my moms cooking although izah jus ate begedil and paru.

Was super2 tired now, but i guess i had to finish my assignmt by today since tomorrow wil surely have a new practical report to be done. Im super stress though my exam is like nxt mth..bt im scared i cant finish studying..I HOPE I CAN.

*Wateva is the word*

Alright, finally i had overcome the thoughts in my mind About yesterday... Wateva, let ppl say wat thy want .Let thm hate u and curse u .I dun bother about that already. Just hope GOD wld open up their mind.I know its like dugaan for me... N i had to go it tru even if i try to prevent it
N since it would make my life miserable .Thinking of it...might else well i dun be bothered

Enough of that......okie..yesterday class was de same .Tiring and Bored...hehe..Only Mas notice my so called "NOT OK" look .hahaha....Thanks Mas! .Ppl forgotten to bring money for de chalet...lucky today mitting thm again .hehe...and oh ya! .Yesterday the bus (feeder bus) broke down before my bus stop .hehehe..jus across de traffic light... .The driver was talking in chinese and i can only understd he saying sorri .nway, since it was my bus stop anyway...
I was lucky! .jus crossed the road and went homey....

My loosing wgt program is doin quite ok... haha..wld exercise evry day whn im not schooling
loose nearly abt 4kg already... I realli need to loose more THN can c de difference
heheh...YATI! u can do it!!

Okla...dats all for today....be goin sch later
Toodles....

*Why did S hate me so much?

I wonder......
I didnt do anything......
It was S who started the whole conflict thing
Is it wrong to tell him abt wat S ask?
Is it wrong to inform?
Its not complaint...
Its jus a notice....

S hated me so much....
That she even put in the frenster profile...
About me......
About wat i did to de family
Although was told to ignore it.....
But at some pt, U tend to feel the pain
S wont accept me at all...
Wanting me to ask for forgiveness....
BUT
Wat did i do???
Im confused.......

Its hard....to be feeling dis way
I try to be strong
But this hurts me...The words
The angerness...evrything
Im so lost............

*Outing to Orchard*


Met Aliza abt 230pm at tamp control
Was supposed to mit at 2pm
But SOMEONE was even later than me
Heheh..
Headed to Far East Plaza for lunch
Ate my Jimba mee...Aliza had hotplate noodle
And we order wantan too
Headed to buy fruits after that



*Jimba Mee i had*



*Hotplate noodle*

Went around jus window shop
Wanted to buy a belt but wasnt reali sure of which belt
Didnt buy anything after dat
Next, we went to Takashimaya
Walked around again
But we were tired so headed to McDonalds
Ate Wedges and had a large Ice Lemon tea
I was finding some sugarcane stall
and like duh! there is no where to be found
Haiz......






*Some Pics that we took*

Went back by bus since lazy to take train
And since surely no seats if take de train
So we take pics as alwys..
Laugh here and there..
Thn suddenly, my tummy aches like crazy
hahah...lucky have reached Tamp by then
Couldnt take it...so headed to CS
The rest of the part..u guys shd noe wat i did
I dunno whether its becoz of so many food i ate
Or the a particular food dat i had eaten
Nway, headed home by then

Had a fun time walking ard wth Aliza
Hahah..laughing here n there
Talking crap as always
So...i see u whn i see u ok, za
Toodles~~~hehe

*Lifesss now*

School was hectic in de last week
Alright, now its like another one more mth before the final exams
Im stress now since im not sure
If i am able to finish studying
I reali hope im able to push it thru
Since my so called "tests"
Kinda flunk on it
Maybe i didnt study at all
Haiz..i wish i had those brains
Where u know most of de stuffs
EVEN by not studying
Guess have to work harder
YATI!! You can do it!!
HEhehe....

Organise a chalet for some classmates
Response was pretty good
Abt 17 ppl are coming
And 10 overniting
Cant wait for dat day
BUT had to go tru exams first
Be collecting money frm them nxt wk
B4 i booked the chalet
SInce no money to book it first
Nway, hahah...get money thn do de work
Hope evrything wld go well

Be meeting Aliza later
Since was supposed to mit her last wk
But she was sick...so today is de day
Going Orchard..EAT JIMBA MEE!!!
love it..sounds weird bt u shd try it
at Far East Plaza
YUM YUM!!!

Had lost 3kg but still i look de same
Haiz...have to loose even more
But im kinda happy that i dun look bloated
And my tummy is not so boncit like b4

Okie...was jus trying out a new way of typing my blog
Hahah..though i noe most of my frens are doin it
Nway, peace out....
Miss you guys whom i nvr c for a long time
De Ntuc peeps!! and Nad!!!!

*Sometimes......*

At times she feel like she is not good for him
At times she feel like she dun deserves him
At times she feel she is not the right one for him

She often make him sad...
She often make him angry...

She told him he deserves to be with otr gerls
She told him she is not good for him

BUT

She cant bear de thoughts of loosing him
She cant bear seeing him with another gerl
She cant bear de thoughts he is lovin someone else
She cant bear de thoughts of not calling and hearing his voice evry single day
She cant bear leaving him..and de memories behind

Wateva it is, she cant bear loosing him
She loves him from the 1st time she saw him in sch...
Till de day they exchanged their words...
The day where he ask her out...
The 1st time he asked to hold her hands...
The day they called each other "DEAR"
And the memories that was full of ups n downs
Up to dis moment, 7 yrs together...
From a stranger..to a fren..and to a LOVER

All these appear in her mind....
She waited for his call de whole day
Thinking whether he wld call or msg...
AND he did...
With 3 letter words saying..."I LOVE YOU!"

She smiled at de msg...
She was pleased...reali pleased
She knew she cant let him go and wil nvr will
She loves him too much to even leave him...

She is happi to have him.......

*Siblings Rivalry*

Siblings..sometimes i wonder y do siblings dun get together. i mean..besides our parents, thy are the ones closest to us yet we are not even close to them. Some will fight almost evryday..will shout at each other and argue most of de time. It is due to parents love? Some parents can be a lil biase where thy tend to show more love to one child and left the other alone. Is this because of jealousy that siblings tend to fight with one another. Its hard to find siblings who can sit down, talked to each other and sharing secrets or watesoeva things. Its like..de time for siblings alone with no parents.

I wonder..wat if our parents are not here...who do we look upon to?...i guess it wld be our own bros n sisters to be with. So if there isnt any siblings love...will you be left alone..no one at all. Sometimes those with sibling prefer to be alone..maybe an only child..bt at times..thy themselves wld feel lonely. So, for those who had siblings ard them...shd appreciate the gifts. Yup, at some point, siblings can be irritating but dats de fact, whether you like it or not, u are still living wth them.

The young ones whd respect their older siblings...but i guess in de new generations, all these did not matter. Since to them..everyone is de same..old or young. Maybe parents do play a part in handling their children..as in communicate well and talk to their children abt siblings relationships. I guess by all these, siblings will not prone to fight wth ppl more often.

I agree...i DID have many arguments with my bro last time..when we were young...EVRYDAY. til there came to a point where my parents always told me dat..if thy are not ard, who are goin to look after one another? We are ony 2 siblings...yet we keep on fighting. If we are goin to fight evry now n then , how are we goin to live our lives..if our parents are not ard? Guess, that open my eyes..and my bro too. Nway, now my relationshp wth my bro is VERY close..shared evrything together and im happi to have such a bro. I guess...we need to appreciate them while thy are still here with us...........

*Shopping spree???..Noo..its Shopping groceries*

Alright...it was supposed to be today dat i had to go Sheng Shiong wth my parents to buy stuffs for the spaghetti which im goin to cook tomorrow for the picnic wth Ayang BUT we realised dat today is CNY eve..so i tink the shops wld be closing at the noon. The thought of staying ad home...was not achieved. haiz..

Went to Courts first..mom bought pressure cooker and deep fryer (i requested for it..hehe). I tink the design in Courts is kinda bad since we had to go to the 3rd level...in order to get in the shops..its like..die die have to go to de top level since the shops at the 1st floor was jus being blocked by a customer service counter. haiz..i tink thy shd do something to it.

Nxt, went to Sheng Shiong..IT WAS SUPER PACK! squeeezzy...hehe..Bought lots of stuffs..since there are discounts and since my home no stock also. hehe..Then headed to NTUC near my area..it was also PACK! i tink...most did de last min shopping. I missed Spiderman2 in AXN!! haiz..guess have to wait for the repeat telecast one. Went home abt 10pm...thn helped my mom cook fried kuay teow. Was super tired..dat i did nt do my report. heheh...

*Yucky Experiment*

Alright, today's lab was about salivary glands secretion. We had to spit out the saliva into a beaker in various conditions. Luckily, Sathiya volunteer to do so. heheh...It was kinda EeeeWWWwww!!! hahaha..most of us practically try to avoid frm looking at the saliva. Some feel like puking..incl me actualli. hahah..So Sath had to measure his own saliva his own self. When all was done, it was a relief!

Then next was testing our tastebud..and i had a prob with that. since i will taste everyting the same. hahah..but luckily, i tasted a lemon juice so it was kinda straight forward. Basically, our lab was noisy as alwys...and i managed to take few pics showing our practical today..where Suz n Vick was like de bosses.. "Bullying" Sath..hahah...

*Suz n Vick.."bullying" Sath..*

*Actions in de lab..nothing better to do (wasnt supposed to snap here n there though..hehe*

*Me n de guys*

*Us..with Alvin at the background..hehe (my grp for dat day)*

Okie...my leg is a lil better...though my dad say it was swollen..so i guess i had to rest at hm...Sorrie, Za!! Promish we mit up soon k!!...heheh..Thank You!! Okie...im off now..

*Sprainny*

Okie, guess wat?! i sprained my ankle yesterday at home..yes..AT HOME! hahah...ppl tot i sprain it like..while im running for a bus or wat..and nope..it happen at home. Clumsy me. heheh..Bandaged it yesterday..and i still went out wth Ayang. He did nt wan me to go out..bt..since i wanted so so much..he agree to it. Told me im stubborn. hahah..so all de way, while walking had to cling on to him..and he had to take small steps..BECOZ of me. hehe..Sorie!! Walked ard TM thn went to Afghanistan...leg was aching by de time i went home. Ayang was like..."dats y la, leg pain also stil wan to go out"..hehe..

Today jus sit ad home...since no school. Ate Mee Udon which i cooked yesterday..Sori Ayang...nvr bring it for u. maybe later do my notes again. Im sleepy...dunno y..maybe TOO MUCH sleep..till body also too tired. Hope by tomorrow, my leg will be in less pain...since goin to school and Have to do practical lab! haiz...heheh..guess i have to sit down n write the results (actually dat has been my job in evry lab).Thn no school...all de way till nxt thurs!! yay!!! holidays!!! bt still no holidays for assignments.

Okie...jus wanna wish some of my frens "HAPPY VALENTINES DAY"..hahah...though i dun celebrate it...so no harm in wishing ppl rite. Still rmbr de day whn i wish this individual dat..thn de person say.."Oh, sori but i cant take ur wish..coz we dun celebrate it"...hahaha..Nway, dats history ah. Surely florists wil earn PROFITS! and ppl carrying flowers ard...lovey dovey couples all walking together...mushy here n there..hahah. But jus hope, ppl dun jus show their passion in Valentines day..jus becoz its a couples day. hahaha..nway, to be frank here...u dun need to buy flowers on Valentines day..and hahah...i tink guys will be broke..coz the price of flowers are super high on dis day. nway, like wat ppl wld say, if u love someone so much, u dun mind how much it cost. HAHAHAH!! IF the person got enough money la huh. nway, to those who are celebrating it...happy2 and enjoy ur day!

*Class went wrong*

Okie...yesterday had class. Actualli it was supposed to be on Wed and since many suggested that it was a Valentine's day..the lecturer make our class on Mon. heheh..nway, no difference for me..since not celebrating it either.

Class went perfectly fine...till break. hahah..Suz as alwys trying to take out my slippers and throw it anywhere in de class. hahah..Had a fight..Not a serious one..bt its more to grabbing of flip flops. hehe..We were practically pulling each othr's slippers. You can say we are crazy bt...dats wat we had been doin for de past weeks...maybe due to stress huh...need some enlightment. hahaha.. Suz managed to pull my slippers..like 3TIMES!!! haiz....next time i wear shoes. haha..

Nway, below are the clips Mas took during our fighting. hehehe...






Yay!! be meeting AYang later after his work. Maybe jus hang ard at TM or something. I need to buy a Belt nway and hoping he would lend me his PSP again! haha...Maybe goin to NTUC in de morning wth bro..hehe..coz i feel like cooking mee udon..like my uncle cooked dat day. heheh..YUMMY!! plus im not schoolin til thurs..so..free!!

*We loose*

Alrightey..after so so long time of waiting, the result was finally released. We had lost...Lost in the Taufik Photo COntest. haiz...hehe..bt at least we had made it in Top10. You guys are able to c the Top10 in this link: http://www.taufik-batisah.net/photocontest.htm The winner is Photo Number 8. Haiz...if i knew we are able to edit the pics...i wld hve done it...Plus..she entered a lot of photos..and i mean A LOT! heheh...guess..its not my luck. Nway, if we were to win..i wonder how i was supposed to share Taufik's jacket wth my cousins.heheh...but overal..it was quite alright.

Dis week...yay! oni 2 days of school...i have like many more pages of notes to be done. Haiz...At some point, i seem to be doin ok..bt at some point, i feel im de poor one in de batch. WAteva it is...i mus have confidence in aiming high,hehe..i wish.

*Crappy thing*

Alrite...been scanning tru the Bulletin board in Frenster..and this entry realli make me think dat dis person is like SO-anti Minah tudung.

Here is wat the person wrote:
what so great about MINAH TUDUNG?
Are they so religious????BULLSHIT....studies haf shown that most non-virgins are the minah tudung..haha trying to show off their angelic side of life..pretending that the tudung they wear act as HALO

Wat is with dat comment?? I wonder...i mean...ya...i agree that minah tudung also are not DAT decent nonsense but everyone is the same...tudung or no tudung. We cant jus aim on the minah tudung. and i wonder which research that he do...which shows that most non-virgins are minah tudung. hahah...do thy actualli ask ard the minah tudung if they are virgins or not. haha..kinda crappy actualli. The way the person wrote...realli is trying to hit on the minah tudung. Does he have a prob wth them??

I tink...evryone is de same...tudung is jus a "thingy" which ppl think dat those wearing one SHOULD be innocent and goody. Im wearing one too...but it doesnt state dat im perfect either. Ppl shd change their perceptions abt expecting a minah tudung to be a goody-too-shoes (dunno if this is de rite spelling..hehe). BAck then, it was...bt at de new generations..der are a few changes. I agree that even de non-wearer can be more goody than de ones with it. BUT we cant say those kind of words...i mean, we are not perfect either...so y bother? Let them be...virgins or non-virgins...hahah...none of ur business either. haha..tudung or no tudung...no difference. I wonder why many ppl are like ANTI-minah tudung...to be frank..dis is not the only individual....

*Congrats*

First of all, CONGRATULATIONS for Midah!!! hehe...for passing her O's...good for u..and had the same aggregate like Abg Noor (Long bean fren).

Was waiting for her to call me..in de end...it was abt 5+pm..she msg me..saying she failed. I was like..Hah?!! realli..how come??!! since she had been studying...called her up..and Aidah say de same thing too...eventualli, my aunt pick up de phone and say it was jus a joke. hehe..PHEW!! haha...for once, i had a shocking mmt. Now its picking of school...hope you can get in de Biomedical Science course ya...hehe..thn can same2 wth me. heheh...

Be going to their house later...hang out there wth my parents too. Meeting wth Ayang was cancelled since he got SOME other plans...haiz...as alwys...bt nvm...at least got some back up..rather thn jus sit ad hm...tot of meeting Aliza...bt she also got plans. heheh...Tink be bringing my notes there too...to complete some of it...been slacking dis wk..i tink.

Okie...cant wait for dis coming SUN!!..de chinese new year week...because!!!.....me n Ayang going picnic. hahah.....be cooking Suz's speciality again.

To Nad!!...eh..im stil waiting for ur results...msg me..k.

*Good Luck*

Okie...today is the day where the O'level students will be very very anxious in getting their results. hehe....it would be the scariest thingy...I remembered the time when i was sitting at the hall...hearing to the principal talking and teacher calling our name out. One by one...i was so so scared...because of my English. Since we all noe that if English fail...all fail. I was looking at the right side..to c Ayang since his class was at the end to c if he was alright. His name was not yet called...and so did mine.

Thn it was my call....looked at my teacher's face....she smiled and she say "congrats"...YAY!! i was like..relieved. looked at my results...my english was D7..although it was not dat good, bt i was glad that i can stil make it to Poly. My face cheered up...went ard to my frens who had gotten...most did quite well. Thn headed to Ayang's side...looking at his sad face, knew that his results was not good. his results were NOT dat bad..bt..not enough to head to Poly.

I knew he was so so sad abt dat. The rest of my frens went to celebrate...I did celebrate a lil...bt was comforting Ayang. Went ard TM awhile...thn sat under de blok to convince him dat it was alright...dun ever give up. What makes me sad was....up til now...when eva we passed by TP...he will surely say that he wld have gone to Poly...Maybe its a lil fault of mine also..i tink..since we got together in the beginning of the O's. ehehe...

Nway, he is doin fine now...Im doin fine too...had been encouraging me..all these yrs with my decisions...he is alwys there to support me whn im down. Thanks Ayang!!!

So to those taking their results today...ALL DE BEST!!! Pray HArD!!! & MAy u Succeed in the FUture in the schools you are goin to. THIS msg is ESPECIALLY for My cousin, MIDAH & My fren, NAD!!! GOOD LUCK, GUYS!!!

*WHY CANT YOU JUS LEAVE US ALONE??!!*

why cant YOU jus leave us?
why cant YOU jus live on your own world?
why cant YOU jus do ur own stuffs?
AND NOT disturb our lives???!!!!!!

I did NOTHING to YOU
and yet YOU will do ANYTHING
jus to make them hate us....
WHY IS DAT SO???

Coz...

U are jealous??
U tink YOU are so good??

I jus wish ** would tel de stuffs abt YOU to them
BUT NO~~~~~~
** did not.....
** dun wan to make de thing worst
BUT it is alwys been us...
WE are ad de wrong side...
YOU are not!!!

Evry deeds will go back to them...
Im being EVIL...
BUT sometimes I couldnt take it
YOU alwys did this to us
Now ** is angry with me....
BECAUSE OF YOU!!!!

JUS LEAVE US PLEASE!!!!!!!!

*Busy days*

On Tuesday...after went out wth mom...whn we returned, mom had an asthma attack. Had to rush to clinic..but was thn asked to go to hospital. So...abt 9pm, we headed to Tan Tock Seng since mom had an appointment there de nxt day. Dad n mom went to A&E...while i waited outside since only 1 person is allowed to accompany in. Sat ard...thn bro came after wrk..so we waited since mom had to be put in oxygen..waited n waited till abt 4am..thn de doc say, mom health was bad and need to be warded. So...eventually, she had to be hospitalized. Went to c mom thn wish her nite...thn we headed home. I was kinda scared..since this is de 1st time, she was wheezing badly...

Went back...sleep..wake up at 11am...thn headed back to hospital de nxt day. mom was feeling a lil better but still quite weak. cant talk to her much since she is still in de breathless state. Sat ard...did my notes thre...abt 2+pm, we headed home and let mom rest. By the time, reach home..evryone slept. Tompang my bro to tamp int abt 5pm...since meeting Ayang to watch soccer match at stadium. Dad went to hospital to c mom.....Evrything was ok. was supposed to mit suz there bt since its like a lot of ppl...we evntualli didnt c each othr. Met Fizah there too. The jam was bad...Ayang had to squeeze here n there..lucky our bike manage to get thru de ppl (fyi, we park de bike..jus in front of de stadium main entrance area..). Saw a lot of ppl i know though.Went back abt 12am...thn sleep...

Mom is asked to stay at hospital longer...since her breathing is still not dat good. Be goin hospital later in evening after dad n bro finish work..and since im not schooling today. Ayang also be planing to visit her later...so tink miting him there straight. Great...i jus realised..i wil be ALONE at home tomorrow..ALONE!!! at night..sleep alone..since dad n bro are on night shift!!! haiz...go home like at 11pm..and no one at home...haiz..scary!!! bt cant expect my dad to take off..hehe..i wish! okie...updating soon...

HOPE MOM WILL GET BETTER....PRAYING FOR HER...